It has been a while since I last journaled here, but I wanted to write today because I'm having a tough day. My girlfriend hasn't been talking to me, and my dad advised me not to text her first. He said to wait for her to reach out, and if she doesn't, then she doesn't really care. I've been waiting for her to contact me, but I really miss her.
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I'm also feeling really sick right now and have been wheezing all day. Finals start on Monday, which adds to the stress. I miss my best friend too. I blocked him because he wouldn't apologize, and he still hasn't. I know I shouldn't have that kind of toxicity in my life, but he used to be one of my favorite people. I cared for him in many ways: as a friend, as a best friend, and even as more than a friend. Deep down, I feel like he isn't coming back this time, and part of me doesn't want him to. At the same time, I miss him like crazy.
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Is it possible to hate someone and miss them at the same time? Can you hate someone and still be deeply in love with them simultaneously?
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Date: Nov, 22117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7kRzy6OB2
Feeling: Alone117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ptLq7xmfq
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Missing: Him 117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsD6NUScKL
Loving: Her117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzg0kaUYvj
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The advice of the day: "Tears come from the heart and not from the brain." –Leonardo da Vinci.
