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……依稀做了什麼夢。8Please respect copyright.PENANAhD8BeuouMZ
基爾伯特緩緩掀開眼簾,初冬清晨沉冷,稀稀落落地飛雪在窗外舞落。8Please respect copyright.PENANAdvJqBENMC2
天色未曦,昏昏暗暗地讓他摸索了陣才看清到這房裡的擺設不似自己臥房,高矮櫃子上放著幾只他買來的絨布娃娃,機器人,等比例倣真縮小的飛機模型。8Please respect copyright.PENANAFHLNGf8xwq
正疑惑,懷裡不舒服的嚶嚀聲傳來,他尋聲低頭探看,見到的是小自己十幾歲的弟弟緊閉雙眼,渾身仍微微發熱。8Please respect copyright.PENANAH4bm0QHnFo
對了,他想起來了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAwRmEZZSckY
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昨夜弟弟忽然發起燒,他原本在床沿不斷擦拭頻頻冒汗的額,後來弟弟整個燒昏頭地直抓著他臂膀不放,嘴裡喃喃地不要他消失不要他消失。不論他嚴詞厲色,委婉勸說,弟弟仍往他胳膊悶著緊緊攀住,不肯鬆手。8Please respect copyright.PENANA6ARNZG2Etk
原本是想撥開他牢抓的手,不知為何,弟弟的勁道卻極大,讓他試了數回還是無法脫身,結果他也只好一同躺到弟弟的床上,並為了安撫情緒混亂地弟弟,他回抱住他而眠。8Please respect copyright.PENANA42iODtX3aI
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他凝視著雖然表情仍是一臉痛苦的扭曲,可仍然熟睡著的弟弟,不禁苦笑。8Please respect copyright.PENANAC7BpayQIoP
他哪會不見呢。小孩子就喜歡胡亂想…… 8Please respect copyright.PENANAUm9na9kqYn
驀然他思起某種可能性,很快的他又甩頭。8Please respect copyright.PENANATa6BWwYBNJ
不可能記得了吧……當時他那麼小……怎麼會……記得呢……8Please respect copyright.PENANAnkMHh3vtI5
他暗笑自己多慮了,那時路德才幾歲,哪會有什麼記憶啊。8Please respect copyright.PENANAgJhWM6F9UG
想太多了的真是。8Please respect copyright.PENANAPX3ew7O0va
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也許是睡著了的緣故,弟弟的手沒再緊抓他。8Please respect copyright.PENANAAA5U3KIV4E
基爾伯特毫不費力地抽身而起,怕驚擾弟弟睡眠,他輕手輕腳在房間裡走踏,離開前想起弟弟流汗過多或許會冷,他打開房裡的暖氣,將房門緩緩掩上,不帶一絲聲響。8Please respect copyright.PENANAM90tANSONM
他繞回自己房間,看了眼桌上時鐘的刻度。8Please respect copyright.PENANAtwyA9BvJv6
才不過六點。8Please respect copyright.PENANAUo3wjeEBlU
基爾伯特凝視著自己床舖數秒,摸摸頭,唇角浮現出無奈但是寵溺地笑容來。8Please respect copyright.PENANAdCYVxfXnSN
他背過身將門帶上。8Please respect copyright.PENANAueMMn7tzuZ
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略為沖澡過,基爾伯特把這幾日壓著沒洗的衣物全數丟入洗衣機,倒好洗衣精,蓋上洗衣蓋,在電子螢幕上設定好步驟,並確認一遍起動開關,纔走入廚房忙去。8Please respect copyright.PENANAgeqdUjxmWH
他拎起隨意放置在椅背上的圍裙,先裝了水壺煮水,接著打開冰箱搜尋有什麼食材可用。8Please respect copyright.PENANAwgrOaPnInr
路德夜裡才又發燒……也許沒什麼胃口……可不能太油膩啊……8Please respect copyright.PENANA3wsiCFVbId
他目光落在前幾天才從鄰居那裡收到的雞肉及胡蘿蔔上。8Please respect copyright.PENANA6Dg8kWvPZ4
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進入路德房間時,迎面就是一陣暖。8Please respect copyright.PENANAnhxePJYP5h
唔、有些悶。8Please respect copyright.PENANAxVmxpP6X83
雙手提著擺有盛著雞湯的砂鍋與湯碗湯匙的托盤,基爾不禁感言。8Please respect copyright.PENANAcNhDWDOv2b
將手中的東西放在桌上,基爾回身將暖氣溫度調低些,太悶也不怎好,會不好呼吸的,他扯著圍脖的高領,吁口氣。8Please respect copyright.PENANAp9qbGiABGj
拉開椅子,他雙手交疊地注視在眠被裡的弟弟,眼瞼緊闔,呼吸起伏,一切跡象顯示還在熟睡中。8Please respect copyright.PENANAeUvH2yi3l3
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落雪無聲,靜靜地飄盪。8Please respect copyright.PENANA7i3DhJzq9E
看不清的影子掩映在室內,一時竟有些朦朧。8Please respect copyright.PENANAibS6JQCS1C
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他發覺耳中的世界非常安靜。8Please respect copyright.PENANABby36Ugry8
基爾伸手探了探弟弟額央的溫度,略高,但不如昨夜那樣令他心驚。8Please respect copyright.PENANAJBufI8vNJP
……他一度以為,連弟弟都要離他而去了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAVIUjSGzWwX
就像接獲父母噩耗那時一樣,昨夜夜裡看顧著路德時,見著路德發燒難受,他背脊突然不斷發冷,有一種被丟入深不見底的冰水中,到處都見不到光芒,黑冷無比。8Please respect copyright.PENANATcouinP1VI
如果……如果……他冷汗無比,卻無法制止自己無止盡的揣想。8Please respect copyright.PENANAxnpWy6F3Sj
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驀然一道低吟喚回他神志。8Please respect copyright.PENANAnb8j0Y8FMf
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他驚醒似的往床褥一瞥,果然是弟弟醒來了的嗓音。8Please respect copyright.PENANAmyQzn8dI42
「早安,威斯特。」他輕喚他的小名,引來路德目光落在他方。8Please respect copyright.PENANAJOpYXAzHbd
掀開蓋子將湯品舀出,基爾捧著裝滿雞湯的碗,拿起湯匙放入碗中,接著往他看去。8Please respect copyright.PENANAKUXqX1RI0t
「你剛醒來可能沒什麼胃口」他頓了頓「不過我之前看新聞上有播報,研究顯示多喝雞湯有助於感冒康復,所以你喝幾口好嗎?」8Please respect copyright.PENANAGW2aBEH7XX
弟弟眼神迷離地看著他,基爾想,也許是發燒緣故吧,他仍一副虛弱的模樣。8Please respect copyright.PENANA1bTQduS4H7
然後遲鈍了很久,路德乖順靠近他拿著的碗邊,見弟弟有意願進食,基爾微笑地一口一口餵著弟弟雞湯,凝視弟弟順從地將湯全數喝下,他目光一時恍惚。8Please respect copyright.PENANAJBCAK7EYVu
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昨夜弟弟嘴裡呢喃著不要他消失,當時他不以為意,他身強體壯,怎麼可能說消失就消失,還笑忖弟弟果真是孩子總愛胡想。8Please respect copyright.PENANA1MDK3iidH9
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然而,真正害怕對方消失的人究竟是誰?ns 15.158.61.36da2