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No Plagiarism!dzkb6bmckuU6jnnSSvGyposted on PENANA 路西恩坐在病床旁的沙發上,因為疲憊暫時闔上了眼。他整晚都沒有離開過醫院,一直守著達米安。8964 copyright protection83PENANAhSkK3XMNqz 維尼
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幸好發現得早,才成功救回達米安。8964 copyright protection83PENANAnRmkA6bcxC 維尼
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儀器運轉的聲響環繞在病房空間內,對此時的路西恩來說根本是助眠白噪音。8964 copyright protection83PENANAqZskY0tvfv 維尼
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在睡意朦朧之間他突然感覺有東西在觸碰他,他緩緩睜開眼,看見躺在病床上的達米安已經醒過來,正用指尖輕輕觸碰著路西恩的手指指節。他們的視線正好對上。8964 copyright protection83PENANAFfKi2fLguf 維尼
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明明企圖自殺的是達米安,但兩人的臉色此時看起來都很蒼白無力,路西恩甚至還比較憔悴一點。8964 copyright protection83PENANAXkwKcuzChr 維尼
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「你還好嗎?是需要我請護士過來嗎?」路西恩坐起身,輕輕握了一下達米安的手後便放開。8964 copyright protection83PENANAYhsSUPqg2G 維尼
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達米安看了看路西恩,緩緩開口:「我沒事⋯⋯醫生一直都在這裡嗎?」他的聲音很沙啞。8964 copyright protection83PENANAdmCInZp4G5 維尼
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「對⋯⋯」路西恩嘆了一口氣。「我真的很擔心。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAbz9ezgSLA2 維尼
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「為什麼?」達米安的目光閃爍,但不是初次見他的那種。8964 copyright protection83PENANApNJ2hQAKFN 維尼
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「你是我的病患,我有責任。」8964 copyright protection83PENANANwGItaJDSJ 維尼
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「而且或許是我⋯⋯我太心急了。」路西恩的目光落在達米安的頸部,接著站起身背對著達米安。8964 copyright protection83PENANAicwuETVceZ 維尼
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如果那時他能將那一點急切藏住,也許事情不會發展到這個地步。8964 copyright protection83PENANAA04ZptPKou 維尼
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他對達米安的評估不夠完善,在他的評估裡達米安自殺的機率偏小,但也不是不可能。8964 copyright protection83PENANAXUzUuvsBEa 維尼
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現在他幾乎難以正視達米安。8964 copyright protection83PENANA7u4ONBj1AM 維尼
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兩人之間一陣沉默。8964 copyright protection83PENANAXqmBLH8PRL 維尼
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達米安低下眼簾,盯著自己的右手看。8964 copyright protection83PENANA8Rz9UYoi3T 維尼
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「其實我母親有想過要阻止我父親,但她根本不敢忤逆他。」達米安突然開口說道,路西恩回過身來。8964 copyright protection83PENANA9D8QxJfrrq 維尼
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「她死後,我父親就不只是打我、拿菸燙我。」8964 copyright protection83PENANA5B1qadYGLy 維尼
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「他喝了酒後會說我看起來就像我母親,所以他開始摸我,不過後來我很常偷偷跑出去,所以他並沒有機會進入我。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAlF2pfFYIMY 維尼
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「在那之前,他就被車撞死了。」達米安的嘴角微勾。8964 copyright protection83PENANANqosuw1i32 維尼
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路西恩垂著眼站在一旁靜靜地聽著,他的雙眼因疲累佈上了血絲。8964 copyright protection83PENANAAWeAsobyYT 維尼
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「原本很多片段我都忘記了,現在我都想起來了。」達米安看向路西恩。「我做得好嗎?醫生。」可能是剛從地獄門前走一遭回來,身體虛弱的關係,達米安的眼眶微紅、唇色泛白,平時那個高大、令人感到畏懼的人此時看起來格外無辜、惹人憐。8964 copyright protection83PENANAA9Nf4MpNCH 維尼
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「你做得很好。」路西恩勉強地擠出一個淺淺的笑,他靠近達米安並伸手,下意識地想摸摸此時虛弱的達米安,他頓了頓,向達米安頭頂伸出的手停在半空中,最後落在達米安肩上:「謝謝你,達米安。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAWQH15xcnWv 維尼
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「我會常來找你,所以別放棄,好嗎?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAJ7Hzo8S89C 維尼
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「⋯⋯好。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAyNRBvVW1i6 維尼
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「一直以來,你都辛苦了。」8964 copyright protection83PENANADqDisOvsdo 維尼
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路西恩回到家後,洗完澡就往床上一癱。8964 copyright protection83PENANAfS7d9zeoPH 維尼
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已經好久沒有這麼累過了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAfbVAtSD2Lm 維尼
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他回想房門打開的那一瞬,達米安坐在地上失去意識的模樣、牆上那幅畫、他在急診外頭的焦灼。8964 copyright protection83PENANArbPfRcMxUD 維尼
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昨晚與幾年前的那個夜晚,似曾相識。當時他在回家路上看見病院的來電時,也感受到同樣的不安。8964 copyright protection83PENANA3qBXf9H5CH 維尼
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他趕到醫院時,那個男孩的爸爸跟妹妹也在急診室外頭等待,男孩的爸爸看見了他。也是在那時,醫生走出來正式宣告男孩的死亡。8964 copyright protection83PENANA0BgEMeZJWX 維尼
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男孩的妹妹忍不住大哭了起來。哭聲迴盪在深夜的病棟裡,顯得格外淒厲悲涼。8964 copyright protection83PENANAeVrsFSqy3X 維尼
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「不準哭!妳哥哥就是個廢物!只有廢物才會選擇自殺!全都跟妳媽一個樣!」男孩的爸爸搧了女孩一巴掌,大吼說道。8964 copyright protection83PENANAiUS8V8r5IB 維尼
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路西恩見狀立即上前制止,卻被對方用力推開:「你也是!無能的醫生!」對方湊上揪住路西恩的衣領,繼續吼道:「他都已經在精神病院了還能自殺?你沒治好他,肯定是你害的!你要怎麼賠償我們?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAZSdsvkEpkB 維尼
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怎麼賠償?路西恩覺得既可笑又心寒。8964 copyright protection83PENANAfIWt3jG8ao 維尼
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路西恩在那時候想起來了,與男孩的最後一次的談話,男孩說:「沒人相信我是真的想死。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAY4gw9BEgnz 維尼
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那天他睡了好久。8964 copyright protection83PENANAh0YuFv6Tsw 維尼
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也是那天過後,路西恩去往達米安所在的法醫醫院的次數越來越多,從原本的一週兩次,變成一週四、五次。只要當天精神病院沒有什麼事他就會先去看達米安。8964 copyright protection83PENANArTgTckRhzu 維尼
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