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No Plagiarism!8YIqLIt7Y08WItlU0DW0posted on PENANA 回到室內客廳後,我和晨繼續一邊聊聊彼此在中學時代時的大小事,一邊吃吃派對剩下來的零食,一邊玩玩遊戲機。我們就這樣子共渡今宵,直到清晨五點多。8964 copyright protection47PENANANJ9nBOAxAv 維尼
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天色甫拂曉,晨也「終於」18歲了,長大成人了。我指指手錶,提提她時間到了。她知悉後,頓時像隻猴子般手舞足蹈,連跑帶跳到隔壁的開放式廚房中,興奮地從冰箱取了兩、三瓶啤酒,然後叫我陪她一起喝。8964 copyright protection47PENANA744nmjX9yq 維尼
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我勉強地陪她乾了手上的啤酒後,晨竟然還意豫未盡,說:「還要多喝一打嗎?」8964 copyright protection47PENANASksTgqoiiN 維尼
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「我沒聽錯吧!『一打』?!」我一臉錯愕,心想這酒鬼沒救了。8964 copyright protection47PENANAb2iNOpzslS 維尼
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「不是不敢喝吧!」晨不顧一切,不斷地慫恿我陪她瘋。8964 copyright protection47PENANAjMBCsIX4CC 維尼
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「方小姐!」我嘗試勸退她,說:「小酌怡情,多喝傷身啊!」8964 copyright protection47PENANAu3eOkfIlGd 維尼
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「多喝會肝爆呢!」我補充。8964 copyright protection47PENANANfOb6VkJK4 維尼
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「就是要肝爆前喝個夠本啊!」晨卻滿口歪理,說:「你也不是不知道讀建築的,最後都會肝爆的說。」8964 copyright protection47PENANA89pCg7Xl39 維尼
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「不好意思,我的肝早被審計弄爆了,已經沒新鮮的肝陪你瘋了。」我拒絕了她的「好意」。8964 copyright protection47PENANA9thYZ2BUxm 維尼
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晨不屑地看著我,眼神像是責備著我掃了她的興,於是便自己在冰箱裡,兩手各拿了三、四枝酒,決意無醉不歸。8964 copyright protection47PENANAUN62FK490K 維尼
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嘛,我也無意壞了她的興致,便默默地也拿了其中一枝,陪她乾杯。8964 copyright protection47PENANAkLkSTbyx0i 維尼
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晨大喝了一口後,「哈」的一聲大吐酒氣,然後舉著酒瓶,對我說:「總算…十八歲了。」8964 copyright protection47PENANAiXGe8hNlJ6 維尼
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「準確來說,五個小時以前已經是了。」我提醒了一下她。8964 copyright protection47PENANAg80MWstdw8 維尼
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不好!我好像說了不該說的話⸻她突然收起了笑容,不發一聲,沉默了。8964 copyright protection47PENANAFrr58pEYLl 維尼
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霎時安靜的空氣讓我們都有點窒息,於是我們都不約而同地默默連續喝了幾口酒。8964 copyright protection47PENANApQwDsGbjsh 維尼
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這個氣氛確實有點糟,而我也有相當的責任,所以我便嘗試主動再次打開話題,說:「阿晨,祝妳十八歲,生日快樂!」8964 copyright protection47PENANAfbpBiAEPJE 維尼
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我補充:「雖然才剛知道妳的生日是甚麼時候,沒來得及送妳生日禮物。」8964 copyright protection47PENANADhEhuTQ0Dl 維尼
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同時,我默默地記下,我改天要補送她這一年的禮物。8964 copyright protection47PENANAZcIpU1KSdg 維尼
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「沒事,你已經送了最好的了,謝謝你。」晨有點害羞地說。8964 copyright protection47PENANAkMJ9ygvNN9 維尼
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喔?她是指我陪她過夜嗎?還是暗藏著更深層的意義呢?8964 copyright protection47PENANA8CG5WTrDhC 維尼
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不過無論如何,她似乎很滿意這一晚。8964 copyright protection47PENANAuM0Z9DNvDn 維尼
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我會心一笑,不發一語地看著晨,心中默默地,感謝妳的邀約。8964 copyright protection47PENANAygwVAArWFE 維尼
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不一會,晨首先開聲,問道:「呢,那你的生日是甚麼時候?」8964 copyright protection47PENANAKoJXjTR2iM 維尼
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「嗯……」我有點猶疑且尷尬地說:「你可不要笑喔!畢竟你也算是半個台灣人…」8964 copyright protection47PENANA2Lrhm1loh3 維尼
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「八月七日。」我小聲地說。8964 copyright protection47PENANAGtpG1iBzDp 維尼
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「哈哈哈!你在搞笑嗎?」晨聽見後,便立即發酒瘋,邊笑邊拍打我的肩膊,邊大叫:「你這個北七(白痴)!(國)」8964 copyright protection47PENANAk4j72aBsLM 維尼
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如是者,我們繼續相互嬉鬧玩笑著,又聊了一下苡菇的蠢事。8964 copyright protection47PENANA9zaHaPjeEL 維尼
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其間,她又一時興起,用電話開著擴音功能,再次播起那首歌。8964 copyright protection47PENANAnbJPuR7ODy 維尼
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And I,8964 copyright protection47PENANAt1CPQ8WmJG 維尼
(所以我,)8964 copyright protection47PENANA3LkNJ0P6QT 維尼
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went through the abyss to seek8964 copyright protection47PENANA7kIsQTU9up 維尼
(穿過深淵去尋找)8964 copyright protection47PENANAbdPvO4nspA 維尼
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the welkin and your heed.8964 copyright protection47PENANAeyGY9L4BJM 維尼
(那天空和你的注意。)8964 copyright protection47PENANA8QeSn8vNJY 維尼
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對的,晨,有些傷痛和秘密只能深埋心底,難以輕易與人分享,例如曾經最重要的人背叛自己,無論那是愛情、友情,還是親情。我們都渴望著自由,卻又在此時此刻,一時難以擺脫過去的陰影。8964 copyright protection47PENANAtIs15gLAac 維尼
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眼前的晨,我看得見,她總帶著一種既天真又成熟的矛盾氣質。她的沉默與歡笑、隱祕與坦誠、悲傷與快樂,在此刻交織成一種讓我無法言喻的溫暖與心痛。8964 copyright protection47PENANA3DEH8W8BZ9 維尼
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溫暖在於,我似乎終於遇見了那個懂得自己的靈魂;而心痛在於,我們之間依然隔著一道由那隻松鼠和那位「老人」築起的高牆,讓我們只能聞其聲而不見其影,未能真正遇上對方。8964 copyright protection47PENANAeqV0Fwd160 維尼
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或許,我們在以後的時光裡,不會有任何共同的未來。妳無法從迷宮中逃脫,而我又一次陷入過去的深淵,共同沉浸在那自責的海洋裡。然而,我仍夢著,在不久的將來,我們能夠真正相遇,邂逅彼此。逝去的一切,唯有在夢中尋覓,才能找到那片屬於我們的蒼穹……和妳。8964 copyright protection47PENANAEcWfmZAVcA 維尼
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我聞見秋風正在舞動,指引著妳與我,如何去「逝而夢」,而尋得彼此。8964 copyright protection47PENANAdYvQySU2Jl 維尼
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I sing for you to give8964 copyright protection47PENANABPxJjiiw2V 維尼
(我為你而唱以呈)8964 copyright protection47PENANASnggnawAJF 維尼
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my true colours as gifts.8964 copyright protection47PENANAeWngtuY75L 維尼
(我的本色為禮物。)8964 copyright protection47PENANAGs1lyPBrmj 維尼
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LINK_WORK05R8964 copyright protection47PENANAsYOVbdLGcp 維尼
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I am still waiting for our true encounter, and so are you.8964 copyright protection47PENANAsY7TSetqhg 維尼
(我仍在等待我們真正的邂逅,妳也是。)8964 copyright protection47PENANA24HEKBTJ6b 維尼
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又過了大半個小時,勉勉強強多喝了兩瓶酒後,身子實在抱恙撐不過,倒了下來。但是,晨似乎還精神奕奕的,不愧是年輕人。8964 copyright protection47PENANAA4kLiWKW8m 維尼
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在朦朧之間,我感覺到,晨默默地走過來,為我蓋上被子,然後輕輕地說了句:「晚安了,阿羊。(國)」8964 copyright protection47PENANAsOKSaUGoon 維尼
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「松鼠……お待たせしたよ(讓妳久等了)。」我反射性地,似是說了些不當的措辭後,便失去意識。8964 copyright protection47PENANAbJGgpe5hek 維尼
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這下子,我真確地承蒙晨的邀請,與死人們一起同睡了。8964 copyright protection47PENANArcV1kjo9W7 維尼
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