I finally closed the door on Paul i just knew he was not going to change for the better i spend 15 yrs with this man and i found out i truly did not know him at all. I just knew he was changing for the worse, I saw his selfishness so clearly now and i knew it was not going to change he covered it up so well and I could not live in a lie that was not my life i wanted to be about . As a little girl i wanted that fairy tail that happy ending well i sure in the fuck didn't get it no matter how hard i looked, I had my standards set but not to high tho I wanted a man that had a job and a car and that had a good since of humor that was real not this fake shit and i wanted someone that was honest and faithful well Paul sure was not not real he was fake as they came and he sure in the hell was not honest either cause if he got his self in a jam he would find ways to get out of it and that was not who i was and that was not what my family taught me to be.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUsF2Q0uhz
I had come to realize when i was sick and had all these complications with my last surgery i had that my love for Paul was gone and it was due to his selfishness behavior he got to the point that his selfish side was coming out and he was just worried about him and not me and i found my self starting to hate Paul and i could not let him touch me anymore and i hated when he tried to kiss me cause i figured why would i let someone kiss me if they did not care and love me what was the reason for it and he said you do not want to kiss me anymore you look disgusted every time i try to kiss you and i said i don't you to kiss me anymore cause i feel that love i had for you is gone and its due to the shit you caused me and put me through and he tries to turn the shit around on me by saying the shit i put you through about what the shit you put me through i said you know what Paul go fuck your self i am so tired of you trying to get out of what you have done you act like your don't do no fucken wrong and i have had enough of it. My heart was so broken at this point i did not care what the fuck he did as long he was out of my hair and left me alone at this point .20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2nFrYCtUz
When someone treats you like shit and just worries about him self and makes you feel your the burden but yet ask you when we are going to have sex again and that is all they think about they are not worth staying with and they do not care about your well being there more about what they can get from you and that is when i said fuck this shit and moved on I knew what i had to do and i needed to get away from Paul cause he was no good all i saw in him was a selfish spoiled brat that just cared about his needs and no one else's and I also came to realize he was not made for me cause he had a rotten since of humor and it was fake as hell and he used people alot to see what he could get out of them and when he got what he wanted than that was it but when they tried to20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkKVJ3e2oD
get help from Paul he would make up excuses why he could not do it so that was telling me he uses people and he uses the disable Veteran to the ex stream 20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl52bUGrj96
All i know is from the PTSD that Paul William Fenimore caused me I have to deal with it on my own but thankfully I remarried my first husband Roger that truly loves me the way i needed to be loved and protected and he is always by my side and when I have my bad days he is always there for me when Paul was not and Roger never makes me feel bad about anything like Paul use to do..20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz73RpGD5G4
