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soooo hi
first time writing willingly btw so dont judge
but i like to think of my english as perfect so i do wish u do too
actually i dont.....i dont really care and that my main problem with everything
looking at what i just wrote .....even i dont feel like reading it so let me fix that punctuation
Okay done,
I want to become a doctor. How do I know this? Well God had his way of telling me .I was so bad at everything, everything except studying , well I'm not great at it but its the only thing i can stand my ground in without immediately quitting . Being Indian you grow up around these super talented people at school. They can dance , sing , code, write, act, speak and be the top athlete all while staying on top of their academic game. I want to become a doctor because I know studying is the only thing i know how to do. But it still fricking hurts...........i was good at nothing else all my life but it never bothered me until tenth where my marks were always the best and people actually appreciated me for it . And then came eleventh and being put in class with all these smart people and then being just average in the class. And that has got me thinking .........what was i good at? surely if studying was the only talent bestowed upon me i should atleast be the best at it. well hell no i was sorely mistaken
pls dont read this and think im some sorry teenager upset over some marks.........its just me tracking my journey of trying to break out of the cage i put myself in ......the one which limits my potential.......with his blog i aim to not only build myself but also make others reading this feel with similar experiences build self confidence, inner strength and not just feel like a oxygen depleter on this planet.
because being mediocre just wouldn't cut it for me uk?
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