I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlI6t36FOV
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLX1MxeR0S
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEo9IA31UR
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEXnncen5N
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"Coffee and orange juice."705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOEdtTGrXx
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCA33bHNiD
"No."705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRrRi4jaOl
"Anything for you, miss?"705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmm7vY8Kli
"Lemonade and tea.”705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT82SaClKr
“Milk?” 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTxeJZtSE3
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6m9YGHl8G
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfEYSTvmgt
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrKyKNCPyi
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDxAA3Otht
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzczxwxO1q
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFZSLTqqYI
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUJgAiIS2O
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgxjU8Ue23
What?705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxkLqMICEo
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYQqKeeUwz
"What the hell does that mean?"705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjtDo1jzHR
It means that I want to fuck you.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wkUZFz2eR
"I don't know... forget it." 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXrtjiG0VT
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY9qHGeaYO
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWHLFxGRPJ
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLN1r0GHWu
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc1DNONA8R
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTzlZVSrDK
"I enjoy gardening," he states.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHfGKTSkXs
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh4fCmOyJI
Jesus Christ. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZC4USFLrN
"Yup. Now it's your turn."705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSC9GMcCtb
Well, fair is fair. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE1SDWQCsj
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkXaZ2t1Ss
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9Yr5T21lG
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsqvJlfEt5
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNihq2FnoBJ
"Diamond. Yours?"705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekJ47pA7ml
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhGjT49WNi
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFTpLLU44V
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBnWEE0H3I
"Cream."705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwRqpkcUS8
Holy fuck.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcISJeeONi
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb97mRpyKq
Taking a sip, he moans.705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKBVFVu3Cw
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 705Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYW5vFr8qD
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
