At first, I didn't think she meant it. I thought she was joking to be honest. We've had problems before and we fixed it. But that kind of changed when the day got ruined pretty quick when I woke up to a text from Rachel saying:
"I literally hate you, you have no right to call Kenzie unloyal."
Let's pause for a moment. Just yesterday Rachel and I were hanging out, woke up ate some French toast and fresh fruit then headed to the mall. We went to Sephora cause I still needed to get her a birthday present still and I told her to pick out whatever because she deserved it she was my bestfriend and would do anything for her. She picked out a $32 blush from too faced. Along with that I got a few other things.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7FzfzuPXm
We tell each other everything and just last week I told her I gave Gabe a hand job, so obviously I was going to tell her, right?. I don't think I can ever forget her reaction cause she was proud but still yet extremely shocked. I'm not sure why she was proud but she was. She also knew tonight was the night he would come over again after she left. After breakfast we went shopping so she helped me pick out thongs and I got them and we headed home. She stuck around for an hour or so more because she didn't wanna leave. When she left I showered, did my makeup, and wore the thong Rachel said I should wear for the night. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2nBFOjyfA
Gabe ate me out, fingered me. I gave head. I told him I wanted to stop because it's not something a 14 year old should do. Little did I know a girl named Sena had invited a group chat with me and 10 other girls to a sleepover that night, I never saw the message because I was too busy in the making of turning my life into hell but I didn't know that yet. I put all my trust put into the girl I called my best friend. I told Rachel because she told me all the things we did with Fischer and he wasn't even her boyfriend it was her ex!605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOPxQmxyIg
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I was confused and stirred by the fact she was saying these things. I said I'm sorry about a million times not knowing what I did exactly. I wait for a reply then on my screen it pops up saying "that's not even what I'm pissed about" I type "so what are you pissed about?". That didn't work because the text she sent back was "omg I'm not dealing with your bullshit right now I'll tell you later". I sat on my bed constantly reading over and over the text she sent around 1 am, still having no context to what it meant. There wasn't much at this point that I could really do besides shake it off.
Rachel never did tell me later so I text her again around 2 pm asking if she could tell me what happened. "Maybe you should stop talking shit about me behind my back". I put down my phone and my automatic response my body gave me was to cry. Let it out. I started thinking of what I could've said who I could've told but there was nothing I thought so far back till it hurt to think anymore.
The whole rest of the day I wasn't myself. I was crying every 5 minutes, stressing out, fidgeting constantly. Looking over at my phone I notice a bunch of snapchat notifications. Just when I thought my day couldn't get any worse it did.
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