Life has never been easy for me, I never seem to reach the other end of that rainbow. Sometimes it feels like every time I get a head start something launches me back. Whether it´s DHS or my mom, they never seem to be all the way in my favor. Sometimes I think I should leave. If I just flew out of this world everyone would just be fine. All of these thoughts aren't new to me at all, especially on a day like this. Where the rain pours hard through my umbrella and onto my hair and turns my fiery red curls into a brown stringy mess. The rain always brought these thoughts to me, and I didn't know how to handle them.
Before long my walk home was over . My house nothing shy of a mansion, but it was always empty . Mom always drunk and Franco running in out with random women and sometimes men. He was what you could call fluid, fluid and wealthy he was. He never really cared about my mother she was just a cover up for his parents, who were super religious. He would dress her up in the finest thing as long as she kept his secret. His secret was definitely safe because he sabotaged any and all relationships she had. No friends, no family, and no me. He locked her away in the other wing so he could do whatever. He was sloppy, and saying anything to him would be bad. Often time he just threw things other times he hit. Usually I was forced to join his games.826Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSaHH2PW8X
The thoughts in my head just wouldn't stop, and soon tears began to run down my face. Often I liked to think of happy thoughts, but one just wouldn't come to me. Just bad after bad, turning my face red and my body hot. As I reached for Temazepam on my silky blue ottoman something made me want to take more than one. Before I knew it I swallowed half of the container. The world started becoming dim and soon I arrived in this new world.
In this world mom seemed to be happy and Franco was not sloppy at all. Life was perfect. My umbrella wasn't broken anymore it was almost heavenly now. I never wanted to leave this world.
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