Dear Sami,
Well, I know you've been gone since we were seven and to this day 11 years later it still hurts me. I wish you were still here and I wish I had gotten to tell you some stuff before you passed away that day in class. Some of the things I wanted to say were trivial things such as that you were the best friend I had and my only friend at the school, others... they had more meaning behind them. I know I only knew you for like a year and a half but you were the first girl I ever had a crush on and I never got to tell you that. I wish I had because maybe you would've felt the same but now I will never get to know. I miss you Sami and I know I promised never to cry about losing you but I can't help it. A lot of times I do cry when I think about you and a lot of times I wish Heaven had an address I could visit you at just for a day even. Just so I could see you smile one more time. If you are up there watching over me, know I miss you and please somehow let me know you are still there if you can.
Love,
Me
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