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I fell inlove with her but shes my best friend and is oblivious to the possiblity of there being more between us. Im afraid to tell her. I have come close to but back out. What if she really doesnt feel the same way. Sometimes I let my mind wander and think she does feel the same, with how comfortable she is around me. We are pretty affectionate we are always standing alittle to close, we hug often, or hold each others arms, hands or ill put my arm around her shoulder. Whenever were watching a horror movie she would pretty much sit on my lap. Before I wouldnt think to much of it but now my attraction to her just becomes stronger but I cant seem to tell her. What if it ruins what we have, the trust and stability we have. O
How do we get from here to where I want us to be, I get so close but always 1 step forward and 2 steps back. I guess only in my dreams I could have whats right infront of me.
"Lexi, hey if we dont leave now where going to be late, how long does it take to pick out a shirt "Landon! I cant decide which one?. The long sleeve blue or the short sleeve white and black colar?" she exclaims panicy. I roll my eyes at her and look at both as she impatiently waits for a answer. "The long sleeve blue. The white one is see through. You know you really should be more self conscious" I say bluntly as she looks at me surprized for a moment, then at the shirt before shaking her head and curl her lip. "You know you worry to much, if you continue to be so serious you'll never get a girlfriend, now turn around" she replys abruptly. I turn around as she changes her shirt.
"I never said I was looking for one, if you must know" I reply flatly. "Fine. fine well we better go, well be late" she says suddenly and quick. Shes acting off this morning.
We walk at to class and all of a sudden Danny pops out of know where and tags along. "Morning, Lexi, mind if I tag along he says squirming between us. "You already are, so why not" I say irritated under my breath. Lexi shoots me a scowling look to be quite. "sure I dont mind, so how was your weekend Danny?" she asks curiously friendly. "It was good, just hanged out with some friends, I got some tickets for the game tonight I was wondering if you'd want to go with me?. I havent gotten to spend much time with you" He asks so confidently. My heart stops and my fists clench feeling annoyed. Shes looks at him slightly surpirised. "Sure, ill meet you at your place at 4" she replys simply as if its no big deal, which just annoys me even more. She wouldnt know If someone was hitting on her if it hit her in the face.
I go climb over my balcony to her balcony that connects to her bedroom there so close together there almost connected. I knock lightly on her window when she opens her light beige curtins and looks slightly surpised and slide window open.
"Landon, hey is everything okay, what are you doing here? I was just about get ready to leave" she says confused. I look at her uneasy. Shes wearing a light blue skirt thats just above her knees and a light purple tank top. I cant help but stare I know I shouldnt, if I was a better guy id stop looking at her lewdly but I cant help it. "You look really nice for your date, but dont you think you should put a jacket on?, theres a breeze tonight" I say over protective at how much skin she is showing. "i'll be fine and its not that big of a deal, its just to friends going to the football game, besides its the middle of july so decided to wear a skirt". She replys persistantly trying to convince me. "Lexi dont be niave you know he likes you more than a friend, thats why he asked you out, so he can be alone with you and do god knows what eles." I bitterly raising my voice as my eyes harden with anger. She stops fixing her hair and turns around and looks at me coldly. "Landon you dont know what your talking about, Danny not like that, now stop over exsageration. I dont know why your in such a rotten mood lately" She says slightly raising her voice. "Now if you dont mind im going to be late" She says coldly. She bends over to strap her other heel and I can clearly see down her shirt. My blood starts to boil can she seriously be this niave?. Shes gorgeous but doesnt have any senses at times.
She goes to walk past me but I grab her arm and pin her against the door. "Landon what are you doing?!" she says as her voice hitches a notch uncomfortable. I look down at her as I hold her arm firmly and the other on the wall closing her in. I bring my face close to hers. Closer than its ever been. "You really should be more guared, you let your guard down to eaisly, your driving me insane." I say quietly as my voice is laced with lust. She starts to turn red and her breathing slows down, that any slower itd come to a dead halt, it makes me unsure if she caught on to it. I lean down and put my mouth close to her ear. "Do you know how easy it would be to take advantage of you, you wouldnt see it comming" I whisper lustfully as she swallows hard and I could tell shes completely vulnerbale. She really didnt expect that I could be so invaiding, shes speachless. I relase her arm and back up giving her time to react. She stays still at the wall looking at me shocked then snaps out of it and her eyes narrow. "Landon I cant believe you did that, I got to go, talk to me when you found your senses." She says harshly and goes to leave. "Lexi I did it to show you that guys arent as nice as you think, besides its not like you pushed me away, if you cant defend your self against me then you shouldnt be alone with him, dont be easy. " I reply un easy.
She spins around and I see her eyes fill with anger but also laced with pain. "Your unbelieveable, its none of your buisness I cant believe you said that." she hisses angry and my heart begins to ache at how things turned out. "It is my buisness because I care, I dont want you to get hurt, because im the one who would have to pick up the peieces, because you are clueless to peoples feelings!" I snap not breaking eye contact. She looks at me as her expression turns from anger to hurt and I start to feel guilty. It wasnt supose to be like this. "The only one who is hurting me is you, now I need to go" she says as her voice cracks holding back tears then she leaves.
Shit, why the hell did I do that, how am I going to fix this? I leave and go for a walk. If only I could tell her how I feel, how much she really means to me, why iv been so over un easy. I need to tell her whether she feels the same or not I cant hold my feeling back anymore.
I walk towards the school with an umbrella as the clouds darken and it starts to thunder, That is spectacular. I look down from the sky and see Lexi 8 feet away out of breath and looking at me as if she been agonizing over something did she run all the way across town?. " What are you doing here, the game isn't over for another 15 minutes?" I ask surprised.
"You were right, about Danny and about me, I'm sorry for the things I said. I was scared because you caught me by surprise but the reason I didn't push you away is because I have feelings for you. I never told you because I didn't want to ruin our friendship so I tried to forget how I felt by going out with Danny, but I realized I couldn't because all I could think about is you. I love you so much its hard to breath whenever you look at me for to long, or when where so close together, Im afraid you'll hear my heart beating to fast, or my pusle rising" She declares bluntly as her face starts to turn red. I stand there stunned. She beat me to it and she felt the same way all this time. I walk towards her and smile releived. "I love you too, I'v always have, I cant imagine my life with out you in it, our friendship won't ever change only grow an I want you to by my side always." I say tenderly and I grab her waist firmly and pull her in for a passionate kiss. My heart races I never been more happy. Suddenly it starts rain but I continue kissing her. I dont ot care. I pull her closer wraping my arms around her and lightly lifting her off the ground as she wraps her arms around my neck. I see her smile as we get a breath of air and I open the unbrella as we begin to get soaked. Then I deepen the kiss even more, shes like a drug im addicted to, one I cant stop. I guess dreams really do come true after all.
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