I didn't really think we'd get up to this point. I'm not complaining or anything it's just...wow. I've been getting all these mixed messages from him but now it seems obvious that he likes me or I hope that he likes me. God, i'm terrible at reading people. I really am. He does things that makes it seem he likes me like holding my hand and touching me in weird places and such. That means he likes me right? And then what we're about to do is definitely saying that he likes me right? I seriously need to stop rambling and just enjoy the moment. Oh, and I think I forgot to mention that i'm a virgin? I didn't think it mattered then since I thought that all i'll be thinking about is surviving but now that I've found a guy that I really like, it seems like it's necessary to say that i'm a virgin. I wonder if he's a virgin too. God, I hope so. It'll be totally awkward to know that Clint had sex with someone else before me. I...I wouldn't be able to deal. But anyways, I need to stop rambling.
"What...what are you-"
I was cut off by Clint's lips pressing against mine. I let Clint pull me close to his body and kiss me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. His lips felt so nice. They were so warm and just so perfect against mine. Oh god, I hope my lips aren't bad either. I normally put chap stick on but lately, I haven't been thinking about it since my mind has been elsewhere. Bottom line, I hope my lips aren't rough and chapped. And it doesn't seem like Clint minds even if my lips WERE chapped. Still, I hope they aren't chapped. Jesus, I need to stop rambling and just enjoy the moment.
I then felt Clint start to push me. I awkwardly started to walk backwards until I found myself falling back onto the big bed that's in the room. I look up at Clint to see him on top of me and we kiss again. After what seems like a nanosecond, I felt Clint pull away. I watched him, wondering what he's doing till I noticed that he was taking his shirt off. I felt my cheeks flushed with redness and I couldn't look away for some reason. I was becoming face to face with Clint's hot abs. Clint came back down and kissed me again. I started to kiss him back before realizing what we're about to do. If this is REALLY going to happened, I need to tell him that i'm a virgin and see if he's a virgin too. I know it seems lame but I want to know if Clint is really the 'right' guy. I think he is but I need to be sure.
I quickly pulled back from Clint. He looked at me with surprise."I...I need to tell you something. I'm....i'm a virgin." There goes that record scratch again and then Clint had the nerve to start laughing! I stared at him like he had ten heads. What was so funny about being a virgin?
"I'm...i'm sorry. I shouldn't be laughing."
"Yeah...why ARE you laughing?"
Clint managed to calm himself down so he can talk.
"The way you said it was funny. I'm not laughing at the fact that you're a virgin."
I nodded, feeling stupid."Oh..."
"But, it's okay. I'm a virgin too."
That's when I felt my cheeks flush again.
"R-really?"
He nodded.
God! I felt SO relieved! That means we get to lose our virginity's together! How awesome is that!? Okay, I sound like a crazed, obsessed girl again. Le sigh.
"Well, now that we've got that out the way..." I finally said.
Clint smiled."Yeah."
Clint leaned down and kissed me again but then I had the need to ask him another question. I'm sure Clint will hate me for interrupting our make out session. I pulled away from Clint again and he looked at me with that same surprised face.
"Are you sure we should be doing this?"
"Why? You don't want to do this?"
"Er...it's not that. It's just...I want to make sure that we're both not doing this just to..do it or whatever. If that makes sense."
Clint nodded."I want this."
"Me too."
Clint kissed me again. Okay, NO more questions this time. I'm just going to let this happened.
I felt Clint pull away from my lips and start to kiss my neck. For a guy who's a virgin, he sure does know what he's doing. Or maybe i'm just the really inexperienced one? Clint started to feel under my shirt. Surprise! No abs there, buddy! It doesn't seem like he minds, though which is good. I felt Clint continue to kiss my neck and started to nip at it. It hurt a little but I didn't mind. I just stared at the ceiling till Clint pulled away from me with a smile. I wonder what he was smiling about. I gently touched my neck to feel a bruise. Is that...is that a hickey!?
I smiled nervously at Clint then reached down towards the bottom of my shirt and started to take my shirt off. I tossed it over the bed. I watched Clint look over my naked torso with a smile then he licked his lips.
"You have a cute frame."
Really? My non-pale-frame is cute? That's a new one.
I smiled at him before he kissed me again. We kissed for a good minute or two this time. But it wasn't just a friendly little kiss. It was more like a deep and passionate kiss like we're passionate for each other. It felt nice and it felt right. I didn't want it to stop. I felt Clint slip his tongue inside my mouth and the next thing I knew, we were French kissing. I'm telling you, French kissing has got to be the hottest form of kissing. It makes you feel all fuzzy inside and it felt really good not to mention.
I felt Clint pull away from me again and I watched him start to unbutton and unzip his pants. This is when I REALLY realized that we're about to have sex and take each other's virginity's. I have no regrets for what i'm about to do right now. I know I want this. Sure, me and Clint might not know each other that well but it's good enough for me. I like him, he likes me (hopefully), we're about to have sex, what could be more perfect than this moment?
Once Clint got his pants off, he went ahead and started to take his boxers off. This is when I REALLY get a look at another guy's dick. Well, the only time I've seen another man's dick was my dad and that was when I was really young and we were taking a bath together. Other than that, I haven't really looked at another guy's dick. I felt myself staring so I quickly looked away and looked at his face. I didn't want to be the odd man out so I started to take my pants off too. Clint gave me another kiss while he helped me undo my button and zipper then pulled my pants off for me. He tossed it somewhere on the floor then I started to slip my own boxers off and tossed it on the floor. Clint crawled on top of me again and we kissed some more. That's when I felt his dick pressed against mine. I groaned a little bit at the feeling but I didn't mind. It felt nice.
I felt Clint pull away from me again and he started to lick his fingers. I narrowed my eyes in confusion, wondering why he's licking his fingers for. That's when he noticed my confused face and smiled.
"We don't have any lube so I gotta use my saliva. I hope you don't mind."
I quickly shook my head.
Once Clint got his fingers all wet, I felt him open my legs up and pressed his finger against my hole. I watched his face, my heart pounding a bit. That's when he finally pushed his finger inside of me and I groaned. It started to hurt a little bit but not that bad. I sighed as I relaxed against the bed. Clint started to kiss me again while he started to finger my hole. After a couple minutes, he added another finger. I know that this is probably required or whatever but it felt weird. Is this supposed to feel weird?
We kissed and he fingered me for a couple more minutes till he pulled his fingers out. I watched him open up my legs more and he grabbed his dick then pressed the tip against my hole. I bit down on my bottom lip, nervously.
"Just relax."
I nodded then took a deep breath.
Clint pushed his dick inside me and we both groaned. Clint doesn't mind how tight I am but it still feels a little embarrassing that he has to prepare me before he got to go inside me. God, I really AM inexperienced with this shit.
Clint continued to push his dick inside me till he couldn't go any further.
"Are you okay?"
I nodded.
Clint kissed me one more time then he pulled back and started to gently thrust inside me. I was in pain and this felt weird but I liked it. Does that make sense? I question things too much, I know.
Clint continued to thrust inside me until the pain finally subsided and I could enjoy this. I let out a couple moans of course. I didn't realize how good this felt until now. Clint kissed me again and I kissed him back as he started to pick up the pace. I didn't really want him to stop now. He just kept going and going, moving faster and faster. I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer to me. We kept kissing then started to French kiss some more. This was overall perfect.
We both let out a moan and I gripped onto him a little bit.
"Ahh...Clint..."
I gripped him more as he went a bit more faster now.
Clint kissed me again then moaned against my lips.
"Rodney..."
I was really hoping that nobody was hearing this. The bed wasn't really squeaking that much. As least not as much for someone to hear but I wasn't sure who else slept upstairs. I assumed Firebird but it wasn't sure where her room is.
Clint continued to thrust faster and faster until he climaxed inside me. We both relaxed on the bed, panting. I felt Clint pull his dick out of me and collapsed onto the bed next to me. I just laid there, staring up at the ceiling then felt him pull the covers over our naked bodies. I turned over and faced Clint. I smiled at him and he smiled at me then we both shared a long, loving kiss and when I pulled away, the next thing I knew, I passed out.
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