Summary: Set in VA book and movie number one. Based off of “Try Not To Love You” by Nickelback.
*The Vampire Academy*
You call to me, and I fall at your feet
How could anyone ask for more?
And our time apart, like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more?
But if there’s a pill to help me forget
God knows I haven’t found it yet
But I’m dying to, God I’m trying to
‘Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
And trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can’t see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don’t know what for
‘Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more
And this pain, only time takes away
That’s why it’s harder to let you go (That’s why it’s harder to let you go)
And nothing I can do, without thinking of you
That’s why it’s harder to let you go (That’s why it’s harder to let you go)
It was a beautiful day in Montana, as Rose and Dimitri went on a trip to go shop at the mall so Lissa and Rose could go to the dance, Victor Dashkov and his niece tagging along.
“How long have you been crushing on him?” Lissa asked Rose, once they were both in the backseat, after Rose had attacked Dimitri, which she and Dimitri did to keep each other on their toes.
“What?” she asked her best friend. “It’s just something we do to keep each other on our toes.”
“Uh-huh,” Lissa replied.
“Okay. He’s like an older uncle. Like a disturbing sexy uncle,” she said.
But if there’s a pill to help me forget
God knows I haven’t found it yet
But I’m dying to, God I’m trying to
‘Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
Trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can’t see the silver lining from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don’t know what for
‘Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
After killing Victor’s niece, Dimitri went to check on Rose.
He rested a gentle hand on the side of her head, looking at her.
“Roza. Roza,” he said, saying the Russian name for Rose. He was from Russia, after all.
So I sit here divided, just talking to myself
Was it something I did?
Was there somebody else?
When a voice from behind me, that was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me, whispered in my ear
Said, I’ve been dying to tell you
That trying not to love you, only went so far
Trying not to need you, was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining, from what we’re fighting for
We just keep on trying, we could be much more
‘Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more
It was a beautiful day, as they stood in front of each other.
“Why did you lie to me about your feelings for me?” she asked him.
“It’s more than my age and position at the academy. If I let myself feel, I wouldn’t throw myself in front of the Princess. I’d throw myself in front of you,” he answered her.
“It’s funny. Your reasons for not loving me, just make me love you more,” she replied with a smile.
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