辦公室裡，午飯時間。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7dQT8idyU
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為節省資源，部份天花燈盤會被關掉，空調溫度亦會被調高至攝氏二十五度。辦公室頓時暗了大半，空氣變得侷促，稍帶窒息感。屏風隔開留在辦公室用餐的同事們。大家留在自己的座位上用餐和消遣。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl12kQYOOSo
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甲小姐正在上網看劇，劇情不外乎一哭二鬧三上吊的催淚套路；乙先生在打盹，鼾聲像豬嚎；丙小姐上網找外遊地點的資料，不自覺地笑不攏嘴；丁先生仍在享用他那巨型飯盒。飯餸窩在膠盒裡大半天，質感甚為軟糯糊漿，略帶病態的慘白；戊小姐…503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOGP2DbUm4
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我背靠軟綿綿的咕𠱸，安分地半躺電腦椅上，披著薄外套，呆望兩呎乘兩呎的石膏板天花發呆。我頭頂上的石膏板板塊看來是最大最方的，望去辦公室盡頭，那邊的板塊似是細小的梯形。天花骨為平白的天花畫下美麗的距離感。雖偶有幾個仍然亮著白光的燈盤作調劑，可惜無補於事，冰冷不減。一格一格的，人工化的，機械似的。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2sywTZXzG
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大家是披著有機表皮的機械，是螞蟻。具有個人特色的面目逐漸模糊起來，倒模一樣，沒能分辨你我他。當大家企圖以不同的方法去活出自己的生命，卻渾然不察那套被植根腦袋的思考模式。千迴百轉，最終仍然盲目地將畢生奉獻予族群。勞碌營役，換來兩餐吊命。未死，就可以繼續奉獻，沾沾自喜說：我的生存真有意義！503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gSxPBsNCG
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驀地，一隻抬著餅碎的螞蟻在我手背上爬過。生起憐意，我把手輕輕放在枱面上，讓牠自然而然的爬走。看著牠和牠的意義消失在牆角縫隙，我感到自己也隨之隱去。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNmKnAdEsV
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屏風後，埋首工作。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnasqMxPAko
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指頭飛快在鍵盤上舞動，噠噠作響。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYTYoAJaQd
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字細如蟻。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwmyMfQQkQ
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細蟻作字，以極其扭曲的姿勢被鍵死在螢幕的白頁上，僵硬不動。扮字，扮文化，扮民主，扮自由。明明天生就是當奴的材料，擺脫不了基因裡的奴性，偏偏硬要扭曲真我。無他，只為說來動聽、看來美妙。看！以生命構建的字體果然不同凡響！503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeqO7PgbrR
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我嘴角上揚，內心舒爽。鍵．死．牠！503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZsQUUyOJd
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一陣濃郁的俗氣香水味忽爾從遠處傳來——女上司人未到，氣先到。「你！」她來到我的身旁，怒氣沖沖，乾脆利落地將厚厚的文件拍在我枱面：「怎麼可以錯得這樣離譜！」塗了桃紅色甲油的右手食指指甲連環使勁戳向「錯處」，戳出幾個嚇人的微坳。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NI9KMVmCt
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我托托沉重眼鏡框，將礙事的長髮架在耳背，湊近細看可憐的錯處：「這個銀碼是依據乙先生給我的數據填寫的…」我熟練地從旁邊的文件盤抽出黃色的文件夾，拿出乙先生給我的紙頁，遞給上司看。怕她看不懂，我還在旁給她詳細解釋。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlDaUjcTrG
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女上司臉色玄青，瞄向乙先生。乙先生馬上上前辯解，推說是戊小姐的解說誤導了他。戊小姐想了想，將責任卸給甲小姐。甲小姐不加思索，將丁先生拖入這趟渾水中…兜兜轉轉，矛頭竟指向女上司最初發出的某個指令。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi5LoD32Wl
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女上司老羞成怒，當眾將我罵個狗血淋頭。同事們心知犯錯的不是我。無奈，他們違逆不了奴性的感召，對不公不義變得麻目，齊齊目送我上斷頭台。繼而將這粉飾為必然的事情、生存的定律，沒人需為此生起歉疚或同情，省下道歉或安慰說話暖肚。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT11P11hGVy
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我的思緒出體神遊，繞著女上司打圈飛，帶笑靜觀她的醜態。時間流動減慢，以便思緒看清每一細節。脹紅了的大塊肉臉上，是奇大的圓眼。搽了桃紅唇膏的兩片薄唇毒辣不饒人，兩隻大牙間，偶爾噴出臭人的唾液，向眾奴傳遞指令。碩大體型冠絕全公司，特別是腹部和臀部，肉騰騰的、圓潤的，該是很好生養，能夠百子千孫…503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxjmej2TSl
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漸感沒趣，我的思緒先行遠飛，飛至女廁去。靜待。直至麻目的身體前來會合。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3y5tetJkk
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心神合一之際，一隻大蟻湊巧路經廁格。我毫不猶豫，一指按扁牠的頭。頭部受壓向下栽，肉騰騰的、圓潤的腹部反倒順勢往上翹，幼小的觸肢連掙扎的時間也沒有，就此永遠凝住。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LiHRGCR4I
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詭異的快意透徹全身，毛管直豎，頭皮發麻。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzLGHCMb2D
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我笑了。為牠的遭遇而笑。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMvbeSWpmY
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