起床後的我滿臉疲態。452Please respect copyright.PENANABucoflXQvr
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我晚了一點起床,梳洗過後就立即出門。452Please respect copyright.PENANAYTJWO2oxtG
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我想要偶遇她,只是理解時間上應該有點差異。我習慣的這個時間,是她第一天的上班時間,而今天,我想她大概是早了出門。452Please respect copyright.PENANAdR2Q8OHd4S
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又到了公司樓下吃早餐。452Please respect copyright.PENANAgmAl8MVO5K
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我在寫著這小說,在想她的需要,不想再找無謂的話題,只想做到令她感到我的關愛的事。452Please respect copyright.PENANAtnn2OLKlaW
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上班也在不間斷的寫著,途中感覺到毒癮的發作。452Please respect copyright.PENANAEMUB0bvbkM
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於是我祭出心理鹽水這殺著,然後選擇當沈思的大衛。452Please respect copyright.PENANAp13GgRcQcO
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聽著歌,一個人。452Please respect copyright.PENANA6kDF0S4Xei
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在小小的空間裡靜靜地寫作。452Please respect copyright.PENANARslInvTqPP
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中餐之後,今天會有一個「自由兼職者」來幫忙,那人年資比我多一點,我想她大概是一個渴望自由的人。我也是這種人,但她和我想像是很大程度上的差距。在我眼裡她是為了生計而東跑西走。但我想要的是一個屬於我的地方。452Please respect copyright.PENANANnwaZCYJ59
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縱是這樣想著,看著她,我還是覺得此人比起我這籠中鳥還好。452Please respect copyright.PENANACJUNalw53j
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隨著我的工作量不斷增加,我也感到內心的失控感在直線遞升。452Please respect copyright.PENANArN92WAt7eO
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哪怕有人幫忙,也只是為了不給我去煩惱另一些的麻煩事,工作量根本沒有減輕。452Please respect copyright.PENANAXTe9Vl5XHr
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而且我也要安排她的工作。452Please respect copyright.PENANAnSZuFayriA
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其實我的狀態也不太想工作,心不在焉。452Please respect copyright.PENANA1y7Us2n6nh
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隨此之外,還要做著比賽的設計,重重的山壓下來,我感覺到我很像之前那位走了的同事。452Please respect copyright.PENANAFPR81xsoP0
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對我來說,上班的工作應該是最嘔心。那些不務正業直到快死了才問你要東要西的人、還有那些有五十至一百張,一張一張輸入到雲端的麻煩文件。452Please respect copyright.PENANA9OQEb8BJ1E
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我也嘗試著聽不同的歌和資訊。了解苦情歌賣座,但畢竟那不合我的性格,我會愛聽不放棄的歌。452Please respect copyright.PENANAC8uEhXIw8O
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當然,心癮來到我也會用「心理鹽水」。452Please respect copyright.PENANAySpuLQPMDq
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下班後,我做了一會兒工作,便出去吃點東西後再到運動場。452Please respect copyright.PENANAYKhEsp4hwJ
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運動場的地面很濕滑,那些膠沙有時是滑滑的,我找了轉彎線內圓的地方做體能。452Please respect copyright.PENANAfEjrqSPlYO
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一直做著做著,由運動場充斥著一群人,做到空無一人。452Please respect copyright.PENANA0F272ZMfMf
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做了四組運動,全身上下的毛孔都似是哭出來般,但同時又感覺到自己的堅持與意志力。452Please respect copyright.PENANAfwqlCCCt8j
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做著的時候,會在想「這到底是誰想出來的鬼東西!」452Please respect copyright.PENANAVc3lYbV3XX
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就像我的人生一樣,這算什麼鬼東西。452Please respect copyright.PENANA7KkRfHgrmK
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我只好做好自己,好到一個比十個月前更好的自己等待她回來。452Please respect copyright.PENANADN4vHGukd7
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全身哭了的我回到家。452Please respect copyright.PENANAxpZCh10QL6
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或許毛孔代替我已哭乾了的雙眼。452Please respect copyright.PENANAdj0HAoSX7Q
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最後沈沈睡去。
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