我住在那個舊區，那些舊樓。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsh6WVB7or
無論是過去還是現在，他們看上來還是那麼殘舊。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0ESfC2Eu5
底層上層還是小商店和住戶，還有那些嘩眾取寵的招牌。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHNM4NrtBt
就在近幾年附近才有快餐店便利店，質素卻不如茶餐廳雜貨店。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDboFwflJxH
雖說裝修豪華，卻少了那份人情味。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4hCBJnTJv
我想，這一切都變得太快。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMp0H0AcPe
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ws8VDq0y0
想回來，我最快樂的時光早已逝去。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rlXBtBL4Q
兒時那還未變成工地的公園，放學後經常與小學同學到那兒玩。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy6po5imcT
還未有智能手機的年代，玩的就只有捉迷藏、包剪揼。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKF5o1R29x
有零用錢就到那雜貨店買玩的吃的，還真揮霍。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOH4VASWCb
每次時間到了，媽她都會走下來叫我吃飯。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkX90ggaqN
那時我每次都反抗，現在想起才覺得自己幼稚。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28dLuXSVyT
那時還真辛苦了她。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITmfDdNzgr
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWVfi8L6Zx
辛苦的不只得媽一個，還有那拚了老命的老爸。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtqkkQTpuk
因為家中樓下的報紙攤收入不多，還需要其他收入來支撐家庭。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0A4a3UyUc
他我每天五時人已不見，幸運的就能準時回來吃飯，卻時常不見人。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4e4JEdkUZT
那時他一回來，我都珍惜這機會和他玩耍。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBMR3BYQDF
卻只能跟他玩耍，再沒有機會和他談天。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91jFrqJq8m
某年生日，他承諾會和我吹那八根蠟燭。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqbsW1Ti8e
卻想不到，那天他因過勞而死。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69BsESXJ3e
那時，媽沒跟我說真相，只是說爸他又要加班，叫我原諒他。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNMsiVxBhp
還記得那時我還抱怨老爸，知道真相才覺得後悔莫及。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzEauJbHYK
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhnYPC3mRE
老爸去世後，媽她只能靠當時爸幫我存下的大學錢和媽那少得可憐的兼職工錢過活。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKFVjDhRR7
那些一段很短的時間，大概只有三年。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9LKGpHdq1
然後，就連我唯一的親人都去世了。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZNPqIvCOS
那晚她躺在醫院，臨終時才跟我說老爸的事情。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8pd4ejP0w
雖然那時我還未算成熟，卻哭成淚人，就像我失去理性一樣。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLpvgMrqnO
那時我哭得不受控制，臨終時我一句說話都沒發說出來。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNoCtwHkU3
我還是後悔當時一句謝謝也沒說，覺得很對不起他們。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYiYDAUibt
現在就只能對著那石碑，想說也不出口。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVVggUoGmD
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZJiUrbqI2
後來，我就只能靠着那報紙攤和我的兼職工資過活。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2Fuu06Goa
我沒有申請宗援，亦從來沒有向人借錢。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr95bmy5dZ
每天，我都吃着那簡單地飯菜，沒有再吃那些零食。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEwA5PNaEq
放學後，我不是去做兼職，就是溫習做功課。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4QuR7cLmF
然後，就出現了影響我最深的人。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrshnAXCJqE
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8ppvZ8tkf
中三那年，我結識了他－阿健。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlHepdAi01
初時大家還是當作是陌生人，然後經過無數的課堂、多次的活動，令我對他產生感情。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudsPtEZ9GZ
經過什麼課堂，什麼活動，都已經多得記不清楚。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLyiMwQfHJ
對我印象最深的，就是每次有考試都一定會陪我溫習。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1UOlYc9aX
因為我又要兼職，又要看守那報紙攤，所以他都在報紙攤裡教我。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzAijkU92B
由不懂到熟練，他真的化腐朽為神奇。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuOKG3HIwX
也許，我就是因為這點而愛上他。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZfDDpcDqW
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dUupzkfxI
漸漸地，他每天放學都習慣到那報紙攤陪我。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjMglyWKo0
有時和我溫習，有時陪我談天。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOllsb7NQoR
那是我倆還是天真，說着如果我們有一天結婚，那些囍帖會怎樣。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYtj6Y7RQX
當時還拿了一張月曆畫了張囍帖，畫功還不算太差。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwyqglP3tW
還想到那街，替我們設計最特別的囍帖。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQctvPNlwMK
沒想到，那張封塵囍帖最後就只能苟存在我的抽屜中。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ73QapjUwW
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYGRRNGfxp
就這樣到了中七，會考亦考完了。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoK9aGkc84
他如常到那報紙攤，陪我聊天。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RzFVXDt3k
但他所說的，並不是如常他說的話。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gl1sJ5DEy
「我要走啦，我唔可以再同你一齊。」健說。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlXl0R2x1H
「點解講埋啲咁嘅嘢呀？⋯我係咪做錯左啲乜？」我說。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8JjNMD2xZ
「唔係呀⋯真係唔關你事，我父母要我去英國留學，我短時間內都唔會再返嚟香港。」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KNey9cUt2
「咁突然？點解你唔早啲同我講？」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm8S8cni7E
「因為我每次想講嘅時候⋯⋯我都覺得好唔捨得，唔想你因為我要留學而咁快離開我⋯⋯」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQws8v6vYC
「點會呢⋯⋯我唔係咁膚淺⋯⋯但係我都好唔捨得你要去英國⋯⋯」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A01GWMGQl
「但係為咗我前途，我都冇辦法⋯⋯咁總要犧牲啲嘢嘅⋯⋯」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn57KYJ4k2N
「咁我哋第時⋯⋯仲有冇機會再見？」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjtJtEe0lK
「有嘅⋯⋯總有機會再見⋯⋯」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD52JKVTxt2
「我就係要特登係離開前同你道別，因為我都唔想後悔，我唔講咁多啦⋯我要趕機啦！」874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgNQ7Oub8Z
最後，我連道別的機會也沒有，他便走了。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfCLAq5zMX
我以為能夠一生一世的愛情，就在這一刻結束。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKJyfgJ8di
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WOqe3K5cy
後來一次的檢查，發現了我被遺傳了母親的癌症，還到達了末期。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqM6DhykPS
即使可以醫治，我亦沒有這麼多的藥費。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pp2PJPw1h
而我的家亦被政府納入重建範圍，將要變成那些高樓大廈。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnwIJMDPkL
那報紙攤早已被當賣，變成時代的犧牲品。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoehQrlYh4
我的病情開始惡化，連走路也需要扶手才能走得動。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsolhJkab8Q
行路的速度變得慢，就連上路也有困難。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUSMYO7AeC
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIWnUyJPeW
就在今天這收購的最後限期，我勉強地走了一遍附近的大街小巷。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF2Pe8UfUg
原本那些雜貨店小食店，早已變成水貨客的基地。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMQFwZGzEB
原本生意旺盛的茶餐廳，一早已人去樓空、被招租的招牌鎖得緊緊。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPxEJQPC2l
更不用談那個公園，早已開始那永無休止的挖掘工程。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDIGre998t
我的步速慢得可憐，幸好附近都沒什麼人。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKcCuECkRP
874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmcFjQG82O
也許一切根本就沒有永遠，只有過去。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzZfm8JrfX
今日過後，也許這一切也不復存在，無一例外。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQGhSiBfIc
或者，不是其他人太快，只是我太慢。874Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYtUQ9bCxu
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