3/25/18
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Dear Diary,
Today's the day I claim the lives of thousands. Perhaps millions if I really tried. And I'll be the last finishing touch and disappear along with them.
But where do we go? Where am I going to go?
I never really believed in a God when I was little, raised in an Atheist household. But I didn't hate Him either. In my heart, I want to believe that I'll go straight towards heaven and not hell.
However, the other possibility is that I'll be stuck in the dark. Forever.
That's worse than hell. I've already experienced that hell as a child.
Mom and Dad put me in the dark. I did the same when I closed their blank, dead eyes. I remember how both of their eyes said-
"Why Lucy? Why?"
I ask myself that everyday now. And as I'm writing this last entry, I feel like I know the answer already. How could it have been so hard for me to figure it out?1682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA87VfgnZJ
"You've done enough damage to me," I'd said to their cold corpses.
I've done enough to the world.
-Lucy
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