Honestly, I don't like thinking about the future, because things change, and change scares me. I could put things anyone could write- a job, family, home, pool, hottub. You get the gist.602Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTznIeRUwL7
Here's my goals for the future.
Get over my fears many see as childish. Learn how to speak to strangers in more than just a whisper and without switching to sign language (selective muteness.) Get over my fears of mirrors and cameras.
Learn to love, or at least except my body for how it is. Gaining weight has never been easy for me, while losing it was way too easy. Find a way to accept the scars aren't sign of weakness, and maybe find a way to prove to myself that adding more scars wont take away the pain.
Speak out and get people to understand Autism, PTSD and other disorders. Educate people instead of getting frustrated when they don't understand me. 602Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhiQgyqKv9
Love with all my heart, and without fear. Learn to trust, even a bit.
Learn to cook all sorts of cuisine. I may never have the chance to be a professional chef, but at least i can cook.
And that's basically it
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