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No Plagiarism!jZWPumxrpJU2uwY5igl8posted on PENANA 「稻荷…」8964 copyright protection260PENANAnHcLGcfYvm 維尼
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在看見祂的身影後,身體自行解除顯現。8964 copyright protection260PENANAZCk6ccz7eH 維尼
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「小織…即使他們死了,她也不會復生的。」祂輕輕的搖頭,表達遺憾。8964 copyright protection260PENANAd4xxfGg0TI 維尼
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這種事我當然清楚。8964 copyright protection260PENANAoUjJmFJgAe 維尼
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但是……我阻止不了那股衝動。8964 copyright protection260PENANAl0oXol16yB 維尼
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「…那祢告訴吧……我怎麼辦才好啊……」8964 copyright protection260PENANA5yhOd3QTAw 維尼
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「難得記起了一切,我真的是……」8964 copyright protection260PENANAeHs8UAr9JW 維尼
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「最差勁了…。」我縮成一團,低頭抽泣着。8964 copyright protection260PENANAGYbUNzPbm5 維尼
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失而復得,重拾記憶有的無比喪失感。8964 copyright protection260PENANATRY3MRaCmc 維尼
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「…連吾也沒辦法。人死並不能復生。所以…放棄和忘記吧…輪迴轉世就是為了切斷前緣。」8964 copyright protection260PENANA9uV1MVL3td 維尼
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「而偶爾發生奇蹟會為人帶來痛苦,讓往後的人生更痛苦而已。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAs2g2LVeOHz 維尼
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她於現代是無緣人,沒有交集的陌生人…8964 copyright protection260PENANAqD63qfJkZI 維尼
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「我曾跟春奈約好了,不會抛下她一個…」8964 copyright protection260PENANAMCi4PL9bi5 維尼
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但是,我始終放不下過去。8964 copyright protection260PENANAoCauyklR8c 維尼
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「要是她不能復生的話……那我也死去的話ㄧㄧ」指甲瞬間化為利刃,直指向自己喉嚨。8964 copyright protection260PENANAFnzjZ9fuui 維尼
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「雨宮織雲!給吾振作!」8964 copyright protection260PENANAbhSSpgX2CQ 維尼
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稻荷一躍把我擊倒在地上,翻滾數周後衪大吼:「她已死去了!汝怎掙扎也再聽不到她的聲音了!!」8964 copyright protection260PENANALqxlBOUnKS 維尼
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「所以快點放棄吧…吾也不忍心汝淪落到如此地步。」8964 copyright protection260PENANA2s7KP0pWrg 維尼
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稻荷是如此說道,而當刻卻沒有留意衪表情的痛苦,倒下後腦袋只漸漸被回憶所侵蝕。8964 copyright protection260PENANAMUzRgZpXmV 維尼
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聲音…她的聲音……8964 copyright protection260PENANA94WzSCPjiS 維尼
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(織雲~來玩吧~)8964 copyright protection260PENANApGn06tMLKy 維尼
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(織雲…謝謝你。)8964 copyright protection260PENANAdTCxhgPpoC 維尼
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她平常的聲線不過於柔弱,話語中總帶有一份堅強……是我世上最喜歡的聲音。8964 copyright protection260PENANAyXCRAOYeHP 維尼
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(反正死去也沒有人會傷心……)8964 copyright protection260PENANAiP3TQqZMFf 維尼
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(永別了,青蛙詛咒。)8964 copyright protection260PENANAQYfhEY0epZ 維尼
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在現代原來她的聲音是這樣的…8964 copyright protection260PENANAvu5QeScIDR 維尼
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太過沉着,反而認不出呢…8964 copyright protection260PENANAJLu5i1fqet 維尼
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但正如稻荷所說,也再聽不到了。8964 copyright protection260PENANA8UACzOr5xa 維尼
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如果在聽到那把聲音的時侯,在她附近的話……8964 copyright protection260PENANAwgKam7AAzB 維尼
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如果我能快點到步的話……8964 copyright protection260PENANALJkQ6yUmSF 維尼
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如果我能快一步救下她的話……8964 copyright protection260PENANAarP5zRsBGz 維尼
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「如果當時能使用共鳴的話……」我不禁一人低吟著。8964 copyright protection260PENANAWhdcOOYeuN 維尼
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共鳴能使我跨越空間,趕到她的身邊。8964 copyright protection260PENANAURcFPXxcuh 維尼
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只要她求救的話,我一定會趕去……8964 copyright protection260PENANAbQzxfqZbAv 維尼
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但是,已經遲了。8964 copyright protection260PENANArKmwl8Owye 維尼
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那一刻,我卻察覺了異樣。8964 copyright protection260PENANALTVUqkrzV9 維尼
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「我們還在共鳴嗎…?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAVwsLkwQorw 維尼
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雖然已變得無比微弱,隨著分秒紅線的細絲亦在斷開,但亳無疑問…她還存在。8964 copyright protection260PENANALJe86m4xAQ 維尼
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難道是那時的聲音連結了我們嗎…?8964 copyright protection260PENANAulYo3wh3vk 維尼
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「稻荷,讓我回去!」8964 copyright protection260PENANAtNrR8SrAEX 維尼
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我從地上站起,稻荷同時抬頭,似是還在擔心我的精神狀態,我便再答:「沒事的,我已冷靜下來了。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAdjAYmb7n13 維尼
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「不……汝感知到的是ㄧㄧ」稻荷對此移開視線。8964 copyright protection260PENANADljpRRiLcD 維尼
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「我清楚,所以才要去。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAvaF3WTo67R 維尼
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而衪見我心意已決,便嘆了口氣說道:「汝真的跟以前如石頭般頑固。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAqqHs0jm0Td 維尼
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「你也不跟以前一樣多管閒事吧?」我說。8964 copyright protection260PENANAIQmiN3wrsY 維尼
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互相嘲諷一下,就在祂一聲吼叫之下,我便回到已夜深的現場。並且脖子上增添了一個鈴鐺項鍊,正沙沙聲的擺動着。8964 copyright protection260PENANAtPjxYbI9wG 維尼
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感謝祢阻止了我。要是祢沒有介入,會做出甚麼我連自己也不能肯定。我和她之間不能缺失對方,不然互相也只是缺陷品。8964 copyright protection260PENANAzbQwg8TxXN 維尼
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而在案發現場,一切的阻礙已不再存在;人也好,物也好,亦不再存在。8964 copyright protection260PENANAdbgwVueEqF 維尼
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妖怪我已目睹過不少,卻沒有看過幽靈。8964 copyright protection260PENANA2PrKtWjl0C 維尼
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但現在能看見一位半透明,身穿校服的女生,茫然的站在地板上。8964 copyright protection260PENANAZ44OcL38pk 維尼
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「春奈!」8964 copyright protection260PENANAg72kFfPm9j 維尼
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見此我不自禁呼叫了她以前的名字,而她卻一動不動,彷彿沒聽見一樣。於是我伸手向前,打算撫摸她的臉頰,直至手掌穿過她的軀體,我才重拾了意識。8964 copyright protection260PENANAVanZsQ8JcJ 維尼
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因為我的舉動,她亦開始產生反應,慢慢和我對上眼睛卻不是我熟悉的眼神。假如以前春奈的眼神是陽光的話,眼前的她瞳孔裡則是一遍的冰天雪地,像冰一樣寒冷的眼神。8964 copyright protection260PENANA5ekKleoGzS 維尼
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「你是誰…?」她問。8964 copyright protection260PENANAwAvjUhFem0 維尼
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「不用介意…再見了。」我答後便轉身走遠數步。8964 copyright protection260PENANAnkd3tCq7sC 維尼
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以稻荷的想法大概估計,我透過共鳴所感知到的是眼前的鬼魂。但實際上這是意外,我所聯繫的是另有所在。假如跟告訴那頭狐狸我接下來真正想做的事的話,恐怕衪一輩子也不會放我出來。8964 copyright protection260PENANAoY3nlZnXVN 維尼
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因為除了風險以外,也滿是風險。8964 copyright protection260PENANAD1WFe8cKN1 維尼
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我與春奈產生「共鳴」是由出雲大社、青蛙加護、以及我和她的心意所形成的東西。8964 copyright protection260PENANAIc1PwSyAOC 維尼
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出雲大社現在還存在、青蛙的加護還在、問題就於今生的我們並沒有交集過,所以共鳴用不了……理論上應該是這樣的。8964 copyright protection260PENANAGtCxQCmBOQ 維尼
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然而,我卻在那時候聽到了她的遺言。8964 copyright protection260PENANAoUbQp2t7fT 維尼
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雖然只有數秒,不過我們當時的確共鳴了。8964 copyright protection260PENANAwetIS1xHO8 維尼
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那是偶然嗎?不是。她的鼓動不止是一把聲音,亦不是她放棄時所拋出的話語,而是在她心中更深層的東西。8964 copyright protection260PENANAiX5XulwTqo 維尼
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(誰來救救我吧…。)8964 copyright protection260PENANAx3GstpAj8Q 維尼
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是她呼喚了我。8964 copyright protection260PENANAYLc1BqIMpA 維尼
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是她心底裡的尋求拯救的願望,跟我夢想找到她的願望產生共鳴了。8964 copyright protection260PENANAcAV1lHpILw 維尼
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那我來救妳了。8964 copyright protection260PENANAeYedZY7DmL 維尼
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任何時候我也絕對不會放棄妳。8964 copyright protection260PENANAwBVY9PSX9h 維尼
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即使被時間吞噬也好,被迷失於時間中也好……即使只有今次也好…!8964 copyright protection260PENANAnfV9rcoEVN 維尼
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伸出指尖,揮向空氣;以她的聲音引路,換言之是過去。8964 copyright protection260PENANAag9L7upSDi 維尼
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指尖就如一泫落於水面,在空間掀起層層的漣漪,似鈴聲陣響;就在水膜被手掌握破的一瞬,漣漪的波紋突然收縮,無數的鈴響將眼前的黑夜世界吞噬,換來高掛在頭上的太陽。8964 copyright protection260PENANAmy3yKAzXRl 維尼
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日夜交替,卻是依舊無人的街道。8964 copyright protection260PENANAMMYDO8YVFB 維尼
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面對突如其來的變化,我不斷張望著身邊的一切,正正站在了原地,即唐樓地上。8964 copyright protection260PENANAlzxkT4vyAn 維尼
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成功了嗎?然而在自問尚未自答之下,上方一個黑影漸漸迫近,地上的影子漸漸放大。8964 copyright protection260PENANAVBAbm4Tqab 維尼
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一抬頭,她就在我的正上方。8964 copyright protection260PENANAHsHpvOpeRh 維尼
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而這一次我確實的接住了,抱著了那個纖瘦的身軀,從前往的黃泉路上成功攔下她。落在腕上的身體十分輕巧,彷彿微風也能一下吹走,帶有一種縹緲不實的感覺。8964 copyright protection260PENANAZYSmAfWCnP 維尼
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被我接下的她感受到手臂的溫暖,便把閉上的眼睛慢慢的睜開,和我對上了眼。8964 copyright protection260PENANAyCt4ekU1vy 維尼
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「為甚麼…為甚要接下我!?」8964 copyright protection260PENANA0PKgxCaLOP 維尼
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與此同時,她的淚水慢慢的流出,以空虛至極,猶如黑洞的瞳孔注視著;淚水雖暖,但可不及空虛之寒。8964 copyright protection260PENANAJl5n5TGBfo 維尼
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不知該慶幸與否,惟有那張哭臉沒有改變;明明在哭,卻努力擺出「我才沒有哭」的樣子。各方面的使人不忍直視,只好默默的放她到地上。8964 copyright protection260PENANAJVYKJct31u 維尼
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然而她現時站起的力氣也沒有,一放手便屈膝於地板,那是跳下來的恐懼還殘留在腿上,因此雙腿正在放軟。我連道歉也趕不及,而她卻馬上用手擦過眼淚,便以冰冷的態度問道:「…你是誰?」8964 copyright protection260PENANANU1grKLt1E 維尼
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「沒有姓氏,我叫阿雨…下雨天的『雨』,你呢?」8964 copyright protection260PENANA6Ggul2RYzH 維尼
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「阿晴…天晴的『晴』…」8964 copyright protection260PENANA47HRhuIP1d 維尼
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天晴嗎…那真是與氣氛不一的名字。8964 copyright protection260PENANA4A5u8ODahP 維尼
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「為甚麼你在哭?」她問。8964 copyright protection260PENANAzpTvqE8uK9 維尼
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哭了…我也是?我擦自己的眼眸,果然沾上了淚水。8964 copyright protection260PENANALQOAlLSrVB 維尼
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「沒有特別的…不用介意。」應該是自己放下心而流出淚水,我猜的。8964 copyright protection260PENANAjnDm9iCpCI 維尼
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「那可以先扶起我嗎?街道的地上很骯髒的說……」她說道。8964 copyright protection260PENANA0uzlc3InBK 維尼
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「啊……抱歉。」我把手伸向她,她果然很輕巧,基本不用使力便可她拉起。她則像初生小鹿般顫抖,勉強倚向牆壁,再拍拍校裙,暗道:「明明就只差一步……」8964 copyright protection260PENANAnRTJscHfXc 維尼
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她是主動尋死,看過那個眼神便能洞悉一切。但任何人尋死的原因絕不會是一句「無可疑」便置之不理。8964 copyright protection260PENANAAsztpVv3YV 維尼
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人的自盡總會有原因,凡事不順、想放鬆活着、想不管世事……現代人口中總愛喃着「想死想死」,而真正死去的是閉着嘴的人;身邊沒有可作商量的人,只能不含淚的含話而終,淚泉早已乾涸,而淚痕亦沒被察覺。8964 copyright protection260PENANA1z948kKQSi 維尼
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許多人不是想死,只是不想活着。要是同為人類亦漠視這點,那已是非人之物。8964 copyright protection260PENANA6YT1WOEXav 維尼
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她那指的青蛙詛咒,指的是加護的事。8964 copyright protection260PENANAnGqHoyYqu7 維尼
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那作為異類的詛咒,造成現況的正是我。8964 copyright protection260PENANAqrZbNzxvsR 維尼
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有關過去,當時神明們曾詢問要否替我們除走加護,拒絕的是我,當時絕不會想到現代會充斥加護者,甚至會影響到後世的她。8964 copyright protection260PENANAaxYdCK62ZX 維尼
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是我詛咒了她,救下她是理所當然的事,反只是微不足道的贖罪。作為上生的熟人,拯救現世的她是我的責任,當時是這樣的想。8964 copyright protection260PENANAcUJIq8LpOG 維尼
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但實際心裡清楚,這只是不想分別的藉口。8964 copyright protection260PENANANPtMASahLl 維尼
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「那個……」「你討厭青蛙嗎?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAFDnnXjFojH 維尼
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作為開場白,這是失敗。8964 copyright protection260PENANAqirWBmd6rA 維尼
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不就在遺言中聽過了嗎!?而這令我對她感到陌生的實感,話語比預想中困難。8964 copyright protection260PENANAIeiJ6if6Xb 維尼
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「討厭!世上最討厭!!」她幾乎不用思考便高聲呼道。8964 copyright protection260PENANAs8VywKGDs1 維尼
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那沒辦法,將畢生的演技表現出來吧。8964 copyright protection260PENANAt5DgupNTqs 維尼
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「這樣說的話有點傷人啊…我正是青蛙來的…」這是模仿了上時代電影的對白,只是將「富二代」換為「青蛙」兩字。話雖如此,語氣依舊生硬,畢竟我演技方面在孤兒院是公認的差。8964 copyright protection260PENANAgZDaSgiJpg 維尼
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「欸……你也是?」那一刹那,她瞳孔中空洞彷彿縮小,也只可能是她睜大了眼而產生的錯覺。8964 copyright protection260PENANATeSANbdGBL 維尼
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「那ㄧㄧ」8964 copyright protection260PENANAze5KSNL3Sp 維尼
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「噓,等一下。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAGfq1NX7OXA 維尼
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當她想再次開口之際,我卻不斷感到視線掃過,一直在盯著我們感覺。8964 copyright protection260PENANA5OhJZ83Fxc 維尼
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為了以防神明視界,還是決定回教會再說。8964 copyright protection260PENANAAkxdrbzo8q 維尼
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「有甚麼東西跟我來才談吧,站著說話很累吧?」雖然她有少許的警戒,但她也是照樣跟著我前往教會,對她而言,遇到同類恐怕是相當難得的事。8964 copyright protection260PENANAHVVHep6HGq 維尼
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最近復活節將至,忙於準備因此不會太多人留守在教會。因此帶女孩子來也不怕被問三問四,可謂天助我也。8964 copyright protection260PENANAUuquE6s76E 維尼
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但她得知目的地是教會後便露出異常的壓惡,打算離開。使我只好在迅雷不及耳間將她抱起,以高速在大廈間穿梭,把她帶回廟宇。神明是有地盤意識,這裏雖半荒廢,但也算上是私有地。8964 copyright protection260PENANAEXcug3tk4L 維尼
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「你真的是青蛙嗎?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAYOURDHTtJt 維尼
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然而未到我回答,一到廟內她便對內部的裝潢表現出驚訝,並好奇的四處的遊走著。8964 copyright protection260PENANAeKHuCWQEKz 維尼
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「先坐下再說吧。」我說。8964 copyright protection260PENANA8IcXG11ru5 維尼
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「這傢伙外表真噁。」她指的是在缸中睡覺的師傅。8964 copyright protection260PENANAUL8loj3zYo 維尼
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「先坐下吧。」我再說。8964 copyright protection260PENANAcln8IcDKYi 維尼
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「這裡真是你住的嗎?」8964 copyright protection260PENANARmXHiuOdqe 維尼
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「快給我坐下來。」直至我喊她才肯坐下來。8964 copyright protection260PENANAseM4CWdYDo 維尼
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她從外表看是位學生,卻連書包也沒有。可想而如,是逃出來的。8964 copyright protection260PENANA0NSpNR6dIf 維尼
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「阿晴對吧?…你為甚麼會選擇自殺?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAPv88CBHBz8 維尼
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「與你無關……」8964 copyright protection260PENANAbOZon24QxR 維尼
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她移開視線,掌心不禁握緊手肘。8964 copyright protection260PENANAtmPm9r4RLQ 維尼
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「死去的話你會得到甚麼嗎?」8964 copyright protection260PENANABZ3Jzkvr1x 維尼
「死了的話便不用面對這個討人厭的世界…」8964 copyright protection260PENANAcWglZkK5G4 維尼
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「可能世界上還有人等着你的ㄧㄧ」8964 copyright protection260PENANAKofFftukZg 維尼
「沒有的……我身邊沒有好人,我唯一認識的好人也早就死了。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAhzf9GVa7lL 維尼
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如下,在教會所用慣的話語完全不中用。8964 copyright protection260PENANAOVGknLl8We 維尼
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安慰的話語完全滲不進她的心裡,連一絲希望可漏入的空間也沒有。8964 copyright protection260PENANAQT8jyoKa7k 維尼
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我們的話語可以成為助力,但絕不可能成為改變的契機;要是那個人不打開心扉,再多的話也聽不進耳。話語充其量是催化劑,這是告解室的前輩的教悔。要想像希望需要基石,而她並沒持有。8964 copyright protection260PENANA5Avm5zZ9HE 維尼
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「輪到我問你了吧…為何你一點也不驚訝?我可是一直不知道世上存在其他的青蛙能力者!但你卻表現絲毫也不驚訝。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAGtrMJTjBpr 維尼
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「還有剛才的能力也好,還是你根本不是ㄧㄧ」我與此同時,馬上顯現出青蛙的手掌向她揮著手,面對「這滿意了嗎?」一句她無言而對。8964 copyright protection260PENANAozo5BhYT6i 維尼
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「那不用多說…你也有因為能力而被排斥吧?那你也應該懂的……」8964 copyright protection260PENANAavlbSHCA5y 維尼
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「是嗎…」老實說,我不太懂。8964 copyright protection260PENANAwE4TXJujdf 維尼
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如是者,氣氛再次陷入沉寂。8964 copyright protection260PENANALjaX32shnb 維尼
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我便再說道:「那大家也是同病相憐的話,那以後有甚麼麻煩便來吧,我會給你想辦法的。」8964 copyright protection260PENANACljqBUsU9a 維尼
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「你是笨蛋嗎?我不說了我討厭青蛙ㄧㄧ」8964 copyright protection260PENANA31g2hx7hOh 維尼
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「尋死的理由和原因甚麼的…到了你想說那時才算吧。但妳要記住……」8964 copyright protection260PENANAMY8awOpkvA 維尼
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「我絕不會讓妳死,即使要我以生命交換。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAbHhJAO9jNp 維尼
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另一方面,她拋下一句「痴漢」的便轉身離開。8964 copyright protection260PENANAJM4g6aoeHd 維尼
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雖然嘴上不饒人,她之後的日子開始每天放學前來這裡。在這裡獨自看書,玩手機遊戲,聽音樂,看動畫等等,看來真的是沒有朋友。8964 copyright protection260PENANAl3hcsuqZS7 維尼
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而重點是她的書包,在首次見面她沒有帶在身上,而一看那可是異常破爛。8964 copyright protection260PENANAt6bphH1gyb 維尼
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除了年代感重以外,更多的明顯由人為做成的損傷。不然怎樣使用,背至腰段部分有一條直直的破紋?除了刻意用鎅刀或剪刀以外不可能;另外,每隔數天她身上便會出現膠布、甚至紗布。8964 copyright protection260PENANAJNY2cm2cdb 維尼
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那是可想而知地不妙,是欺凌或自虐傾向嗎?不懂。8964 copyright protection260PENANAxlTZbvussL 維尼
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但更不妙的是,我不知道怎樣開話題。8964 copyright protection260PENANABkZzIYw05n 維尼
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雖然在意,但怎想也不是簡單可觸碰的問題。她雖然每天會來,但我們之間的氣氛則異常地冷淡,各有各娛樂。她絕對不是會把問題自行道出的人,有關這點跟春奈一模一樣。8964 copyright protection260PENANAv4AQENS4fZ 維尼
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「那個……阿晴你和同學的關係如何?」8964 copyright protection260PENANACTz3RucOa0 維尼
「……」8964 copyright protection260PENANA35n4FKyOkh 維尼
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「不想回答的話不會強迫你的…那你和父母的關係如何?」8964 copyright protection260PENANA9Ujr4Mjbhz 維尼
「……」8964 copyright protection260PENANA6WEvBv6DVY 維尼
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「我呢,是孤兒所以沒有父母啊……」8964 copyright protection260PENANAru6utSeREf 維尼
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「那真好。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAA6F4mFhuwR 維尼
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她終於肯回應我了。8964 copyright protection260PENANA3xdjHiM7LB 維尼
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「你跟父母關係不好嗎?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAHjkrqC9qvf 維尼
「只是她單方面討厭我而已。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAi37iPd1Voh 維尼
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「…那,另一方ㄧㄧ」8964 copyright protection260PENANAMHAxLmPd4P 維尼
「死了,不要再問。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAEdld0HPycm 維尼
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「不好意思……」8964 copyright protection260PENANABNjTJF8bcd 維尼
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不久後,我便收到龜老伯有關安樂死的委託。8964 copyright protection260PENANA09380C1roj 維尼
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那是教會中比較高層的渠道,較隱密但不會做違法事。話雖幫人,但為了形象有些事還是要暗中進行。平時的話是不會拒絕,因為通常報酬一般比較豐富,維持開資是必需。8964 copyright protection260PENANAJJ0BuADrea 維尼
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但當時的我並沒有接下,每天就在煩阿晴的事,沒有心情工作,也沒有前往教堂兼職。每天就在思考著她的事,不知不覺間連經濟也開始出現問題,開始了每天與白麵包為伴的日子。8964 copyright protection260PENANAAWxQIuglX1 維尼
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「天文學?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAaZOSkxBcCS 維尼
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三個月後,即是七月的某天。她按日常的把這裡當成私人圖書館,而我注意到向她正在看的書。8964 copyright protection260PENANAGnLjHPVTWI 維尼
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「看甚麼又關你的事。」她一下將書閉上,不耐煩的說着。8964 copyright protection260PENANAmsWndQd0Lb 維尼
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「大家認識了這麼久,不用每句話也有刺吧?」我說。8964 copyright protection260PENANAvS7yhP4ADK 維尼
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「誰跟你熟絡了?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAJ9akFKGRk3 維尼
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「那就算吧……不想說就ㄧㄧ」在我認為又再次失敗的時候,她卻給了我一個意外的反應。8964 copyright protection260PENANA0wYnV1d3wM 維尼
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「我喜歡……星星的。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAxFU9TJMbsq 維尼
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她以書本擋着嘴巴,正細喃着。8964 copyright protection260PENANAutC59gnO8M 維尼
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「…說甚麼?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAuNX5JmzM8k 維尼
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「所以!我喜歡星星的!就這樣!」8964 copyright protection260PENANAs21sePuXZj 維尼
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這是她首次向我打開心扉。8964 copyright protection260PENANAH0opxbWyeC 維尼
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「原來如此。」我默默的笑了。8964 copyright protection260PENANAaaVj309eJB 維尼
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「你在笑甚麼?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAZRVmWNAn34 維尼
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「沒有什麼…」「那有機會的話一起去觀星吧?」難得終於開了話題,我也不打算放過這個機會。8964 copyright protection260PENANAO7rAtyLepU 維尼
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「那類器材好貴的,憑你絕對付不起吧……還有不要想拐帶未成年少女。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAKDylMaFj6z 維尼
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「那去些肉眼也能看星的郊外便可以吧?」8964 copyright protection260PENANAtqlWVTK5Li 維尼
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「…我才沒興趣跟你一起去。」8964 copyright protection260PENANAozpNHNAFiA 維尼
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說後她把書本收回那殘破的書包,還花了點時間拉上不暢順的拉鏈,今天就這樣回家去了。8964 copyright protection260PENANAoKM8tk0ZWq 維尼
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