Living A Lie555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM0y1vZg1J
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsTDurc7EA
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXKZA7TTDB
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wQ0ibqWWk
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5En5B9c6yp
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qf5WGGIgn
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o8ZJJTOSY
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIvzDHO4m8
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTNVmWo956
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyucI2lS4pA
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEhSJwT8aJ
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqXP5qGMXM
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlShDbHHHJe
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIg8JlP6gC
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHanmob7WbV
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDRday05G2
She said, 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnQiwwoDbe
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx5PMYhJJd
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdtQjwRP8m
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiq23JhPy3
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC8NInWp0t
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JZPhC5F6J
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvqzOR3Hvb
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBjSFxknhu
"Psycho" and "Loser". 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFidqZdOrqr
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXanro5RdE1
After i settled I asked him555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZN42JzOWT
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmC0yM6kYj
He looked at me in surprise and said555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FqvdJD7Fa
" Why would i tell any one"?? 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9aBgrXq6H
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7h2xaCGzO
"Then who told this"??555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmkNor0qVr
He hesitated a moment and then said555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyquW9gN5n
" Liz"!! 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC18SHuU6X
I was moved by this answer.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbEsHmq75e
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiljexyVhp
My heart gave a loud Thump. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjHgMY1GU0
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHsNA0DbEP
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe7Q7qagKy
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkpePYWBHT
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1umvjUlxEv
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw3S5bVfCG
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRIO63XcZY
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNdP9FiKsm
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8hH6E0k6P
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbhBK1UBVf
