Living A Lie597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0xEU9wmlo
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqa7J3dQSs
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLi8PG1tbL
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocVAcrHUZb
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtJQqpv6IG
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBsauxtpHZ
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNeLE2Fak7
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8kAEb0AuD
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLJrez0JxC
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS1Zn14up7
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBicRo5jJR
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7n3D54vjJ
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oFp3doJcn
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc2CKyQkVM
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSq3eThLwM
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2fyJ0bRrR
She said, 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjdi4mqVla
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEvV1gkN4f
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcIbZusKU5
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHs7wfKkqH
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE1EJu04On
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gSZk5PaB0
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1MwU8LMM5
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACvadjDaGH
"Psycho" and "Loser". 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpvjmPXF8A
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzHd4ocjSk
After i settled I asked him597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ8frYktQK
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph7RpCOxSZ
He looked at me in surprise and said597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiivTvR0re
" Why would i tell any one"?? 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tLxLoGTLy
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuebbsu1Lj
"Then who told this"??597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu5QAKZGpA
He hesitated a moment and then said597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTh9fhf9Lj
" Liz"!! 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlEMaVtIfP
I was moved by this answer.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu9mWEQUMC
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8YcRRvMJh
My heart gave a loud Thump. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6BcF4aRjL
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67rtmdXbpu
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U3EeTIoN8
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoMMpIVqVI
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHf7Ypv6iI
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVRmHD1YiB
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3gfNa3I2W
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhR3GPtM2j
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX1bC0WkZA
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!597Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld2bLYQNwP
