Living A Lie481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LTR1sW85X
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qL9BrzH4m
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQhMXi2T9B
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7Q3EsxFoJ
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19i5PZba1T
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgx8AXzp6cC
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dDGZ8cpfC
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AUAvosdN8
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aqIwMzN0u
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF5WsKv7Xh
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzRUSzEyik
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAomiptp3k
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLoZ51kPm1
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrqFdALHjd
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKHw1FcSdb
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2Vc9tfVxP
She said, 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IvuBudSnI
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb8VE3GfsY
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH2srQUjJk
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vE08AdEdX
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzccSWVRFiq
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxWMJlGBW8
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04jayIojmO
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bwIjXUFOi
"Psycho" and "Loser". 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p2xRjU2XY
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Zp3OXROLF
After i settled I asked him481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9ixFNUUZf
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG35v73l7zl
He looked at me in surprise and said481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGme51l35Bb
" Why would i tell any one"?? 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY9FYrdUKr
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zcaVoe7v2
"Then who told this"??481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPncZwg4pUM
He hesitated a moment and then said481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJKZJa18ID
" Liz"!! 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ0eTQMzXI
I was moved by this answer.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o2IY0ADv5
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGxA6DybRe
My heart gave a loud Thump. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDd9xfgVQF
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDcUN57ntw
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHrwfZyAJ7
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNljPjofFp
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvNJ6fv0o3
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SWvcxVg6A
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouI634VZDH
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4w7W09etx
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84IGf0FUw2
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09OpDGGOUZ
