"Death is not the greatest loss in life;
The greatest loss is what dies inside us , while we live"!!
-Norman Cousins
_________________________________________504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1a2zNKZ9P
Sometimes life feels like curse. It only gives you pain, until you have no more tears to flow. It test you all the way down, until you have no more strength to fight, and then leaves you behind in the darkness to find your own path.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Uls1OdGgd
No matter how well you planned your life, it will never go on your way, in those moments of your life when all odds are in your favour, it yet find its own ways to turn all odds against you.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGs5sGMHpH
Don't get me wrong!!! 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03AUfuOksA
You may think i'm all negative about life because right now its hell for me!! But I am telling you reality, that sometimes life can be cruel with no heart and no feelings for its prey.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbhuAV2MmQ
May be that's the way Divine wants us to live our life, but who knows, may be He has planned something for us???504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEQAdstwvC
The home drive was a blur. I was still in shock because i had never expected how this day would turn out. I had never expected my best friend to be my worst enemy. The feeling of being betrayed poured through me and burned my heart. I was emotionally broken and now no one could heal it.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRXtewZKOt
I had never expected Rose to be that evil,504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTLTEHyLuB
why had every one aimed to broke me!! What was in me that made them hate me?? Why only me??? 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXmVmaR6eM
I parked my car on my porch and wiped the tears that had escaped through my eyes. I brushed my hairs through my palm and headed towards my door. As i entered my house, I heard familiar voices.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDA47Q8yuw
I traced them and headed towards the guest room. I was about to enter the room but something caught my attention. I leaned beside the door, my ears on sensitive mode. 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdymsMpUIy
" So why don't you take her to a psychiatrist"?? 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rzruCqbUq
Mrs. Henry asked. I heard my grand ma sign. 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sxfovtF8E
" Yes, I have taken an appointment with psychiatrist"!! 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq3C8HtUob
My grand ma replied. " You should hurry up Miss. Ember, or she will do something that would cost you everything, besides, i don't want my daughter "Rose" to have a mental disabled class mate, you know she can have a negative effect on her classmates"!! 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQKKHMAoOQ
Mrs. Henry replied in her usual mean attitude. By now the burdens were so heavy on my chest, that all of the sudden the air in the room vanished away and i couldn't breath. Tears threatened to come out and now i couldn't control it. I wanted air and my lungs were burning because i couldn't breath.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHnqcIWMPO
I hurried and ran away and started my car. I ran my car on full speed. I didn't know where i was going but i drove, drove and drove away. Tears were burning, flowing out like heavy droplets that flows when the storm rises, but alas, this storm was thundering inside , was destroying my only hopes by its lightning!!504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3drxG2Rzi8
My vision blurred out due to thousands tears that slid down my cheek bone. But yet i didn't quit driving because it was the only option. I wanted to get away from this place, away from all the people who had hurt me,504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn0E0BbLrS
who hadn't realized how much pain they had caused me, who hadn't realized my worth!!504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz03xwBf2r
Hours later, when the sun got tired and left my side, i parked my car on a hill. The hill was utterly beautiful and so high that you could see all the natural views. But what good was it for me, because all the color from my life were turned into black! By now, the sky was covered with black fabric and heavy stormy clouds. I stood at the very end of the hill side, which was the most highest point. 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsHnz7c84d
I glanced down the hill and all i saw was darkness spreading its arms, inviting me in its embrace, whispering dark words about life, telling me that the world don't deserve me.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrGEoXscke
I was stunned by its invitation, but deep inside i felt the urge to accept it.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3hlNVjDnm
After all, what had i gained by bearing all these pains?? 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBOzaCAJoQ
The cool breeze smashed on my face, my hairs blew up in the air, the breeze slowly stroking my cheek and whispering me 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Vyap7mdXU
" Don't lose hope"!! 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa72diAOqRt
I closed my eyes as a familiar memory hit my mind. My mother lessons and her last words that she had said to me.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3gRzpQkTd
"SER UNICO"!!504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBEckUIAO6
Which means STAND ALONE, I had tried to do what ever she had wished me to do, but had failed. The memories of Liz betrayal and my grand ma's, thinking i was a psycho hit me hard. Now i had no doubt that i was a psycho, because i was hallucinating, now no one needs me and there was no reason of me staying here.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo4uFPPkT7
"There was no hope from the beginning"!!504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwbCUW8uqK
I whispered the breeze in return. I pushed my arms and spread them in the air. I closed my eyes and tears started to fall out of my eyes. The breeze crashed with me, warning me to undo my decision, but now there was no turning back. I ignored the breeze but it again hit me, my hairs blew up in the air. I ignored it again because now there was no choice.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsT7y0vdyZ
" I am sorry mom"!!504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAa9uEMIT2
I half whispered to my self and with this, let my self fall down the hill into the darkness which was inviting me in its embrace. Now life was no choice for me, the only choice left for me was 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3svMi7aMEw
"DEATH"!!504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQRuCKrXRS
