"Death is not the greatest loss in life;
The greatest loss is what dies inside us , while we live"!!
-Norman Cousins
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Sometimes life feels like curse. It only gives you pain, until you have no more tears to flow. It test you all the way down, until you have no more strength to fight, and then leaves you behind in the darkness to find your own path.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELDQg5D4Yt
No matter how well you planned your life, it will never go on your way, in those moments of your life when all odds are in your favour, it yet find its own ways to turn all odds against you.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLGeQ9WwWO
Don't get me wrong!!! 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIABuIjtbol
You may think i'm all negative about life because right now its hell for me!! But I am telling you reality, that sometimes life can be cruel with no heart and no feelings for its prey.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSRzrWrnP2
May be that's the way Divine wants us to live our life, but who knows, may be He has planned something for us???538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW2hwJVo04
The home drive was a blur. I was still in shock because i had never expected how this day would turn out. I had never expected my best friend to be my worst enemy. The feeling of being betrayed poured through me and burned my heart. I was emotionally broken and now no one could heal it.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pinNSRV9w
I had never expected Rose to be that evil,538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0XL21vP96
why had every one aimed to broke me!! What was in me that made them hate me?? Why only me??? 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3byaib9oZJ
I parked my car on my porch and wiped the tears that had escaped through my eyes. I brushed my hairs through my palm and headed towards my door. As i entered my house, I heard familiar voices.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnnJcVftNL
I traced them and headed towards the guest room. I was about to enter the room but something caught my attention. I leaned beside the door, my ears on sensitive mode. 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FwhPpzfhR
" So why don't you take her to a psychiatrist"?? 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY14yrWdJu
Mrs. Henry asked. I heard my grand ma sign. 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bYbt1vDYU
" Yes, I have taken an appointment with psychiatrist"!! 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTjZc14e8H
My grand ma replied. " You should hurry up Miss. Ember, or she will do something that would cost you everything, besides, i don't want my daughter "Rose" to have a mental disabled class mate, you know she can have a negative effect on her classmates"!! 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2imHV7mCwF
Mrs. Henry replied in her usual mean attitude. By now the burdens were so heavy on my chest, that all of the sudden the air in the room vanished away and i couldn't breath. Tears threatened to come out and now i couldn't control it. I wanted air and my lungs were burning because i couldn't breath.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7UpQODb2w
I hurried and ran away and started my car. I ran my car on full speed. I didn't know where i was going but i drove, drove and drove away. Tears were burning, flowing out like heavy droplets that flows when the storm rises, but alas, this storm was thundering inside , was destroying my only hopes by its lightning!!538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5Xq1ykCKU
My vision blurred out due to thousands tears that slid down my cheek bone. But yet i didn't quit driving because it was the only option. I wanted to get away from this place, away from all the people who had hurt me,538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwhSTcFTXl
who hadn't realized how much pain they had caused me, who hadn't realized my worth!!538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiONXoafIix
Hours later, when the sun got tired and left my side, i parked my car on a hill. The hill was utterly beautiful and so high that you could see all the natural views. But what good was it for me, because all the color from my life were turned into black! By now, the sky was covered with black fabric and heavy stormy clouds. I stood at the very end of the hill side, which was the most highest point. 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGU7UCqo9S
I glanced down the hill and all i saw was darkness spreading its arms, inviting me in its embrace, whispering dark words about life, telling me that the world don't deserve me.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQjwZsfT1G
I was stunned by its invitation, but deep inside i felt the urge to accept it.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY5Udfb89k
After all, what had i gained by bearing all these pains?? 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTdNPAYFeH
The cool breeze smashed on my face, my hairs blew up in the air, the breeze slowly stroking my cheek and whispering me 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQBPK0PASC
" Don't lose hope"!! 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTOhj2TQra
I closed my eyes as a familiar memory hit my mind. My mother lessons and her last words that she had said to me.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr7cxeJdGs
"SER UNICO"!!538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhLZ5pSNEN
Which means STAND ALONE, I had tried to do what ever she had wished me to do, but had failed. The memories of Liz betrayal and my grand ma's, thinking i was a psycho hit me hard. Now i had no doubt that i was a psycho, because i was hallucinating, now no one needs me and there was no reason of me staying here.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3PZwQ13TK
"There was no hope from the beginning"!!538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErnriyhdUB
I whispered the breeze in return. I pushed my arms and spread them in the air. I closed my eyes and tears started to fall out of my eyes. The breeze crashed with me, warning me to undo my decision, but now there was no turning back. I ignored the breeze but it again hit me, my hairs blew up in the air. I ignored it again because now there was no choice.538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1kXOLxhEV
" I am sorry mom"!!538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoji2mnkXh
I half whispered to my self and with this, let my self fall down the hill into the darkness which was inviting me in its embrace. Now life was no choice for me, the only choice left for me was 538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLEAlkfEN8
"DEATH"!!538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1s5aS0tfn
