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依家係朝早8點,佢地已經傾咗15分鐘。290Please respect copyright.PENANAWtLeDwq3Ob
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我心諗,「我都冇叫你比返部手機我,做咩唔傾多陣呢,呢個咁嘅時勢,傾多一次係一次啊,咁快收線,盞係自己後悔啊大佬。」290Please respect copyright.PENANAAsxn6hxQaG
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我咁諗嘅同時,Alex將電話還返比我。290Please respect copyright.PENANA9GAdHg4BYE
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我頓時無言以對,我感覺我打斷咗佢地嘅通話。290Please respect copyright.PENANAfMVZL41NuE
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我有少少內疚,因為唔知下一次佢幾時先可以再同佢嘅女朋友傾電話。290Please respect copyright.PENANAPaDR2QWDIc
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「喂,你點解唔同佢講多陣啊,下次唔知要等幾耐先可以再打架。」290Please respect copyright.PENANARpi23cmt2J
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「唔使啦,我頭先話咗我係同佢講幾句,依家我又得咗,咁我就梗係收線啦,我仲要慢慢開心飽佢啊,你慢慢啦~」290Please respect copyright.PENANAUYlPeyXrPp
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佢春光滿面,開心到飛起,睇嚟我又係末日之下再次促成多一對情侶。290Please respect copyright.PENANAt34NzJ2KHt
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我心感滿足,幫到人真係好開心,特別係呢個情況下,幫到佢地達成願望,真係已經係我最大嘅快樂咁滯,希望佢地呢幾對嘅亂世情侶可以長長久久啦,唔好令我失望啊。290Please respect copyright.PENANAaLhlNLDwxP
我攞起一支之前收埋咗嘅啤酒,三下五除二就咁隊咗佢,劈酒對我嚟講已經係兵家常事,我經常都會劈酒,希望可以麻醉自己,但到頭來只係越嚟越清醒,我依家基本上當酒係糖水咁飲,只係為咗解渴,同埋爽一下。290Please respect copyright.PENANAltwpGTcxMa
「借酒澆愁」雖然唔啱我,但係我已經慢慢習慣咗,點解我會咁折墮呢,明明我唔在乎呢啲情情愛愛嘅事,但係我做出黎嘅行為完全同我嘅諗法相誖。唔諗啦,越諗越傷心,為咩搞着自己呢。290Please respect copyright.PENANAaczWVxUiYX
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雖然我睇落永遠都咁陽光,但我嘅內心深處又有邊個真係知呢,大家嘅情緒雖然係收埋收埋,但佢地點收都好,都有朋友會過去安慰同埋陪佢地傾計,收埋嘅秘密好自然就比自己爆響口,講完之後又好似一個「沒事人」咁樣,一天都光曬。290Please respect copyright.PENANA9AiTM6QoIK
而我呢,我連最表面嘅情緒都已經收埋得好入,基本上係冇人可以攻陷到我嘅心靈,我嘅心情只係自己了解,所以我嘅內心深處真係可以話係不可觸及。290Please respect copyright.PENANALDnQykk6Au
真係要好似《洋蔥》呢一首歌嘅一句歌詞咁樣290Please respect copyright.PENANAEYBEpPdR9m
:「如果你願意一層一層一層的剝開我的心。」290Please respect copyright.PENANA6BMh1sgosm
你話唔定真係會覺得驚訝,因為我嘅內心實情係黑暗嘅,你唔會想接受自己最親密嘅愛人係有咁樣嘅一面,雖然比着係我,我會樂觀接受,但係我相信常人唔會接受到我,我心底裏面裝住兩個人。290Please respect copyright.PENANAeonauoo9jC
一個係我,而另一個就係我隱藏咗好耐嘅第二人格,設定上黎講我係光明面,而佢係黑暗面,但係我一直冇比人留意,所以第二人格一直佔用我嘅身軀同埋意識,成為咗個個冷靜,冷酷加上謹慎嘅我。290Please respect copyright.PENANABnDt3acGOa
大家需要快樂嘅時候,我嘅主人格先會出現,擔當住小丑或者開心果嘅位置,成為大家嘅太陽,而我呢一個狀態呢,就係主副人格各佔一半嘅時間,一方面保持冷靜同埋謹慎嘅頭腦,另一方面又保持正氣,提供正能量比大家,前者可能會令大家覺得我比較成熟,後者則是我在人面前表現出來嘅「自己」。290Please respect copyright.PENANABi8i2klZVC
呢副面具又除又戴,又除又戴,連我自己都覺得開始厭惡,始終我嘅第二人格並冇能力處理好所有問題,同埋我兩個人格會互相交戰,會使我身心俱疲,我始終都係避得一時,唔避得一世,長遠發展我可能會崩潰。290Please respect copyright.PENANAEIINiFvFKm
諗到呢度,我嘅主人格開始堅持唔住。
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