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個次件事,令到你性情大變,變得生人勿近,變得討厭世界,討厭其他人,變得絕緣,變得孤僻,令你本來輝煌嘅道路,變得陌生,向住截然不同嘅人生路去進發。304Please respect copyright.PENANAjJj2yq6WCy
你咁大嘅轉變我諗我真係好大責任,但係我一直都冇怪你架,件事都唔關你事,只係意外,有名你叫意外意外,即係意料之外啦,意外嘅嘢,真係天降神兵,預計唔到架。304Please respect copyright.PENANAjdmsJ9ngYM
預料到嘅,呢個世界就唔會有生老病死,每個人都可以得到永生啦,既然係個天要帶走我,我都冇怨言啦,好多嘢係整定架,「死神要你三更走,誰敢留人到五更」。304Please respect copyright.PENANAk08WmUFO8a
死期你唔可以改變,但係你卻可以改變眼前未定下來的未來同你嘅命運,好多嘢都估唔到,隨遇而安啦。304Please respect copyright.PENANAtU5Q4wLHll
「Tomorrow will be fine.」忘記背後,努力向前。將我的生命也一同活下去吧,燃燒我們的生命和逐漸逝去的青春吧。304Please respect copyright.PENANAF3WponvfI5
M你現在身上可是肩負起我和你兩人的命運啊,加油,我的靈魂永遠在你的心裏,我不會逝去的,至少在我完全灰飛煙滅和喝下那碗孟婆湯前會一直如是。304Please respect copyright.PENANAfVFDRFvbIg
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M,相信你也有呢種諗法,雖然我知你好痛苦,我幫你盡力分擔,我都會保護你,知道嗎。304Please respect copyright.PENANAZfBqvDlTSb
你做唔到嘅嘢就等我幫你做啦,我會承受你嘅痛苦,直到你擺脫一切,回歸自我⋯我唔可以再比你任性,墮落,你要堅持!304Please respect copyright.PENANAGJg2iW9MGb
始終有日,一切都會回復正常,到時你都要開開心心啊,唔好再比心魔纏繞你,個件事唔係你嘅錯啊,只係意外,我相信,你知我係邊個架啦,由你知道我存在嘅個一刻開始。304Please respect copyright.PENANArBsw2j2e9d
我嘅存在只不過係暫時嘅,唔好太依賴我,你要自立啊⋯⋯Marco!304Please respect copyright.PENANAWZmQS1ux9x
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我道出了M的大名,心中忐忑,希望剛才沒有人聽到吧,我更希望裏面安睡中嘅M冇聽到後面咁肉麻嘅自白啦,我會怕醜架。304Please respect copyright.PENANAV9Rzt57jAt
我頭先講嘅嘢唔會有半句虛言,呢啲嘢我想講好耐,但又唔夠膽去講比你聽,我嘅心態喺呢一刻重新變返唔應該有嘅成熟,有好多嘢唔想講嘅,我都要經過深思先可以勉強講出口。304Please respect copyright.PENANAkUyCGxBpLX
我要你做返昔日嘅自己,就當係我唔知邊日要離開,係喺離開前一定要達成嘅心願啦。304Please respect copyright.PENANAaXQhEOTc2K
你係咪諗唔到我人細鬼大咁細心呢,嘻嘻~雖然我係想永遠留喺你身邊,但我知,我咁樣好自私,我要還你一個正常嘅人生,遲早有一日都要。304Please respect copyright.PENANA5AADakgJvs
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我默默咁諗住,咁耐以黎快樂嘅回憶。304Please respect copyright.PENANAbDsthjeTmZ
個段回憶唔可以忘記,因為係我最開心嘅時光,我唔可以失去呢個殘存嘅記憶。304Please respect copyright.PENANAhHR7mkFrKb
對我黎講,記憶就係我嘅靈魂留喺呢個世界嘅主要物品,亦都係我最珍貴,最鍾意嘅寶物。304Please respect copyright.PENANA6bfw17AmvY
冇佢地,我嘅靈魂只係一副空殼,並冇任何意義,只要有人依然記得我,我嘅靈魂就會喺極樂園或人間界彌留,直到永遠冇人記得我。304Please respect copyright.PENANARgyUIrWjo3
呢個情況好似我之前睇過嘅一套動畫電影,我就好似嗰個默默守護主角嘅太爺,守護住好似電影主角咁樣嘅M。「REMEMBER ME」304Please respect copyright.PENANAdqwLkVkTot
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啊⋯⋯想不到⋯⋯
說不出的那句再見,竟成了永世的心結。
我嘅身世都揭露得差唔多,都係唔講啦。
將絕望,化成衝往希望的力量。
我安慰好個幾位同學,突然諗起M之前同我講過要特別照顧嘅個個女仔,
我即刻喺一堆人之中,搵到佢個樣,果然係M,特別有眼光,無論氣質定人品,個女仔都具備曬,仲有一種說不出的氣場,亂世中帶住佢,唔需要太過操心,加上M同我講過佢種種嘅優點,我都聽得出。304Please respect copyright.PENANAr2G9M1bBYk
呢個女仔唔係一般嘅人,竟然可以將M迷到貼貼服服,平時嘅M係一個好理性,同埋一個對於正常社交有些少抗拒,唔會主動去識人嘅人,所以我都放到心,佢唔會走上不歸路。304Please respect copyright.PENANAFZXWRN77Tm
但係依家係我身體中嘅M竟然對眼前嘅小女孩動咗情?304Please respect copyright.PENANA6zHqmdyiHq
究竟佢有咩魔力,我諗我都要去會一會佢,親身了解呢個神秘嘅人。304Please respect copyright.PENANAyWLxIaBNUz
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我好快行到去佢嘅旁邊,坐低咗準備同佢傾吓計。眼見面前嘅女仔,同其他人冇太大分別,一樣眼紅紅咁樣,佢水汪汪嘅眼睛令人不禁泛起咗憐憫之心,想衝上去保護佢同埋守住佢,我終於明白點解M會咁癡情啦⋯⋯304Please respect copyright.PENANA6GriJJCMqg
我都有少少忍唔住,想去抱緊佢,比佢一個最大嘅安慰,同埋踏踏實實嘅安全感。304Please respect copyright.PENANAlxVhpp3cfo
我並冇咁做,因為眼前嘅人係M最重要嘅人,我咁做,良心過意唔去,雖然咁樣做係可以為M嘅感情路鋪得更加平坦,令到呢個女仔,對M嘅好感更多,相信呢個亦都係我其中一件可以為M做嘅事,重新改變佢之後落嚟嘅命運,令佢變返之前嘅樂天少年,對世界重新拾回希望。304Please respect copyright.PENANAv2MpgtjK4L
我依家暫時可以做嘅,係利用M科普比我嘅知識去幫助佢。304Please respect copyright.PENANAOp8RAR9voP
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我開口道:「做咩啊?諗起咗唔開心嘅嘢?我係M啊,我喺呢度,唔使驚,有咩同我講,我做你樹洞,聽你講心事。」304Please respect copyright.PENANARcAw5yZqTf
有時候,一個善意的謊言往往可以換取意想不到嘅效果。我披住M嘅皮,流住M嘅血,內心卻暫時係另一個佢。係心中休息緊嘅M知道我冒用佢身份,即刻激到彈起身想澄清自己身份。304Please respect copyright.PENANAon2Yo14ODO
但係佢又唔想比人知道自己有雙重人格障礙症,所以佢放棄咗呢個行動,留返喺體內唔出黎,由得我去處理。304Please respect copyright.PENANAu7TuIkKQ3s
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佢啜泣緊,眼神楚楚可憐,回答我:「我⋯屋企人,唔知⋯依家⋯」304Please respect copyright.PENANA8lR6jaYpjd
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佢再講唔到任何嘢,同時話題都比我打斷咗,我向佢投以一個堅定不移嘅眼光:「你唔使講啦,我會幫你手,幫你保護你屋企人,更加會去保護你即使偷偷摸摸我都願意,雖然我平凡,但我內裏非凡,絕對可以擔起重任。」304Please respect copyright.PENANAgTFcjuWW1U
呢個時候我又向佢投向咗一個M式招牌笑容,深深嘅酒粒,迷到唔少嘅人,即使我唔係M,但我都能夠活用呢個溝死女嘅skill。304Please respect copyright.PENANAZVukwQOr5v
佢見到我嘅微笑,亦都放下心頭大石,道:「咁我信你架啦,我嘅屋企人就靠你守護啦,我見到你個笑容就完全get到曬啦~加油啦~好奇怪嘅M,從我第一日接觸到你,我就知你唔簡單,同埋我睇得出,你係一個好負責任嘅人,加上決心又夠穩,將事情交比你,我放心啦。304Please respect copyright.PENANA5GLX1lntBq
多謝!你果然都仲係個個IG上嘅你,無變過,都係咁識為人着想,抵我咁⋯⋯」講到呢度,佢塊面再次紅曬,好明顯唔想再講落去。304Please respect copyright.PENANAD1hKbA83jO
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我亦都識趣,冇再追問,反轉頭將手指放喺佢嘴唇上面,停止咗佢欲言又止嘅動作,我開口:「好啦,你都係唔好講出嚟先啦,等我自己慢慢諗啦,我估我知道你想講咩啦,保持神秘啦,就好似我呢個奇怪嘅人咁。」304Please respect copyright.PENANAWKQd8TmedG
我一開口,總係比到人一種安全感,令人對我毫無顧忌,冇防人之心。304Please respect copyright.PENANA9rz4mSZAH4
好彩,我到呢一刻都仲係好人,但我自己都唔清楚呢個立場仲有幾耐嘅保鮮期。304Please respect copyright.PENANAJe5desF9sd
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算啦,講咁多,我會用我嘅能力同埋理智去保護M本身,同埋佢珍重嘅人,永遠永遠,就算過咗那該死的保鮮期。304Please respect copyright.PENANAuDprcfKPYf
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我喺對話中發現咗M同嗰個女仔嘅關係唔一般,分分鐘只係戀人未滿,頭先曖昧嘅氣氛,瀰漫住啱啱嘅對話,好彩我冇出差池,如果唔係,M一定會劏咗我。304Please respect copyright.PENANAI7VLibumWo
我傾完後就轉身離開,冇理到佢嘅叫喚,徑直行出更衣室,去到户外行走,攞起手機就開始寫日記,記錄每日嘅情況。
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