。
個次件事，令到你性情大變，變得生人勿近，變得討厭世界，討厭其他人，變得絕緣，變得孤僻，令你本來輝煌嘅道路，變得陌生，向住截然不同嘅人生路去進發。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OzgBZEeJf
你咁大嘅轉變我諗我真係好大責任，但係我一直都冇怪你架，件事都唔關你事，只係意外，有名你叫意外意外，即係意料之外啦，意外嘅嘢，真係天降神兵，預計唔到架。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONuMmbKd7X
預料到嘅，呢個世界就唔會有生老病死，每個人都可以得到永生啦，既然係個天要帶走我，我都冇怨言啦，好多嘢係整定架，「死神要你三更走，誰敢留人到五更」。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbMwAmSqde
死期你唔可以改變，但係你卻可以改變眼前未定下來的未來同你嘅命運，好多嘢都估唔到，隨遇而安啦。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn3I3fDCgE
「Tomorrow will be fine.」忘記背後，努力向前。將我的生命也一同活下去吧，燃燒我們的生命和逐漸逝去的青春吧。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWVQYz2uXL
M你現在身上可是肩負起我和你兩人的命運啊，加油，我的靈魂永遠在你的心裏，我不會逝去的，至少在我完全灰飛煙滅和喝下那碗孟婆湯前會一直如是。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHkEIVZjV8
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5mj44nh3z
M，相信你也有呢種諗法，雖然我知你好痛苦，我幫你盡力分擔，我都會保護你，知道嗎。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7WLrquE3c
你做唔到嘅嘢就等我幫你做啦，我會承受你嘅痛苦，直到你擺脫一切，回歸自我⋯我唔可以再比你任性，墮落，你要堅持！300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkNZombL6t
始終有日，一切都會回復正常，到時你都要開開心心啊，唔好再比心魔纏繞你，個件事唔係你嘅錯啊，只係意外，我相信，你知我係邊個架啦，由你知道我存在嘅個一刻開始。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzzD6JwklO
我嘅存在只不過係暫時嘅，唔好太依賴我，你要自立啊⋯⋯Marco！300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVTkRIqIWe
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT5XY1VBBU
我道出了M的大名，心中忐忑，希望剛才沒有人聽到吧，我更希望裏面安睡中嘅M冇聽到後面咁肉麻嘅自白啦，我會怕醜架。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxbSVFUaSM
我頭先講嘅嘢唔會有半句虛言，呢啲嘢我想講好耐，但又唔夠膽去講比你聽，我嘅心態喺呢一刻重新變返唔應該有嘅成熟，有好多嘢唔想講嘅，我都要經過深思先可以勉強講出口。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7aVcG4xWD
我要你做返昔日嘅自己，就當係我唔知邊日要離開，係喺離開前一定要達成嘅心願啦。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0F5p81FUB
你係咪諗唔到我人細鬼大咁細心呢，嘻嘻～雖然我係想永遠留喺你身邊，但我知，我咁樣好自私，我要還你一個正常嘅人生，遲早有一日都要。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc4vNOeZGa
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqebokfjps
我默默咁諗住，咁耐以黎快樂嘅回憶。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoWCCV4zyF
個段回憶唔可以忘記，因為係我最開心嘅時光，我唔可以失去呢個殘存嘅記憶。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKEQ2Fg4KJ
對我黎講，記憶就係我嘅靈魂留喺呢個世界嘅主要物品，亦都係我最珍貴，最鍾意嘅寶物。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbam59oFtk
冇佢地，我嘅靈魂只係一副空殼，並冇任何意義，只要有人依然記得我，我嘅靈魂就會喺極樂園或人間界彌留，直到永遠冇人記得我。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkQCI6Q7Pd
呢個情況好似我之前睇過嘅一套動畫電影，我就好似嗰個默默守護主角嘅太爺，守護住好似電影主角咁樣嘅M。「REMEMBER ME」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA6IUDCC2d
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gGs6gg9h4
啊⋯⋯想不到⋯⋯
說不出的那句再見，竟成了永世的心結。
我嘅身世都揭露得差唔多，都係唔講啦。
將絕望，化成衝往希望的力量。
我安慰好個幾位同學，突然諗起M之前同我講過要特別照顧嘅個個女仔，
我即刻喺一堆人之中，搵到佢個樣，果然係M，特別有眼光，無論氣質定人品，個女仔都具備曬，仲有一種說不出的氣場，亂世中帶住佢，唔需要太過操心，加上M同我講過佢種種嘅優點，我都聽得出。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeoi2dEhux
呢個女仔唔係一般嘅人，竟然可以將M迷到貼貼服服，平時嘅M係一個好理性，同埋一個對於正常社交有些少抗拒，唔會主動去識人嘅人，所以我都放到心，佢唔會走上不歸路。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRQCRnirXx
但係依家係我身體中嘅M竟然對眼前嘅小女孩動咗情？300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn1Ls4ORiJ
究竟佢有咩魔力，我諗我都要去會一會佢，親身了解呢個神秘嘅人。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh8SoGLwgz
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdng7QCzzw
我好快行到去佢嘅旁邊，坐低咗準備同佢傾吓計。眼見面前嘅女仔，同其他人冇太大分別，一樣眼紅紅咁樣，佢水汪汪嘅眼睛令人不禁泛起咗憐憫之心，想衝上去保護佢同埋守住佢，我終於明白點解M會咁癡情啦⋯⋯300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzNfkqQIae
我都有少少忍唔住，想去抱緊佢，比佢一個最大嘅安慰，同埋踏踏實實嘅安全感。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLikOumyt2
我並冇咁做，因為眼前嘅人係M最重要嘅人，我咁做，良心過意唔去，雖然咁樣做係可以為M嘅感情路鋪得更加平坦，令到呢個女仔，對M嘅好感更多，相信呢個亦都係我其中一件可以為M做嘅事，重新改變佢之後落嚟嘅命運，令佢變返之前嘅樂天少年，對世界重新拾回希望。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0cBFgQgPr
我依家暫時可以做嘅，係利用M科普比我嘅知識去幫助佢。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOdJx5lQVJ
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xXFCezDCZ
我開口道：「做咩啊？諗起咗唔開心嘅嘢？我係M啊，我喺呢度，唔使驚，有咩同我講，我做你樹洞，聽你講心事。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx05XKCxf67
有時候，一個善意的謊言往往可以換取意想不到嘅效果。我披住M嘅皮，流住M嘅血，內心卻暫時係另一個佢。係心中休息緊嘅M知道我冒用佢身份，即刻激到彈起身想澄清自己身份。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbpv754j4G
但係佢又唔想比人知道自己有雙重人格障礙症，所以佢放棄咗呢個行動，留返喺體內唔出黎，由得我去處理。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q7pVdp7zP
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaRB5zjZ7h
佢啜泣緊，眼神楚楚可憐，回答我：「我⋯屋企人，唔知⋯依家⋯」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18AmiNEjvg
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a5bY1zL8e
佢再講唔到任何嘢，同時話題都比我打斷咗，我向佢投以一個堅定不移嘅眼光：「你唔使講啦，我會幫你手，幫你保護你屋企人，更加會去保護你即使偷偷摸摸我都願意，雖然我平凡，但我內裏非凡，絕對可以擔起重任。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkFSTSZqzO
呢個時候我又向佢投向咗一個M式招牌笑容，深深嘅酒粒，迷到唔少嘅人，即使我唔係M，但我都能夠活用呢個溝死女嘅skill。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdNqJKlNcm
佢見到我嘅微笑，亦都放下心頭大石，道：「咁我信你架啦，我嘅屋企人就靠你守護啦，我見到你個笑容就完全get到曬啦～加油啦～好奇怪嘅M，從我第一日接觸到你，我就知你唔簡單，同埋我睇得出，你係一個好負責任嘅人，加上決心又夠穩，將事情交比你，我放心啦。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD7NoU6b6s
多謝！你果然都仲係個個IG上嘅你，無變過，都係咁識為人着想，抵我咁⋯⋯」講到呢度，佢塊面再次紅曬，好明顯唔想再講落去。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9sLZ2aZA0
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhcWzCCoGp
我亦都識趣，冇再追問，反轉頭將手指放喺佢嘴唇上面，停止咗佢欲言又止嘅動作，我開口：「好啦，你都係唔好講出嚟先啦，等我自己慢慢諗啦，我估我知道你想講咩啦，保持神秘啦，就好似我呢個奇怪嘅人咁。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOMBF2d7i5
我一開口，總係比到人一種安全感，令人對我毫無顧忌，冇防人之心。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKC0HWmISDO
好彩，我到呢一刻都仲係好人，但我自己都唔清楚呢個立場仲有幾耐嘅保鮮期。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSwezLqvnw
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79m5L81QaE
算啦，講咁多，我會用我嘅能力同埋理智去保護M本身，同埋佢珍重嘅人，永遠永遠，就算過咗那該死的保鮮期。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhfdsOGVQw
300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqUnB2qE20
我喺對話中發現咗M同嗰個女仔嘅關係唔一般，分分鐘只係戀人未滿，頭先曖昧嘅氣氛，瀰漫住啱啱嘅對話，好彩我冇出差池，如果唔係，M一定會劏咗我。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiYGEgs5Az
我傾完後就轉身離開，冇理到佢嘅叫喚，徑直行出更衣室，去到户外行走，攞起手機就開始寫日記，記錄每日嘅情況。
ns 15.158.61.18da2
