Alphaメノウ×Omegaリンドウ178Please respect copyright.PENANAaHXLRF3THv
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好可怕、好痛、好難受。178Please respect copyright.PENANAADz0OCi9PF
幫幫我——178Please respect copyright.PENANABSxFoTBx9B
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「メノウ!」178Please respect copyright.PENANAU78Mf09C9M
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睜開眼睛,方才聽見的呼喊在安靜的病房裡彷彿幻覺一般。178Please respect copyright.PENANApdty3ZD226
是夢嗎?178Please respect copyright.PENANAE9cMVKeCBf
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メノウ披著リンドウ的外套蜷在椅子上,迷迷糊糊的將紗布裹著的冰塊貼在臉頰上,直到融化的冰水滴到手上才讓他清醒過來。178Please respect copyright.PENANAd1kERbEm5j
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吉野在小巷裡幫リンドウ做緊急處置時,用沾了抑制劑的手帕蓋住リンドウ的後頸。178Please respect copyright.PENANAzz4DuQvzLf
當下メノウ腦中突然一片空白,想衝上前去把吉野拉開,但在那之前就被ソテツ用拳頭強制「清醒」了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAaauWqhQqKt
被打的當下甚至一點都不覺得痛,如果沒有及時回過神,可能就不只挨這一下了。Alpha的本能還真可怕呢。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmTkJtfkkXV
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這種因為費洛蒙失控而挨揍的情況似乎很常見,醫院的人對メノウ臉上的傷沒有太大的反應,只是拿了包冰塊讓他敷著。178Please respect copyright.PENANAbJTv9LWQRr
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「リンドウ、什麼時候會醒來呢?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAj4WfYxNBrz
メノウ將滴到手上的水抹到リンドウ額頭上,冰冷的水珠在滾燙的體溫下變得溫熱、乾涸、失去蹤影。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmmY8aDrSUc
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據醫生所說,リンドウ是因為抑制劑的罕見副作用突然陷入昏厥,又剛好倒在外面淋雨,導致他同時處於發情期和感冒發燒的情況。178Please respect copyright.PENANAPEjf0444DD
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「所以リンドウ暫時出不了醫院……是這個意思嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAamYEYX5KCq
「嗯,ケイ已經知道狀況了,如果到下星期リンドウ都還沒出院的話,P的公演就會延後舉行。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAszOQFT3xxI
「這樣也好,リンドウ這陣子一直讓人放不下心……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAkPp9nxjbFk
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「啊,這次也像之前那樣讓人代替リンドウ的位置就好了,這樣就不必延期了吧?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAJgXNB80hEo
「メノウ!你現在在說什麼……」一旁臉色慘白的真珠突然出言反對メノウ的提案。178Please respect copyright.PENANAWfFbuI4T2e
「真珠,在醫院裡要保持安靜。」夜光有些無奈的拉住激動的真珠。「メノウ,就算要找人代替,也得等リンドウ醒過來才能做決定。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAe9HkpaMOWn
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一切都得等リンドウ醒來才行。178Please respect copyright.PENANArwmMSe03EY
得在其他人阻攔之前從リンドウ那裡得到回應才行,メノウ將徹底融化的冰塊放到一邊,趴在病床邊閉上眼睛。178Please respect copyright.PENANAx7Q7VjeYAk
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空調運轉的聲音,外頭救護車的鳴笛聲,藥車在門外來回走動的聲響,遠遠的還能聽見人痛苦的呻吟聲。178Please respect copyright.PENANAeH2jclqKCx
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這裡是醫院嗎?醫院是會把燈全都關上的嗎?178Please respect copyright.PENANAE7CT5UKn1h
リンドウ將頭轉向藥車聲音的方向,本以為至少能看見一點從門縫透出的光線,卻一無所獲。178Please respect copyright.PENANAVLVUAXcmKO
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一點光都看不見。他眨了眨眼睛。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhbJ6dDoY56
他所知道的醫院不可能如此昏暗,但周遭過於乾淨的空氣不會說謊。178Please respect copyright.PENANAKcEZHvW6zp
那麼能解釋這個狀況的原因只剩一個。リンドウ吞了口口水,手指微微顫抖。178Please respect copyright.PENANA5PDkpBbRdt
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頭好痛,明明空調吹出的風是涼快的,身體卻異常燥熱,衣服也被汗水弄得濕答答的,感覺非常糟糕。178Please respect copyright.PENANAutBx22ylVX
全身上下的關節都發出悲鳴,一點細微的動作都會帶來疼痛感,完全提不起力氣,連眨眼都有些力不從心。178Please respect copyright.PENANAc8NIwpFAr4
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他從以前就不喜歡上醫院,但即便是這樣的他也知道,這種身體狀況下他並沒有逃避的選項。178Please respect copyright.PENANAEV3mRd3SUe
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發情期結束了嗎?現在在發燒嗎?為什麼眼睛會看不見?178Please respect copyright.PENANAZxmTxNQVq8
現在是幾號?是早上還是晚上?178Please respect copyright.PENANA3y3TFV6BBo
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還有——178Please respect copyright.PENANADkhhf7VM6N
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「有誰在嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAF7MU2jbFy4
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リンドウ將手抬起,在空氣中搖晃了幾下。 178Please respect copyright.PENANAWAFqMVqYMi
看來病房裡除了他之外誰都不在,周遭一點反應都沒有。178Please respect copyright.PENANAcATOHisPVH
那就一會兒,稍微消沉點也沒關係吧?178Please respect copyright.PENANAQoBrUYhUkc
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「有誰在嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANATB4FT5jiqL
凌晨三點,メノウ被リンドウ沙啞的聲音喚醒。178Please respect copyright.PENANARcH2HZ7Peh
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錯過回應的時機,他在一旁靜靜的看著リンドウ的手抬起,無力的搖晃後放下。178Please respect copyright.PENANATQpxUmQNUH
是在確認什麼嗎?メノウ壓著腳步聲走到病床邊,看見リンドウ那翡翠色的眼溢滿了淚水,從眼尾落進頭髮裡。178Please respect copyright.PENANAvAkPiJpRIr
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竟然可以在演技之外的場合看到リンドウ的眼淚,還真難得呢。178Please respect copyright.PENANAk7KfrWts1M
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メノウ將手伸到リンドウ眼前晃了晃,リンドウ雖然睜著眼睛,但瞳孔並沒有跟著メノウ的手有任何變化。178Please respect copyright.PENANAHN8xhE7UcV
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醫生曾經說過,醫院用的抑制劑有一定機率會在抑制發情的同時壓抑住其他感官,他或許會突然聽不見聲音、看不見東西,也有可能什麼副作用都沒有。178Please respect copyright.PENANAwynnn6arWD
リンドウ的狀況看來是沒抽中好籤。178Please respect copyright.PENANAJKj9wSezQI
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突然看不見東西應該很害怕吧?178Please respect copyright.PENANANR23SnwPm0
是因為覺得沒有人在所以才放心的顯露悲傷嗎?178Please respect copyright.PENANAnx37uIypZp
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メノウ將手覆在リンドウ眼前,想讓他將眼睛閉上。178Please respect copyright.PENANAv6hIO0vBB7
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「啊、對不起,剛剛沒注意到有人在……請問你是誰?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAAmnwgAJLXr
被淚水濕潤的睫毛掃過メノウ的手心。178Please respect copyright.PENANAuaHRugwgMo
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「該不會從剛才開始你就在了?雖然不知道你是誰,但很抱歉讓你看到難堪的一面。」178Please respect copyright.PENANA0aqYeIFBmN
被空調弄得乾燥的唇一張一合的,說著不會得到回應的話語。178Please respect copyright.PENANAsq3DRyjWsQ
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メノウ將手拿開,翠綠色的雙眼已經止住淚水,只剩下眼眶的紅暈和メノウ手心的濕潤感。明明很不安卻在人前好好的忍耐下來了呢。178Please respect copyright.PENANAMOp7uHPZwG
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他彎下腰將臉貼近リンドウ,原本只是想仔細看看他的表情,但看著他唇上乾裂的皺褶,メノウ心裡起了另一個念頭。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhyn7az8z7z
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「能幫我跟大家保密嗎……嗚——」178Please respect copyright.PENANAGO8F9SJHOI
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手緊緊按住リンドウ吊著點滴的手,唇貼上リンドウ的,舌頭趁著開口的間隙伸入。178Please respect copyright.PENANACl2Jgq0xxK
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「嗚……嗚嗯……」リンドウ的手腳試圖掙扎,但身體無力反抗,只能任由メノウ親吻他,舌頭攪動著無力反抗的口腔,將乾裂的嘴唇濡濕,讓他從喉嚨裡發出可憐的低吟聲。178Please respect copyright.PENANA0IUaPKWHfd
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「住……嗚……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAm9HPasA91A
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心底盤據的汙濁被雨水洗淨,變得輕快,沉在深處的美好浮現在眼前,亮起的舞台燈光、滲入指尖的愉悅之情,在遙遠的夢裡惹人憐愛的嬌吟……178Please respect copyright.PENANAp2FdUA7b6P
原本盤桓不去的煩躁感在親吻中弭平,他搞不好會對跟リンドウ接吻這件事上癮吧。178Please respect copyright.PENANAIVb6YSrBhC
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「哈啊、哈啊……你到底是……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAihEj5ZGlrN
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從深吻中解脫的リンドウ目光渙散的看著前方,頭髮在掙扎中變得凌亂,缺氧的生理性淚水將他的眼睛弄得濕漉漉的,慘白龜裂的唇也被蹭得通紅。178Please respect copyright.PENANAPK0lsnt7us
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——全都是我的。是我造成的。178Please respect copyright.PENANAflohBMRrJE
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他低下頭,伸舌舔了舔リンドウ的唇。興許是怕再次被メノウ趁隙舌吻,リンドウ這次將牙齒咬得緊緊的,不讓メノウ有機可趁。178Please respect copyright.PENANAsqNWPbb0Qd
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真可惜。178Please respect copyright.PENANAoYpMNSaML5
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「我可以幫你跟大家保密,但作為交換,剛才的事情你也得幫我保密才行。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAwbLtBTKYPo
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「メノウ……原來是你啊。剛才的事情……別隨便對人做比較好。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAZdSpq977w1
「為什麼?リンドウ不覺得舒服嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAEoFydDApJg
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「並不是只要舒服就什麼都可以做,嗚——」178Please respect copyright.PENANAjCSq8Iz92d
メノウ按住リンドウ的手,再次銜住リンドウ因為緊張而發顫的唇。178Please respect copyright.PENANArSnA3hg5OX
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「不過,リンドウ不否認舒服這點吧?」178Please respect copyright.PENANASFcfkQVgjI
「哈……我不否認メノウ接吻的技術很好,但接吻並不是這種對誰都能做的行為。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAZQeyYjHJxo
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「那從リンドウ看來,接吻應該跟誰做?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAjUpXzc2uqB
「那當然,是跟喜歡的人……」178Please respect copyright.PENANAMHVGzfo0vw
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「是好孩子會有的答案呢。リンドウ既然這麼說的話,那就是正確的吧。」178Please respect copyright.PENANARQyfuUeBDG
但是我不是好孩子,也不是リンドウ這樣的人。メノウ壓低聲音,在リンドウ耳邊說道。178Please respect copyright.PENANAt2jcQ87euU
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「至少,在對方說了『不』的時候,應該住手才對吧?」178Please respect copyright.PENANASfUU5dSWCa
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「如果是舞台上的接吻場景呢?即便這樣也要跟喜歡的人一起嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAIrb7Uk5tps
「舞台的話那是另當別論。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAUcZwgCnj9N
「那把這個也當成戲劇的練習就好了不是嗎?這樣的話你能配合我?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAnxUqCXxHSE
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舞台是不一樣的。メノウ對此心知肚明。178Please respect copyright.PENANAt6C8HJ5EvA
在舞台上,即便是相互仇視的角色之間也可能產生激情的熱吻,即便說了「不」也不可能停下。178Please respect copyright.PENANAIpGw08lSG2
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但在現實裡,リンドウ是正確的——跟メノウ相比。178Please respect copyright.PENANAZd9Vszzx0H
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「只要當成練習就好了。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAo1GzwLyj5t
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リンドウ沒有接著回應。178Please respect copyright.PENANAbXB3RCegAR
最初メノウ認為他是在斟酌字句,直到低頭確認時,才發現リンドウ已經睡著了。 178Please respect copyright.PENANAA2jKNY8qkp
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啊,忘記問リンドウ換人的問題了。メノウ後知後覺的想到,明明是為了第一時間從リンドウ那裡得到回覆所以才在醫院過夜的,卻偏偏忘了最重要的事情。178Please respect copyright.PENANAJLLIr8Cjxw
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「吶,你該怎麼補償我?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAd2y9DmV2TE
將自己過分的胡鬧歸咎於リンドウ,メノウ趴在床邊,聽著淺淺的呼吸聲入睡。178Please respect copyright.PENANAgd49RtNHqa
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リンドウ的下一次清醒是在隔天早上,メノウ去沖澡的時候。178Please respect copyright.PENANAMtDrlgvwrA
等メノウ沖完澡回到病房時,リンドウ正在跟マイカ討論住院期間的安排。178Please respect copyright.PENANAnVld6xdFnQ
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這段時間得跟人換班才行。178Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5xQwlIH1G
メノウ在你住院這兩天一直在翹班,等會見到他的時候得說他一頓。178Please respect copyright.PENANAiz48ugUEZD
真珠他很擔心你喔,下午他會過來看你,到時你多跟他聊聊吧。178Please respect copyright.PENANANltqUgiGwz
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接下來練習時間的也得跟大家商量一下才行。178Please respect copyright.PENANA4adnryO6Ax
在那之前你還是再多休息一會兒吧,眼睛不是還看不清楚東西嗎……178Please respect copyright.PENANAnVnMpX0IsL
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「リンドウ。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAJaRpjUnZW3
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メノウ在旁邊看著リンドウ跟マイカ的對話,但直到マイカ收拾東西準備離開的此刻,真正重要的公演問題一次都沒被提起過。178Please respect copyright.PENANAU4UiOLtyAc
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「メノウ,怎麼了?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAwDDWruq9hD
「關於公演,我有事情要跟你說。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAQn7y62ygJm
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メノウ將公演延期的消息轉達給リンドウ,對方許是早已猜到了,臉上並沒有太多驚訝。178Please respect copyright.PENANAb0P267iafW
愛操心卻又不喜歡表達的リンドウ就算猜到也會裝作不知道,想趁大家不注意偷偷解決吧?178Please respect copyright.PENANABIWO4CimKg
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如果藏起來不讓リンドウ知道的話,他也會更理所當然的躲著人獨自煩惱。178Please respect copyright.PENANAm4htwS1vPk
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「リンドウ,如果你沒能在時間內出院,就請你找人代替你上台,這樣你也能好好休息。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAFYtmxPwGqO
「嗯,我知道。但我不打算讓P的公演延期,也不打算輕易找人代替我。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAKOXuvqeqgE
所以,再給我一點時間好嗎?リンドウ說道。178Please respect copyright.PENANAAiEHssm4fO
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「嗯,Top的你這麼說的話,我就會等著的。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAhoGoGgYDRy
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有這個約定的話,這就會變成屬於你跟我的問題。178Please respect copyright.PENANANrsD2IOdoy
我們走在同一條鋼索上,如果你摔落的話我也不能倖免,所以在你摔落之前——在你失手把自己弄壞之前——,我會好好拉住你的。178Please respect copyright.PENANAYbBlopHeIQ
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得到回應的メノウ滿足的離開了病房,遠遠的,他聽見マイカ長長的嘆氣聲。178Please respect copyright.PENANACYX7vj3ITf
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結果還是讓メノウ說出口了。マイカ頭痛的按了按太陽穴。178Please respect copyright.PENANAxJAqk673C2
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早上過來的時候正好碰上リンドウ清醒,當時他還很樂觀地想著離出院的日子不遠了。結果現實並不如所想那般一帆風順。178Please respect copyright.PENANAwX7LvoxFcr
雖然抑制劑的副作用一兩天後就會完全消退,但算上等在後頭的發情期,出院日期可能會超出ケイ給的期限。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmPHpf1p844
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マイカ原本只打算簡單說明狀況,讓リンドウ先好好休息,否則因為壓力而影響到恢復就糟了。178Please respect copyright.PENANA9F1P6fxKvi
雖然做好隱瞞的心理準備,但卻沒能避開在醫院裡過夜還順便洗澡的メノウ。178Please respect copyright.PENANAKU3VKhS7xX
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「那樣跟メノウ承諾,リンドウ你打算怎麼做?醫院是不會讓你以這個狀態出院的。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAiSdXyLwjYQ
「我知道自己在做什麼,等副作用減弱之後我就會請醫院停掉抑制劑,把發情期處理掉。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAapPNBrgwJr
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「你要在這種狀態下一個人度過發情期嗎?不是說了要找個Alpha會比較好嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAjQV0ZsA3Nq
「但現在要找到適合的人幫忙也需要花時間,就先算了吧,我可以一個人解決掉的。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAj1WUvL64S6
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確實,擔心歸擔心,但不管是マイカ還是吉野,都不是能對リンドウ說出「我來幫你」這種話的人,要現在的リンドウ找出能解決發情期問題的Alpha並不實際。178Please respect copyright.PENANAKUj65dPgoe
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「你這麼決定的話,我也不好多說什麼,那來說些別的事情吧?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAG0Ui7SUCi4
「什麼樣的事情?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAwGdx32RaM5
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「喜歡的人造費洛蒙的氣味之類的,你會用到的對吧?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAiekkDLmNbL
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「吃哪個好呢?」メノウ在醫院內的商店繞了幾圈,原本是想省麻煩的挑個微波食品吃就好了,但最後卻停在了零食貨架前。178Please respect copyright.PENANAclYZSku78U
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「メノウ,你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAMhIjLgfRzM
在吉野找到リンドウ之前,ソテツ問メノウ的問題。178Please respect copyright.PENANANROAIlxbpW
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「只要能演戲的話不管在哪都無所謂。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAvYpbqHrA60
不管有沒有リンドウ都無所謂,少了誰都沒關係,只要自己能一直演戲就好了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAIQEL08K0rT
就算日常的煩躁感揮之不去,一旦站上舞台,這些都會變得無關緊要。178Please respect copyright.PENANAkJfCOpj7EO
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失去リンドウ並不會對「舞台上的メノウ」造成任何打擊,只要這樣就夠了。178Please respect copyright.PENANArhNRIEKER7
リンドウ也是如此,只要「舞台上的リンドウ」安然無恙,其他的事都無所謂。178Please respect copyright.PENANAiuVWreabB6
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砰咚。178Please respect copyright.PENANAnzehSME2K6
面前傳來物品掉落的聲音,メノウ低下頭,幾個被自己撥弄過的零食正躺在地上——應該是被他弄掉的吧。178Please respect copyright.PENANAw6xOQ1NBuI
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「這下就不用選要吃什麼了。」メノウ將掉落地上的零食們抱起,到櫃檯結帳。178Please respect copyright.PENANA2IUX2H91gj
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病房裡頭只剩リンドウ一個人,他正靠坐在病床上,不發一語的看著窗外。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhY0kaCswUP
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「窗外有什麼東西嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAbKT9XVmWyX
「不,只是醫生讓我多看看遠方,這樣眼睛能恢復的快點。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAvhIswFiRJZ
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「リンドウ要吃牛奶糖嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAMrYNAdPTab
「不了,謝謝你的好意。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAbqulAGDbEC
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メノウ把買的零食一字排開,看看自己到底都買了些什麼。178Please respect copyright.PENANAE1iJ4wkCyw
牛奶糖、口香糖、汽水糖,喉糖和巧克力。178Please respect copyright.PENANAXEtjR5Xzz3
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「リンドウ沒有什麼想吃的東西嗎?我買了很多。」178Please respect copyright.PENANA9NdObtyUAl
「嗯,我剛吃過藥,現在不管吃什麼都是苦的,就不浪費你買的東西了。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAsH7uZsU9mw
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昨天好不容易弄出點血色的嘴唇,現在又變成青白色了。メノウ盯著リンドウ的臉想。178Please respect copyright.PENANALX9efpSglW
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嗯,真浪費啊。178Please respect copyright.PENANA4uVWJZtXWu
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メノウ低下頭,剝開一顆牛奶糖含進嘴裡。因為在路上一邊發呆一邊吃糖的關係,回過神來連甜味都被舌頭厭煩,變成苦味。178Please respect copyright.PENANAoixv7uibw5
他接著將一旁的巧克力包裝拆開,掰成兩塊。178Please respect copyright.PENANAvmiT8jxnIr
メノウ將一半握在手裡,嘴裡咬著另一半朝リンドウ走近。178Please respect copyright.PENANAFtuHEDSJ5E
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甜過頭的巧克力在嘴裡融化,苦澀感黏呼呼的糾纏著舌頭和喉嚨。178Please respect copyright.PENANAnjeBAzvlAd
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「メノウ,マイカ說你這兩天都待在醫院裡照顧我,但是我已經醒了,明天開始還是要好好到店裡才行喔。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAxu9ZP0FVy5
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說謊。咬著的巧克力融化了大半。178Please respect copyright.PENANADqZVIY5qWQ
你明明知道我待在這裡時都做了些什麼。178Please respect copyright.PENANAIMggL620ho
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メノウ將手伸向リンドウ,在他反應過來之前捏住他的下巴,而リンドウ也握住メノウ的手想把他拉開。178Please respect copyright.PENANA9C4smT2cSL
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他可以感覺到リンドウ將牙齒咬緊。178Please respect copyright.PENANAXN5BMwMigR
雖然說是「照顧」,但昨晚的事情可沒那麼快就能忘記。如果沒有抑制劑阻攔,昨天那種程度的吻就能算是個臨時標記了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAqvFHZvmYfm
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メノウ用拇指撩開リンドウ的嘴唇,讓リンドウ張開嘴。接著將那手上接近融化的巧克力塞進リンドウ嘴裡。178Please respect copyright.PENANAxuhZ1IKy5B
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融化的巧克力被蹭到リンドウ的唇上、臉頰上。慘白的臉沾上了一點一點的棕。178Please respect copyright.PENANA2G6W4VMje1
メノウ皺了皺眉,將臉貼近リンドウ,伸舌將那些巧克力舔掉,從耳後、臉頰、嘴角。178Please respect copyright.PENANAOk21XjYVTs
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塵土是巧克力的味道。178Please respect copyright.PENANA1YamHm52wz
在疲憊的味蕾上,甜味狼狽的匍匐著,リンドウ無力的手指揪著衣角,抗拒著。178Please respect copyright.PENANANz42JCGnjG
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「嗚……メ……」リンドウ試圖推開他,但結果就跟昨晚一樣徒勞無功,只能任由メノウ將舌頭伸進口中,將逐漸融化的巧克力塗滿他的舌尖。178Please respect copyright.PENANAs0g77tQfWZ
像這樣能完全壓制リンドウ的機會可不多呢。メノウ半瞇著眼,看著羞赧的緋色從リンドウ的脖子蔓延到耳尖。178Please respect copyright.PENANAAvsKvLWkHV
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「你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAz9vgJEhiVn
「我只要能演戲的話在哪裡也無所謂。」178Please respect copyright.PENANARMhSDPkz7p
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不管有沒有リンドウ都無所謂,少了誰都沒關係,只要能一直演戲就好了。這個想法大概會永遠持續下去,不會有任何改變。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmbuNPg6cFS
只是在昨晚看到リンドウ蒼白的臉色,看著他乾裂的唇時,那一小段「有沒有リンドウ都無所謂」的想法出現動搖。178Please respect copyright.PENANAW78VLWly6Q
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雖然結論不會改變,但リンドウ對他來說並沒有到沒了也無所謂的程度。178Please respect copyright.PENANArJEmZY949x
他會在暴風雨般沉重的費洛蒙裡生起壓倒リンドウ的渴望,也會在無味的空氣裡親吻リンドウ。178Please respect copyright.PENANA7kI2fYuESX
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メノウ放開リンドウ的唇,滿意的看著リンドウ的臉色因為他而再次泛起紅潤。178Please respect copyright.PENANAYGChRrfLfv
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「病人可不能挑食,你不快點好起來我會很困擾的。」178Please respect copyright.PENANA5hh2MbMAQh
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「メノウ,甜食可不能算是正餐。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAe7Is6btD7u
「巧克力不可能有錯的。」メノウ用拇指擦了擦リンドウ的嘴角。「現在,リンドウ想吃牛奶糖嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAYzDPucZva5
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リンドウ看著他,有些無奈的點了點頭。178Please respect copyright.PENANA0Kkdi4kuiA
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怕苦其實是說謊。178Please respect copyright.PENANAx0u0LoKzKH
リンドウ嘴裡含著牛奶糖想。178Please respect copyright.PENANAlc5HTSJBQB
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他只是不想跟メノウ有太多接觸而已,可結果上不管給出什麼理由都無法阻止メノウ。178Please respect copyright.PENANA4rGPrLzqMJ
表面上是想催促他早日康復,但在リンドウ看來似乎不只如此。メノウ也知道這是著急不了的事情吧?178Please respect copyright.PENANA24OXUDSPnu
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「リンドウ午餐想吃什麼?」178Please respect copyright.PENANADQ2mnTqXPJ
「我吃醫院的餐盒就可以了,你今天應該有排班對吧,不用一直在這裡顧著我。」178Please respect copyright.PENANA2hfS6xyRoM
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「但從這裡出發去店裡也已經確定遲到,乾脆不去好了。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAEeOQW7SEYJ
「遲到和翹班還是不一樣的。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAXpkpZo481J
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「那請假就沒關係了吧?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAbzNmH9t2US
「如果已經請好假的話我確實不好說什麼,但是在醫院度過假日並不有趣喔。」178Please respect copyright.PENANA0ySGoUn1GH
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「平常的話確實如此,但今天我覺得還蠻有趣的。」メノウ一邊說著一邊用手指在棉被上劃圈。「那我午餐也跟リンドウ一樣的吧。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAq9iGLVzDey
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「要吃餐盒的話,メノウ得快點去登記才行,不然會趕不上的。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAzunCTTDnjK
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手指劃圈的力道隔著棉被傳到大腿上,帶來微妙的搔癢感。178Please respect copyright.PENANAreQ1bVlVaA
リンドウ難為情的將腿併攏,往床的另一邊挪。178Please respect copyright.PENANACiaW1yjUBD
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「趕不上的話,跟リンドウ分一半好了。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAQW4bZ5Lwel
メノウ將臉抬起,在舞台下總有些慵懶的眼神反常的亮了起來。178Please respect copyright.PENANAEF85hd17bU
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即便在這種視線模糊的情況下,他仍然能看出メノウ眼中的變化。178Please respect copyright.PENANAJYfyC767jr
——那是メノウ在找尋靈感的眼神。178Please respect copyright.PENANA8nZQbfNnUh
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「哈哈,那可不行。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAO2vZ7JKjcc
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從那些示愛、吻和照顧裡,リンドウ可以猜到メノウ想得到什麼靈感,這種情感他非常熟悉,它會出現在某些客人眼裡,也會在鏡子的另一端看見。178Please respect copyright.PENANAp3j2le2wVu
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然而,不是每種感情都可以讓人試試味道的,也不是所有「希望」都被期望成真。178Please respect copyright.PENANA54pW50sygm
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適合他倆的世界,一定是孤獨且自由的。178Please respect copyright.PENANAZ98YqZ0Z1D
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「請假」的日子來到了第三個早晨,從今天起床開始,リンドウ就一直看著窗外發呆。178Please respect copyright.PENANAkFkxPNaL0S
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若是平常的話,他應該會無聊的開始打瞌睡,但就在剛才メノウ找到了排解無聊的方式。178Please respect copyright.PENANA9bMGjENfp6
微微突出的嘴唇線條、收在耳後的頭髮、意識到メノウ的視線而繃緊的肌肉。連自己也不明白為甚麼這樣看著會覺得這樣很有趣,只是看著リンドウ就能度過無趣的時間。178Please respect copyright.PENANAhSG5L74nXh
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「メノウ,有一件事想拜託你跑一趟,可以嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAh8vfItyF0x
「什麼事?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAuuTyyaDKaw
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「可以幫我拿我下次公演的劇本嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAv5hSEJhaB4
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早上的時候リンドウ也跟マイカ說過同樣的話,看來是沒能從マイカ那邊要到。178Please respect copyright.PENANAl7CeSHx45f
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雖然現在リンドウ的狀態看起來很平穩,但實際上昨天半夜他才因為做惡夢驚醒,在床上翻來覆去的,剛睡醒時臉色也很糟,這種情況下マイカ自然是不會幫リンドウ拿劇本的。178Please respect copyright.PENANAf0IrOi9oaV
病人就應該好好休息。マイカ這麼說。178Please respect copyright.PENANA18Cj4fNPsR
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不過メノウ就沒有マイカ這樣的顧慮了。想練習的話,就這樣讓他做到精疲力盡好了,或許這樣反而能睡得更好。178Please respect copyright.PENANANbnTiccenb
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「那作為幫忙的代價,我回來之後要跟我一起對台詞喔。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAfSrkVaOJUs
「嗯,拜託你了。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAFJMTIJ0N5c
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「你應該也知道,在發生這種事之後要再從醫院拿抑制劑是不可能的。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAdXhQ3J0LB2
昨晚醫生這麼說。178Please respect copyright.PENANAJdT6MeXROi
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「接下來半年內你的發情期都會很不穩定,不標記也沒關係,你最好找個Alpha陪你度過。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAkH2ka4JEMh
「如果不願意找Alpha的話,安全起見必須讓你在醫院裡度過發情期才行。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAc1V6DpRMAO
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發情期被過度壓抑的後果,是為期半年的劇烈反彈,以及厚厚一疊的同意書,用來確保自己在發情期時不會做出讓自己後悔的決定。178Please respect copyright.PENANAk9pOYCnhiW
但是,如果連清醒的時候做的決定都會讓人後悔,這些紙張和證明又有甚麼意義呢?178Please respect copyright.PENANAv5bTE3HBfx
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發情期中發生事故的第一和第二聯絡人是誰?178Please respect copyright.PENANAfCFPnfqEc3
如果發生必須被標記的情況,第一和第二選項是誰?178Please respect copyright.PENANAnOGOrmxtB4
有希望能一直陪在身邊的人選嗎?178Please respect copyright.PENANAtUxhPXV1bX
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不知道、不知道、說不出口。178Please respect copyright.PENANAH849hE2acA
即便所有的選項早已有了答案,但紙上的回答只有後悔和躊躇。178Please respect copyright.PENANACPMbUwbAHL
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早知道就不要跟メノウ做約定了,リンドウ嘆了口氣。178Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ7oC2Xe9M
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「メノウ,我差不多要出院了,得做些準備。明天開始你就不用過來醫院了。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAiYYjzmCirh
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按照約定,リンドウ跟メノウ將各自的台詞都對過一遍,就連メノウ臨時想試其他角色的台詞,リンドウ也都笑著配合。178Please respect copyright.PENANANUfplfcrM4
在メノウ心滿意足地將劇本放下時,窗外的景色已是夜幕低垂。178Please respect copyright.PENANAYwvCsfbdif
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「準備的話,我在這裡也沒關係吧,我不會礙事的。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAkhGw3lyp5M
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而且,リンドウ你是需要我的吧?178Please respect copyright.PENANALhc5YQSmCc
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「不是這個問題。」リンドウ輕輕地搖了搖頭。178Please respect copyright.PENANACc4eoXSrfU
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他的耳尖泛起了一點緋紅。啊,是指發情期的準備啊。178Please respect copyright.PENANA53RTZRnDJh
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「那今天晚上我就直接回家好了,一旦在這裡過夜,總會讓我覺得明天還是假日呢,趁現在有那個念頭,我就先離開好了。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAKz2ACCuZan
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你明明是需要我的。メノウ一邊收拾行李一邊回想這幾天在醫院度過的時間。178Please respect copyright.PENANAHC92uJ8e4F
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第一個夜晚,リンドウ在高燒中醒來,從那時起他就發現リンドウ非常不喜歡待在醫院裡。178Please respect copyright.PENANAcOS79DaNoz
因為他難受的哭了,全身上下都發著抖,所以メノウ吻了他。178Please respect copyright.PENANAYmsWCVZLcM
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第二個夜晚,リンドウ的燒已經退了大半,他安靜的躺在床上發著呆。178Please respect copyright.PENANAmiebLTT0Ix
或許是失眠了吧,所以メノウ擠上病床緊緊抱住他。178Please respect copyright.PENANAP1pzznpTWk
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昨晚,リンドウ在睡著後不久因為噩夢而驚醒。178Please respect copyright.PENANAoEaMesOPNT
因為他睡夢中的呻吟實在太過可憐,所以メノウ將手伸進リンドウ的衣服裡,用身體的愉悅哄他入睡。178Please respect copyright.PENANAOuBOI5pfTY
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說是安撫リンドウ,但メノウ自己也知道這算是惡劣的騷擾。178Please respect copyright.PENANAR4kxEU609z
可即便是這樣過頭的身體接觸,リンドウ都沒有推開他。178Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZaX4ETINF
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リンドウ很溫柔,但沒有到能一再容忍他人親吻和愛撫的程度。178Please respect copyright.PENANAGStTj4wD98
在他小睡時特地脫下外套幫他蓋上也好,將他抱起來換地方睡覺也好,這些好意都已經超出了待人和善的範圍。178Please respect copyright.PENANAruquyekQYB
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「リンドウ人真好呢,連外套都借我。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAefzVb2RSKQ
「是只對你這樣不是嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANA7EmoDAo8LL
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他有許多證據證明リンドウ對他有所縱容,而這些縱容最後都指向同一件事情:178Please respect copyright.PENANA9qfr6MAqJ3
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「リンドウ,你喜歡我對吧?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAacM0jlid9e
然後,對你做出這些事情的我大概也是如此。178Please respect copyright.PENANANOsUGXRV6g
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「我表現得這麼明顯嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANADWZPMCWwi0
在這幾天的相處裡,在メノウ一次次試探底線的行為下,リンドウ早已預想到這個場面。腦中閃過的不是「該怎麼轉移話題才好」,而是單純的「啊,你終於開口了嗎」的感慨。178Please respect copyright.PENANAuOkRDfFhLL
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「因為你總是對人很好,平常的話其實不太能察覺到。但是這幾天就不一樣了,就算是我也覺得這幾天做的事有些過頭了,但リンドウ卻一次都沒趕我出去,這樣還不明顯嗎?」178Please respect copyright.PENANANNeDxpmUYV
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「啊……對不起。」リンドウ苦笑著垂下眼。178Please respect copyright.PENANA6EedXQA9zY
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「リンドウ,只要你願意,我就會標記你。」メノウ將嘴湊近リンドウ耳邊,用和昨晚相同哄他睡覺的聲音說道。178Please respect copyright.PENANAFKcJOf6L4v
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「謝謝你的好意,但是這幾天我已經很滿足了,到這裡就行了。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAGOMSMXyATv
「我也覺得你會這麼想。以後如果反悔,我是會跟你索取代價的。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAcRFQgmpqED
「嗯,謝謝你。」178Please respect copyright.PENANAvCyBM5uEkQ
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這幾天就像做夢一樣。178Please respect copyright.PENANAm3JZCET7QX
嘗到了一直以來都不敢想像,害怕自己一旦知曉就會迷失其中的情感。178Please respect copyright.PENANApPBd8kC1kn
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已經到夢醒的時間了。178Please respect copyright.PENANAH8AFuoJd1m
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「メノウ!」在メノウ即將消失在視野裡之前,リンドウ忍不住叫住他。178Please respect copyright.PENANAxA3leQXFPa
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「怎麼了?」178Please respect copyright.PENANAzGpFdwf8Tv
「不,沒什麼。在店裡見吧。」178Please respect copyright.PENANA3F8JQSVxPf
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