「你等我一等喇。」佢走入房。387Please respect copyright.PENANAwSAANiss2j
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我喺大廳聽到有人打開抽櫃嘅聲音,過咗三十秒佢行翻出嚟。387Please respect copyright.PENANAFLos59G49l
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佢攞咗張粉紅色卡紙比我:「你老豆整咗張卡仔比我,上面寫住「阿美~兩週年快樂,May, Happy 2nd Anniversary,我愛你阿美,I love you may.」你老豆15歲就做裝修,英文都唔識多個,無啦啦整張咁嘅野,當年青春少艾嘅我梗係dip晒糖喇。咁我就冇理呀哥反對繼續一齊,嗰陣我同呀哥冷戰到我結婚呀,個關係幾咁僵。」佢講嘅時侯比我嘅感覺係苦中帶點甜。387Please respect copyright.PENANAMwaKMMCMUp
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卡紙上面有啲用marker寫嘅字,但大部分字都褪色,左下角有一男一女公仔嘅合照。387Please respect copyright.PENANAn3gExWBdGS
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「阿美,咁同阿爸係大頭鬼有咩關係啊?」我好心急問佢。387Please respect copyright.PENANA3Q7UCY7IQc
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「呀係,你老豆係佢哋果家人嗰個大佬,佢細佬衰爛賭呀,過大海賭錢輸十幾個,嗰陣我同你呀爸拍拖又係月月清,邊度有錢還比佢啊。跟住你老豆又話自己係長子嫡孫,要幫佢細佬喎。我就理佢都痴線喇,我哋唔洗買樓呀?跟住你老豆偷偷地攞咗果十幾萬幫佢還,佢依家爛泥扶唔上柄呀,娶咗個大陸女人。仲要係結婚頭兩年,我同你老豆日日都要嘈依個問題。」呀媽愈講愈大聲。387Please respect copyright.PENANAOPjxVS1wTy
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「唔怪之得你咁憎阿叔喇。」我示意佢細聲少少唔好嘈到阿爸瞓教。387Please respect copyright.PENANAgSOZNWk0pa
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「嗰陣如果唔係有咗你,一早同佢離婚喇,我每次返到屋企都好似情緒失控咁喺咁鬧你老豆㗎,你老豆淨係粒聲唔出,真係把鬼火。啱啱生你出嚟你仲要成隻貓仔咁,成日要人抱住先瞓,一偷偷放你落床就即刻喊,果陣見到你咁我就知依個一定係我個仔,遺傳晒啲情緒成日咁飄忽。」阿媽抬起頭望住窗邊又笑又哭。387Please respect copyright.PENANA8Nxm2Sd17F
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「咁你最後點原諒老豆㗎?」我眼瞪瞪望住阿媽。387Please respect copyright.PENANAb6piwKQR6L
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「唉~人生係咁㗎喇,我日日夜夜係咁返工挨出病喇,醫生話我長期太大壓力,有粒腫瘤係個腦,要我即刻停工,我話佢都烚戇,唔返工邊個養你呀。同埋話個粒腫瘤壓住唔知咩神經線,話可能會失憶。跟住你老豆就喺床邊捉住我隻手話佢以後會搵多份工做,佢以後會盡心盡力經營好哩個家庭。我同佢一齊咁耐都係第一次見佢喊,我又衰心軟,果刻覺得佢好MAN。之後果幾年你老豆都要幫我還手術費,但你呀爸果陣做咩都就晒我,咁我咪原諒佢囉。」387Please respect copyright.PENANA33jtrPBDCg
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我雖然知咁樣問佢會好衰,但我都係忍唔住問:「如果比多一次機會你,你會唔會都喺揀同老豆一齊?同埋點解?」387Please respect copyright.PENANAkbOva8k9kJ
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阿媽聽到之後輕輕淺笑:「你問依條問題都戇居嘅,邊有得揀呀,揀多次比你有個更好條件嘅男人又點?之後一定有更加多更好嘅出現,到時你又再揀呀?有啲野無論好定唔好,發生咗就係最好!最重要係你識唔識欣賞依家身邊嘅人,唔係嘅話你睇個個人都唔順眼㗎。」387Please respect copyright.PENANACMRBPdGNUO
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「唔……」我摸一摸下巴扮作似懂非懂嘅樣。387Please respect copyright.PENANAr5h2V97Pmg
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阿媽望住我偷笑:「你都廿歲仔喇,仲咁毒,出去玩多啲喇,有女仔鍾該就去追喇,不過唔好好似你老豆咁屎就得喇。」387Please respect copyright.PENANAFnh4k2t7ih
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「知喇。」我聽到個毒字喺阿媽口中講出嚟,唔知點解個心有啲酸酸地。387Please respect copyright.PENANAXyA7CMho0u
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阿媽望住我:「唉~咪話阿美唔教你。如果你覺得同個女仔忽遠忽近咁,對你唔瞅唔睬,你點都要咬住唔好放呀,一放就冇咗喇。咁梗係唔係喺咁問佢咩事喇,不過你要成日陪喺佢身邊,慢慢佢就會忍唔住同你講㗎喇。」387Please respect copyright.PENANAFAyN7XYPH1
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阿媽拍一拍我個頭:「唔好比咁大壓力自己,我瞓先,聽日仲要七點開工。」387Please respect copyright.PENANAt1iHtwOww0
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我同阿媽相處咗二十年,今次係佢第一次咁完整講晒成個故事比我聽。唔知點解聽完佢講嘅故事,我內心居然覺得好似有隻手安撫我心口一樣咁溫暖。