分開過後,或許你會依然放不下那個她,耿耿於懷那個她,念念不忘那個她。正常的,當你投入過一段感情,付出過、愛過、痛過、恨過、傷過,最後卻以分手為這段感情劃上句號,任誰都會不忿,任誰都會悲傷,任誰都會掛念。然而,你曾愛過那個她,或那個他,霎時間會難以適應原本一直存在你的世界卻又匆匆離去,不留一點緩沖,不留一點痕跡。233Please respect copyright.PENANAmXkYoG00uL
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「不習慣」的感覺便會從心中好像有誰打開了水庫中閳門,水庫中的的水湧出,形成一面截滿回憶的湖水,無間斷地反射着過往的親吻、擁抱、牽手的畫面,那熟悉卻又變得陌生的動作在湖面閃爍着,塑成「不習慣」的倒影。233Please respect copyright.PENANAAJuZSw6e3G
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空虛感、孤獨感、寂寞感均一一襲上心頭,與她共渡的畫面化成一片片零散細碎的碎片,逐片,逐片地,插入你的心坎裏,沒有割傷血流的傷口,卻有割傷血流的痛楚,殺你一個的措手不及。233Please respect copyright.PENANAxt7YdlqeX9
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男生打開手機通訊錄,按進她的對話框之中,然後輸入:「你最近還好嗎?」233Please respect copyright.PENANAjKkCd7hc1h
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我喝止男生:「這樣好嗎?始終,是你先放手。」233Please respect copyright.PENANAepBfda3a6u
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一段真心付出過感情,就似吸了香煙般,剛開始之時你會偶爾「在你想吸的時候」才會把它拿出來,之後,你便會慢慢成癮,你再不能自控,你會依賴,你會習慣,雙方如是。然而,當你想戒掉它的時候,或被戒掉,你都難以接受。每天,你都緊握着她,你都有她在旁,那個按時按候伸手入褲袋拿煙盒的動作,那次的擁抱、那次的牽手、那次的親吻,理應是如此的習以為常,如此的自然。偏偏,你卻有了伸手入褲袋中卻再找不到煙盒的那份掏空感,再沒有擁抱、再沒有牽手、再沒有親吻、再沒有她……那份不習慣、那份不自然、那份空虛、那份失落,都纏繞在你心中一直蔓延開去,刺痛着你的神經,刺痛着你的思緒。233Please respect copyright.PENANAREpBIrKUyw
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你已是如此,那……她呢?被你放開的她只會更受着那份掏空感刺痛着每一處,比你,更痛。如今,她可是繼續忍耐着那份痛,慢慢的,逐少的,把習慣的煙枝忍痛扔掉,一枝,一枝,一盒,一盒。就算,那份癮症再度纏繞在她心頭,她能做的,亦只有壓抑心中的虛幻童話,狠狠地以殘酷現實割破那粉紅色的童話泡泡,狠狠的。233Please respect copyright.PENANAMT1BTyfxiT
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放下,需要時間。若然她終於能開始習慣那份的麻木,痛楚的麻木,而此時,你卻又以一句的「最近好嗎」,給予她一個裝滿一支支煙的煙盒,勾都起她對你的「煙癮」,又仿佛多了你的幻影再次踏進她的世界之中,她會有何感受?233Please respect copyright.PENANAu3pvO4HpZ7
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「最怕此生,已經決心自己過,沒有你。卻又突然,聽到你的消息。」233Please respect copyright.PENANAtbxgAmK2Gc
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以這句歌詞形容,再合適不過。233Please respect copyright.PENANATa4aNew7tn
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男生對着我笑了一笑,他把原本輸入在對話框的「你最近還好嗎」長按,然後剪下。再按進設定的頁面,點了點自己的頭像,在名稱下欄的「狀態」長按,然後貼上。233Please respect copyright.PENANAbwH2pSJ9IH
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「這是我想跟她說的話,與她的……『溝通方式』。」男生說道。233Please respect copyright.PENANARfjOCtA5vM
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「嘻,那就好。」233Please respect copyright.PENANA1q37afBGIm
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或者,男生以另一種方式去「不打擾」。旁人看似是如此的毫無意義,不過,這可是一直埋藏心底的默默祝褔,默默的不打擾。這總比驀地的一句去擾亂她的思緒,甚至再次踏入在她的世界之中。233Please respect copyright.PENANAIKm0ZQZszh
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我寧願,一直退後;我寧願,不再出現;我寧願,妳忘記我。233Please respect copyright.PENANAcKkTZLJUDZ
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沒有纏繞的拉扯,只有無聲的祝褔。233Please respect copyright.PENANAZi8ti9UTL0
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有種愛,叫不打擾。233Please respect copyright.PENANAVqxc6w4c5D