// Mark's P.O.V //812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJU5wfZ6pN
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I sat at my desk, crying, thinking, hoping.
God why me…?812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcMO2AoYhR
I asked myself. My rectangular glasses laid beside me as the hot tears stung my brown eyes, falling slowly down my cheeks and dripping onto the top of my dark wooden desk. That night, my house was empty, like every night. No one would visit, my friends have forgotten about me. Except for Sean and Felix, but God knows where they are now.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnVBw9kvgs
Felix was probably in Sweden with his fiancé, and Sean; I don't know. I heard something ringing, it was my computer. I rubbed my bloody wrists before covering them with my sweater sleeve. 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYalQQTyVy
"Sean…"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRfSfYRvjq
I whispered to no one. I clicked the answer button to the Skype call, quickly wiping my tears and cleaning up my act. Putting on my glasses, I forced out a fake smile.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1miiKG5sr
"Mark? You okay?"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNJNZ9wC59
"Y-Yeah Jack, I'm fine.."812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYndGuiz3md
I lied.
"Mark, I can tell you've been cryin'. Tell me what happened, tell me everything you saw."812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTJVzJvK4c
His voice comforted me, like he actually cared. I talked quietly, though there was no need to do so. My eyes darting away from those gorgeous, tempting, and ocean mesmerizing eyes so I wouldn't get lost in them. Blushing from embarrassment, I had been staring.
"I…"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ4oQgR9hP
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth. 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwaCBcKvuW
"Shh, it's okay Mark. Because you know what?"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f1gQpIN5b
I looked back up at the screen, directly into his eyes.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqgPjOC5S7
"I'm moving in with you."812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0byly8vavJ
My heart skipped several beats. My cheeks light pink now, eyes wide. His smile brightening the room already. I smiled a real smile, I just wanted to hug him.
"You can't understand how happy I am to hear that…"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpflLRzOLyq
I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. Tears of happiness. He giggled and it made me feel a spark of happiness inside. 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2QhMgHi20
"Well, I'm sorry. I have to go now, the plane is about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours. Love you."812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuRHDxh42V
He hung up. I hadn't realized he was on the plane. 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOZqOCK9TH
"Love you too…"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWu8J0V8XM
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I blushed bright red as my heart fluttered. I got up and ran upstairs. I wanted to clean the house before Sean got here. I put latex gloves on my hands and got to work. Starting at the kitchen, I began to disinfect the house. My wrists hurt like hell, but I didn't care. 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp9yuxqeyQ
It was about eight thirty when I started, now eleven twenty nine. I took off the gloves and threw them in the trash. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my wrists. Bandaging both of them.
There was a faint knock at the front door.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmf6uxmAph
"I'-In a minute!"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DQfFA6oyr
I put the stuff away and stumbled to the door. Unlocking it, I opened it to see Sean standing there. He set his stuff down and flung himself at me into an embrace. His strong arms around me, I smiled and hugged back. 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzuR02dety
"Mark!"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCoG88Cfg0
I didn't respond, I trapped him in the hug. After getting his stuff inside, I pulled him inside my humble home. After getting Sean's stuff put away, I heard him call my name.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayxP6Q23q3
"Yes Jack?"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡineLW5NDgp
"Come 'ere please."812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU7f9aSkz4
I nodded uselessly and walked to him by following his voice. He was standing in the middle of the living room. Now in front of him, I felt him grip my forearms. I blushed darkly as he pulled me in. My mouth slightly agape, I felt his breath hitting my lips.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSslt05NQGt
"You're very handsome, y'know…~"
He whispered. His thick irish accent soft made me shudder under him. He had grown taller than me. 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZTEO0u7WC
Sean smashed his lips into mine.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb78t34XFc
I froze, blushing pure red. But with his, I closed my eyes and kissed back with the same force. As the kiss lasted for what seemed like an eternity, he unfortunately parted away. I was panting for air, opening my eyes to gaze up at him. 812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5PWTvYHhC
Our first kiss.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15tge51p8X
That was amazing...812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fMX3l8QFY
"That was…magical.."812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBj4qam6ng
He smirked down at me.
"Heh, I'll sneak in a few more here and there."812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGzN2orG0P
He got serious. Sean had glanced down at my bandaged wrists. He grasped them gently, turning them over to the side where they had started to bleed out of the white bandages. He put his lips to the cuts and scars, kissing them lightly.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlhfYTD2qJ
"Please don't do this ever again…"812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mEMHs41YR
I nodded after catching my breath. He hugged me again and held me there. It was truly magical. Maybe there was hope.812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh19h0sqvL
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