// Mark's P.O.V //798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMuTBDm1Sn
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I sat at my desk, crying, thinking, hoping.
God why me…?798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyIWJYon7E
I asked myself. My rectangular glasses laid beside me as the hot tears stung my brown eyes, falling slowly down my cheeks and dripping onto the top of my dark wooden desk. That night, my house was empty, like every night. No one would visit, my friends have forgotten about me. Except for Sean and Felix, but God knows where they are now.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwAy37fMeO
Felix was probably in Sweden with his fiancé, and Sean; I don't know. I heard something ringing, it was my computer. I rubbed my bloody wrists before covering them with my sweater sleeve. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTiwVnwMGy
"Sean…"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2faRDTqEq
I whispered to no one. I clicked the answer button to the Skype call, quickly wiping my tears and cleaning up my act. Putting on my glasses, I forced out a fake smile.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiDbMCQ4NW
"Mark? You okay?"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMPguhFlzT
"Y-Yeah Jack, I'm fine.."798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX1hi27yXw
I lied.
"Mark, I can tell you've been cryin'. Tell me what happened, tell me everything you saw."798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFeQGPz0pJ
His voice comforted me, like he actually cared. I talked quietly, though there was no need to do so. My eyes darting away from those gorgeous, tempting, and ocean mesmerizing eyes so I wouldn't get lost in them. Blushing from embarrassment, I had been staring.
"I…"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuihG1GJeH
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVNCESrSYi
"Shh, it's okay Mark. Because you know what?"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtIEcyrWZ7
I looked back up at the screen, directly into his eyes.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SRMrbIPox
"I'm moving in with you."798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSwV7IU8cl
My heart skipped several beats. My cheeks light pink now, eyes wide. His smile brightening the room already. I smiled a real smile, I just wanted to hug him.
"You can't understand how happy I am to hear that…"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j9cM3eu7a
I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. Tears of happiness. He giggled and it made me feel a spark of happiness inside. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsktKf8QUjN
"Well, I'm sorry. I have to go now, the plane is about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours. Love you."798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1sdgJJvEP
He hung up. I hadn't realized he was on the plane. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9hPbFt7Aw
"Love you too…"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvGZ4NTQp9
He loves me?798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeQlPskjMX
I blushed bright red as my heart fluttered. I got up and ran upstairs. I wanted to clean the house before Sean got here. I put latex gloves on my hands and got to work. Starting at the kitchen, I began to disinfect the house. My wrists hurt like hell, but I didn't care. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJqOEq2Clj
It was about eight thirty when I started, now eleven twenty nine. I took off the gloves and threw them in the trash. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my wrists. Bandaging both of them.
There was a faint knock at the front door.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyHqMsqfVm
"I'-In a minute!"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuJgF40CBN
I put the stuff away and stumbled to the door. Unlocking it, I opened it to see Sean standing there. He set his stuff down and flung himself at me into an embrace. His strong arms around me, I smiled and hugged back. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vRyJ6eUk4
"Mark!"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91e2KaZktI
I didn't respond, I trapped him in the hug. After getting his stuff inside, I pulled him inside my humble home. After getting Sean's stuff put away, I heard him call my name.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8VoBOFbad
"Yes Jack?"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y7JjnTfbN
"Come 'ere please."798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMMdMO6K1C
I nodded uselessly and walked to him by following his voice. He was standing in the middle of the living room. Now in front of him, I felt him grip my forearms. I blushed darkly as he pulled me in. My mouth slightly agape, I felt his breath hitting my lips.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZE2uXmgHR
"You're very handsome, y'know…~"
He whispered. His thick irish accent soft made me shudder under him. He had grown taller than me. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFk7Ota8jS
Sean smashed his lips into mine.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8slfC1dBPE
I froze, blushing pure red. But with his, I closed my eyes and kissed back with the same force. As the kiss lasted for what seemed like an eternity, he unfortunately parted away. I was panting for air, opening my eyes to gaze up at him. 798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt92shGZKMJ
Our first kiss.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7STaVCJZfm
That was amazing...798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXJHG5WaWs
"That was…magical.."798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQcZhVZiU1
He smirked down at me.
"Heh, I'll sneak in a few more here and there."798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IFuWTQGmH
He got serious. Sean had glanced down at my bandaged wrists. He grasped them gently, turning them over to the side where they had started to bleed out of the white bandages. He put his lips to the cuts and scars, kissing them lightly.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2XGEv4LHm
"Please don't do this ever again…"798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C7xLhQLNf
I nodded after catching my breath. He hugged me again and held me there. It was truly magical. Maybe there was hope.798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOUjz2s0lZ
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