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Deployment day.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OZn0iSNpg
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5RBfw0IsC
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWlpkYpwlD
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkvqwzcGef
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA8nmaTOI0
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzKlj9bdrf
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlaPdR6F4S
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnGgTDPDiI
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKzs0hasFm
in the future well who knows!”845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQFj70cc7f
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSM70xwLuk
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJgMmz0TpU
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkuAYrXYEJ
chorus.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSbnG9PNHY
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWyX0d18t7
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nQdc6GmUO
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGNRPXyHXV
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYW0cIu3QR
sending troops for the past year or so.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGHg6Orcw8
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZfLPXpmxK
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjNI4tHl36
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpJKmrlgvm
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI3w8M1y1T
from training, and got comfortable.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JVg7pXhjF
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP7XsFZki0
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzN9VdWn8z
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz38AJfvDNj
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiABp4SjJ6R
silence.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRDPXKXqBG
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TieazuFsp
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQUqyMRzj4
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUwoHBX71T
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNgBhxifJj
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHaZA2VVUS
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tzuxvxeDQ
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjbZmxCO8s
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqGLWl3tWE
spend our time however we felt like. 845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Brlv5mpnr
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4Iy74weIW
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqBsjxIkBT
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuyIWIIwyH
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCPandJ89d
be a great tour.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHNJkMRWIm
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm717HgErD
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ5SvrCo8l
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcJYWSDFSX
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyQRBPV8UK
fight for.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGbByQIsyC
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfYiLhVmgG
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlGzER2eJl
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenv4X7EbJ0
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb7D4tQwk9
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDOfT49EVJ
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJZxi9zFD2
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt5A3tfJQM
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPInOCSI4qu
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpkKxr39qD
is just bored like me.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCADW9Ybud3
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOXxFwD3bk
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyNDjO2CXW
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdjEwI34fM
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ409Qh6T3Mn
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfrlp2CCBQ
second house by the time the first shots rang.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydZ12xSDnS
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpHMG0J3Ws
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrymK7BxdY
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88DJUxHvSt
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9Qoz480aI
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzBIqQyTTC
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsK2S5056L
lodging at where I was standing previously.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXv0YlJ50TN
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSlJbGUrmD
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bEy9l9TT3
was in shock. 845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOJimAKQs6
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uuFjM6ryk
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡia4EJiUyCG
our next position.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI7PYbZrza
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkB6MiouTz
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRREyfjmfRD
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz1RKyyvfFIt felt good protecting my teammate.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTMhK1htro
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV1cDNAL1E
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2AS9pHhdc
died and five were injured. I’m glad845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5tXD38hlP I’m glad most of us845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0oCAn8mS4
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN7HOcdTHm
remember their sacrifice.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOHNoihhpS
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Right…the thing. I…845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCymOFzAiu
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWOP1WEnXI845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwD8wiENFQ
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM2tTzIhyu
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NUHdqSHcN
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyT0Xs693Y
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtFjrBx7O4
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrsbJltt1Z
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK52c2RvJz
dealing with what happened in our own ways.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9Brs5kqS8
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1XdJyYzR9
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewWyd9GW5m
of the houses.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mzE0Pa8rE
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp07j8W1b4D
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zdvBFyGUu
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUgXKKPS45
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KUJFvbNAh
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1V0nuhB4DO
then he pulled out his gun on me. 845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBwBaUF2Rh
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8bswt5n8G
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT0nMqxfdP
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9cUAa0l9b
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui6rGI3kyv
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU6WyW4dhT
order.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8sU8gPJxq
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXEvaCIfzc
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWEeLLGDtQ
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWTswZtlr6
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeuphf6wfbThey all died heroes.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVViv9JDiF5
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I9oqK9VRD845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNW8CoskSa
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT0ddI6TSH
her warmth.
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ7RvZwYiC845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzOaWlzfda
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9jsflTr6l
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03cpM96dl6
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBrqU110tJ
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdI4Z4rOIP
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVCX5owg7W
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB1rrH6GfA
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOGEnPqfbb
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3euHcoRBTK
I’m a good soldier.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XDUZu8lwx
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp81W1AZes
to a different base. We were infront off845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKYPQFRzCZ
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXc8PCDewV
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0p5pSQ589
covered our rear.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡappIyHcGSm
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxYjN2JQYY. A group of people, children,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AVwdoeMQD
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXeWBtnrm3
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnb5H1rrDFF
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5KjuzDhTm
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXcx2Zo90b
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0pLqLfsW9
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmlwkAKfmw
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCmvd1qp2x
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz77VwYuOq
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqFFT5GjXZ
Mel as they both followed the sergeants845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51Uy4lkGKZ
example.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxOIJgvdCJ
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkz8zfXQTTV
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObACQOT2E1
children didn’t move.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRgRvRUVW3
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0lDel26H6
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7flOrb7Pn
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZyIXQbAWo
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEioinJDuxR
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKnbdQBL1p
do.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjNK4rLJwm
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz13vSEKG06
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfxDsPVw8z
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5hlJa7c3o
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7nKNFNs7d
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Day 55845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYuSXtyr2d
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10gso3Xpqt
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthjQEjUyOx There are only three of us left in the squad.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3iCjiqi15
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpXgh4zPNf
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnt2dwmFmw
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Day 57845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuEjBvA3GJ
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBNZaULvnM
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMK01cvuCS
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JrFtz1Yq5
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7lIuI8PJQ
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ7lLtquG2
feet.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlNX8KgzjP
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0yyr3WTZx
diary. Pointless.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq63So9c3tD
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvglrCFe6l
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsHc6eAm7w
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEkMtPEMw3
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVmRrielPN
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgXwYScbT8
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVChJqww1z
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu466QvIAYs
potential hostile.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPcAiWzqLY
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxoHxjZECo
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0YXgSWqQ8
voice.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNcv2kKga6
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNdPIsWxsV
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCNXaStNqY
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5kBKISf7N
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoJLFsUjSE
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb7KV3aQlG
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFavPDjmom
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVLfWTimHy
finally returned.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplAZYVbHJX
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cILmhXsr9
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