those smell in your body that hardly to forget, those feeling of warm when we cuddling up such a pleasure when you next to me i have nothing to worry about, i fear none of danger when im with you those safety feelings whats so comfy
and yet
for now
if it was a glance in the first entery then im must hold it back
i saw you but i cant get to close to you like so far far and so far, I was telling myself i want you i can keep you with me but i still feel empty as it is
im trying to say that we are meant to be, but those words hit so hard when the inside feels like no life in.
wanting you and getting obsessed with you such a crazy idea that i'm going thru, i know its better to give an end to it but i Cant !!! my heart cant keep it up , my mind cant accept such a reason..such a reality
you so close but yet feel so far
how long do i hold it back ?want to let it go but it can drive me nuts. from whatsoever I lava you so much and hardly kill myself with it slowly and slowly 🙃
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