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Waking from endless dream
Gasping and panting
A heart that just ran a marathon
But no sound to be heard
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Any touch that is be felt
Can’t be felt
Even the slightest touch
Could feel as if a void was there to replace
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What should have been vibrant
Was in grayscale
The feeling of nothing as the void
Radiated all around
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The warmth of flowing blood
Chilled slowly to the bone
As the rich, vibrant red turned
The blue violet of the thorny rose
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Is this my life
Or is this my dream
By each passing minute
I can’t help but to fall into the endless loop
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I want to change it
Stop the repeat of emotion
And start living vibrantly
With a true smile
Not the mask that I use
In hopes that the mask
Allows the feelings, hopes, dreams, and colors to return
But I fear that all is lost
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I scream
Cry bloody murder
And not a single sound emerges
Has my voice given up
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I fear looking into the tunnel of the unknown
Whilst looking back down the tunnel of memories
I fear the future holds a similar fate
No crystal ball can predict
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Nor understand what skeletons are lurking
Do I fear help?
Do I fear being seen as an innocent child
Whose lost and wondering aimlessly
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I fear who I’ll become if I show what is hidden
No lock and key can hold
Without the numbness breaking through
Why do I fear my beings?
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I am simply a caged blue bird
Trying and trying to escape
From the metal contraption that I am in
Losing hope that all I cherish will vanish once again.
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