Ben223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XJMOFpHKH
July 3, 2005223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAZ4dB4qTf
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKLWWsjoj4
It's all I see. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCby4iky6T
It's all I feel.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm00P4ChIfl
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEqKFRTv3v
I'm frozen. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUyo9sAxjb
Drifting in a black sea.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUXRbgda0O
Drowning.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq1oQZlnha
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz1QrtO9cb
I'm broken. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlXpdAeX2N
I can feel it.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HMTBN8BJK
Pulling me under.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunPsbvFeIX
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENbtrYxTqy
There's no one else.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSnjc38J4R
It's only me.
Only me.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAE3iO3VLT
Only me.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6NMoqyBl2
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTay6GpLkd
Is she even real?223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QBYDNmOAm
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡextlYKDTYY
Drawing me to it. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNykffFobb8
It's warm. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi6ORIEKQX
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3Li82HGJU
Captivating me. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVWph4Kzui
Freeing me. 223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeudykBI8j
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt8CErjWpu
I can feel something.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg184kETX4
Anything.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvqET82e9B
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGnn6Nbr3z
Taste her.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjVqLpKqSU
Smell her.223Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbASbz4ZdgT
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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