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July 3, 2005213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1D7iMGkqY
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDPYzeBrT9
It's all I see. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafVjSgGLpC
It's all I feel.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF4NrE0Yg9
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4payd2SDK
I'm frozen. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRChEg0oIuQ
Drifting in a black sea.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbGjnQSIMx
Drowning.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLzJsvy5Tc
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXP2InlpzG
I'm broken. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZk4rSwuWv
I can feel it.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJdXUvZhid
Pulling me under.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4In1oUssij
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KhNf35xWL
There's no one else.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKdQnTvN8y
It's only me.
Only me.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCnVvIivLq
Only me.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD86m6FNVBN
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMf0VDreny
Is she even real?213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92vwR4Q6wx
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1z2P0AMBm
Drawing me to it. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xk6jI8DY3
It's warm. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39KIeHIs2n
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaztnsk21sY
Captivating me. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacLo2rKDIc
Freeing me. 213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtJZp6pGKS
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsryhGZdmTh
I can feel something.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLZO6Hl2EK
Anything.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKdIyxMdy3
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPw70fEBWM
Taste her.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOcRGhnLjj
Smell her.213Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1T4I3piz6
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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