Ben243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBZulfPGTD
July 3, 2005243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2WWQTefne
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCgdsjylNG
It's all I see. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBkymDjghA
It's all I feel.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8cjC8ec8o
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj1Gxe7zKE
I'm frozen. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKfu4U5k22
Drifting in a black sea.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzMkIxfyvC
Drowning.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii46GKGGdC
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bbribIhxN
I'm broken. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdksKOic3zE
I can feel it.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLjH8mAtYD
Pulling me under.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv0GhAE3TP
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZBO0puc5d
There's no one else.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z1VeN8KLU
It's only me.
Only me.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjN3KEATZC
Only me.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFlHRVqu1R
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4kaxqFKDn
Is she even real?243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5hQJX8EhC
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs75631bkv4
Drawing me to it. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3yCBou70g
It's warm. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhNrHbq4Rr
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVyxCnka5H
Captivating me. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mDKCOFAsD
Freeing me. 243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfBetRdvso
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeuXwfu9ji
I can feel something.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9Zm4RdB74
Anything.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUHQ1x9zgt
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUKH2POmru
Taste her.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEinnFGPa3
Smell her.243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4cUrxwCCZ
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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