Its kind of funny how this started, probably weird in my opinion. So lets go in the past for a second, in middle school I wasn't popular. And I didn't have that many friends.. of course. But I had this crush on this guy, who was like freakin hot. And he had a friend, we didn't really talk much. But once we got into high school that changed completely.
' Okay Cat you can do this ' I think to myself
It was the first day of freshman high school, scary place right. Exactly how i remember it, freshman being thrown into trashcans, being bullied because they were short and not in the seniority yet. It was one hell of a experience for me that day, I got my schedule and kind of didn't understand it at all. I looked down and saw I had health, the dreaded health where we learn about sex. Yeah!
I got to class and was the last one there, great late on the first day. The teacher was waiting for me at the door, she had a smile on her face.
" um, sorry I'm late " i give a small smile as I walk in
" oh don't worry about it honey, its the first day of school " she laughed and closed the classroom door behind her.
I looked around the room, I didn't know anyone at all. I hated all of them, basically because I'm un-social and hate people who think there better then me. I sit down and realize that school wasn't that bad, nothing like they told me at orientation.
After school I get home, I was exhausted and wanted to sleep. I had no homework so i decided to go on the computer. Being the nerd I am i went onto my Facebook account, yup I have Facebook deal with it! I look who's on and see one of my friends from middle school.
' I wonder if he will be friends with me, since were in high school now ' I think as I text him
For some reason I get really scared what he will say, then i hear a beep and see that he replied to me. I slightly blush and reply back. I couldn't believe he actually replied to me, did't think he would talk to me.
' um so how are you ' I text
' I'm good, how about you ' he asked
' oh, nothing special. Schools a mess and my life is even worse ' I laugh as I send him it
' haha, i feel. Hey can I have your kid, we can talk from there ' he asked and i did exactly that.
After that we've been talking for three years, and even though we have been in fights and awkward moments. We still talk and we get through it, he's the reason I smile every day. Just knowing how inappropriate he is makes ma laugh all the time. And even though we were never friends in middle school, its like we just met for the first time out of middle school. I don't want to give out his name, but we live rarely close to each other. Even though I have a boyfriend, and have a crush on him; which he knows about; we still talk like were dating. And that just makes me smile, knowing that he's there for me; because I tell him everything thats going on in my life. Even things I never tell my parents I tell him, and he just understands me completely. So that's the reason I smile, because he's in my life.
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