Laying in her bed, Zeniqua stares at the ceiling. She had tried plenty of times to get some sleep but the fact that she escaped her father without any issues. It plagued her. She hated losing sleep over things she knows she can’t control but on this note, she knows she has to keep moving if she is ever found out. She turns over and looks at the clock, not for time but just to stare at something else other than the ceiling or the wall. She then goes back to laying on her back and rubs her forehead.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOde59QOjwN
“What if they do find me? What am I going to do? I can’t run off because they will catch me.” She thinks to herself out loud Her forehead wrinkles a little, “I will just have to be extra careful, I refuse to go back there. I refuse to be forced to be violent.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vllYcG3Ef
Since Zeniqua was 10 years old, her father taught her how to shoot a gun. They would go out to a desert and use humans that had crossed him. Zeniqua was reluctant to shoot people who were still alive, her father knelt down to her and placed his hands on top of hers. Suddenly, he turned the gun on her, “You either shoot them or you get shot.” He warned. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblgLRnqy24
Zeniqua couldn’t believe how heartless he was when he said that, but that struck a chord in her. He stood up and moved back. The first person Zeniqua aimed at was a young man about in his early 20’s, he was blindfolded and sweating. Zeniqua looked up at her father as she aimed, he nodded with a disgusting smirk on his face. Zeniqua pulled the trigger missing her target, the young man whimpered and flinched. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w3Ev7reUB
Her father kneeled down to her again, “Take it easy. Breathe. Try again.” He stood up again and moves back. “Eyes on the target, Zeniqua. Focus.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85zcfxWO4v
Zeniqua breathes easily and pulls the trigger again, shooting the man in his head. Her father cheered along with his two right-hands. “My girl.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHBS3oYDUl
“Dad, when is it my turn?” Vante whines off to the side. He’d been kicking rocks since they’d been out there. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vDOR8Kt2S
“Son, hush up. You already know how to do this. Your sister needs to learn.”
“But, I wanna kill one of them!” His fist clenched. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplopIYrejx
Their father walked over to Vante and snatched him up so quick by his shirt, “What’d I say?” He lifts him off the ground to his eye level.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6M1fqXNxA
Vante stammers, “she needs to learn.” he stares with his pupils dilated. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad64w54YwN
“Right.” He puts his son down and fixes his shirt. “Besides, you go on more errands for me than Zeniqua does. So, stop bitchin’.” He walked back over to Zeniqua. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugrNRUDPqA
A rough knock on the door causes Zeniqua’s muscles to tighten, she snatches the covers off and goes to the door. She opens it to see, Gracine. She invites her in and closes the door. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdWuh3uBsq
“What’s wrong, Gracine?” Zeniqua asks. The last time she saw Gracine was the day of the funeral. Her mother had gotten her out of there in time. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE8fieNli1
“Nothing. I was just wondering what you were really doing here.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fYqI0j5OQ
Zeniqua turns to finally look at the clock, “At 7 in the morning?” she arches her brow. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJqKenf6XO
“Yeah. I mean I know I said it yesterday but what’s your reason?” She sits on the bed in her pink pajamas and crosses her legs. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCMmD9WfHw
Zeniqua sighs, “I don't know. I…” Zeniqua looks at the floor. “Well...You know my father and all that. I had to get away from him. But, I am scared.” Her eyes shift from side to side. She begins to pace the floor then stops in front of her cousin, “I think he knows I wanted to escape.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV6wj1XCqj
“He doesn’t know you’re here though, does he?” Gracine asks.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeFsOBVRwi
“I don’t know. I don’t think he thinks I would have made it this far. He probably thinks I am still in Illinois, but he isn’t stupid.” Zeniqua sighs and rubs her face. “I was just thinking what to do if he finds me.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmza3nRiwO
“We are going to try our best to hide you, Zeniqua. Mama won’t let anything happen to you.” Gracine assures. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJzPdhbYSx
“He just...was so violent and thought everyone was out to get him.” Zeniqua squints her eyes at the carpet. “Then I overheard a conversation with him and his right hand. His right hand wanted me killed because I am too soft for that lifestyle.” She looks up, “I didn’t ask to be born into that bullshit.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY50hwI5Nr
“I know, Zeniqua.” Gracine stands up, “But, right now, we just have to keep you under wraps. Have you finished high school?”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl4j9iIs93
“Yes, thankfully. I graduated early in plans to get out.” She blinks at herself and her plan to leave. But she didn’t think it would be like this, she thought she would just go to college and never have to see her father again. But, no. Because the situation was so dire, she had to make an escape now. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwMhuK231t
“Okay. I can talk to my mom to see if you can get a job somewhere with her.” She puts her hands on her cousin’s shoulders. “I don’t want you to worry but I know you have to.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZuHh8OAFZ
Zeniqua nods, “I know. I don’t want to continue to look over my shoulder all the time.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDvWtUlowp
“I can understand that.” She drops her hands and walks around the room. “If he hasn’t found you by now, then I don’t think he ever will.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WRzfZqQf8
“How are you so sure?”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWCUCV2pQd
She shrugs and turns to her, “Call it an institution. Now,” she ambles over to Zeniqua’s duffle bag. “Is this all you brought with you?” she points to it.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01d0cSwF8c
“Yes. I didn’t have enough time to pack all the other things I wanted to take with me. So, I just packed what I thought I would need and I wanted my bag to be light since I was going to be running down the street.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICSQPn2nzN
Gracine nods. “Okay. I will talk to mom for you about that job unless you wanted to go to college instead?” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9fSnNJoXa
“I would love to go to college.” Zeni beams. College has always been a dream of her’s since her mother told her about it. She remembers her mother saying that college is a place of privilege and exploration, but the education obtained must be used for mental purposes. Whatever that meant. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltMPTxXhbh
“At least you have a plan.” Gracine says walking to the door. “Unlike my stupid brother.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmvA9UeNXc
“I heard that, Gracine.” Varrien yells from his bedroom. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxUVBmtiws
“What’s with all the yelling in here?” Their mother yells from her own bedroom.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQovE3MOoHd
Zeniqua’s eyes widen and Gracine looks to Zeniqua, “Nothing. Just having a little conversation.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdNFJNS6oj
Gracine gets her brother out of a lot of trouble, while keeping herself out of trouble as well. Zeniqua wonders how she does it, because her mother isn’t one to play. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqDTmAy5x0
“Don’t make me get up outta my bed.” Their mother warns them. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFshxNYjTP
Gracine scrunches up her face and leaves Zeniqua’s room. A little later in the morning, Taiquana is making breakfast while Varrien is throwing the ball in the air. Gracine is talking to Zeniqua, “So, have you thought about what program you would want to go into when you get into college?”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OzPJhgBoU
Taiquana puts two pancakes on Zeniqua’s plate and two on Gracine’s plate. Zeniqua pours a little syrup on them and digs in. “I am not so sure. I mean...I have thought about it, but very little on the programming part.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvOucfoR4G
“College, huh?” Taiquana hums. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRwUXV9DKk
“Yes, I would like to go, Auntie. But, I am scared that father will find me and come back for me.” Zeniqua hangs her head. “I worked too hard on this for it to just blow up in my face.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksdYK7tBBH
“Don’t worry, Zeni. He won’t find you and if he does, we will be one step ahead of him.” She assures her niece.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J5Uj7vTlY
She looks up at her auntie, “Okay.” She turns to Gracine, “I have always thought about going into something dealing with computer designs or computer programmer.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPlWWbeWPx
“Well, mom works at Webworks and that’s all they do is deal with computers. They have programmers there, designers, specialist. Basically it can be a way for you to get your foot in the door for anything dealing with computers.” Gracine nods putting a slice of a pancake in her mouth. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKsugrGGW7
“I wish you were this passionate about school, Gracine as you are talking about my job.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xUuuYhO9P
“Oh, mom. You know I do excellent in school. I am just trying to help, Zeniqua here.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJ3SUNigdO
Taiquana smiles, “I know, dear.” She turns to turn the stove off, she eyes Varrien, “Stop throwing the ball in the house and come eat your breakfast.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrnRnF9Cps
“Mom…” He whines.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgidW49DCd6
“No, sir. Sit and eat. I am sure your friends will be at the court when you get there.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV55Kd2kM5
Varrien slings himself in the chair and begins eating. “They aren’t who I am waiting for, mama.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxZ4cv8HRV
“If you are waiting for your father to come by, then you can keep waiting until the end of time. You know that man isn’t able to keep a promise.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0XhPKdH9J
“But, he said for real this time. He is coming to play ball with me and my boys this evening.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl8F1nud6e
Taiquana shakes her head and begins doing the dishes. “Neari will surely play with you once he gets up.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T3okVBdPT
Zeniqua arches her brow to Gracine. Gracine looks at Zeniqua, “Neari is mama’s new husband of five years now. He is freaking awesome. But, Varrien isn’t buying it though. He is still stuck on daddy.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40CuI00yfn
Zeniqua nods and finishes up her breakfast. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMjze8amW6
“I am not stuck on daddy. I just want to see him.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp3hOWqqKb
Gracine rolls her eyes, “Oh please, Varrien. Get real. Ever since he left, you have been up his butt about him coming over and stuff.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVvigAJUXv
“It’s not my fault you don’t care about daddy.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JMoEP0SEV
“It’s not that I don’t care. I just know better than you do. I stopped believing his lies and crap. One day you will understand it too.” She takes her empty plate to the sink and puts it in. “But, until that day, you can continue being heartbroken and disappointed. I rather not. I rather get on with my life and move on from him. If he comes around, okay that’s fine. If not, then there is always Neari that is here.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡainT0n0H0j
“Alright you two. Chill out, now. We have had this conversation before hand. If your brother wants to wait for his father, then let him.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR5BXJ2OSK
“Yes, mama.” Gracine sighs defeated. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRNyBmv2ji
“Zeniqua, if you want, I can take you to my work tomorrow so you can see what it’s like there. Today is going to be really hectic and we have a few people from upstate coming to inspect us and our products.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdprUXAtAS
“I understand.” 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkE6ozOiE4
“Great. Gracine, why don’t you introduce her to some of your friends and yall go shopping or something?”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUORfasGO3q
“Can I take the Mazda?” Gracine squeals as she bounces up and down. “Please?”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwBxOkjxlm
“You are still supposed to be grounded. But, since it’s for a good reason.” She tosses the keys to her daughter and she catches them. 605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsZud3Y8gk
“Yes, yes. My baby.” Gracine squeals. “Thank you, mama.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pO9k2AJ8F
“Yeah, yeah. Just be careful and don’t let me catch you out of the radius again.” She warns pointing her finger at her daughter.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvBzuHtBjd
“Okay, I promise, mama.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLulBIlXBeN
“When can I get a car, mama?” Varrien whines as he pokes his bottom lip out.605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquZ5rmSLVp
“When you pull your grades up along with your pants.”605Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NYdzwKcKB
Gracine sticks her tongue out at her brother and pulls Zeniqua along to the car.
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