One more sleep. 457Please respect copyright.PENANADzk6WdRAKF
I sit at my desk spinning with anxiety. 457Please respect copyright.PENANA8fEOyLvkqD
Tomorrow, I seize my chance for a new start. 457Please respect copyright.PENANAko7uPXhFrr
I can't sleep yet. My mind is racing, pacing, questioning if all I have been working for will come to pass.457Please respect copyright.PENANAiqGAkBR0Xf
Or will it be a repeat of last year?457Please respect copyright.PENANAsj1vJBliHj
When I think of last year, I think of all of my failures. I think of how all of my dreams fell apart. I think about how all my hard work left me with the mocking shadows of my superiors. 457Please respect copyright.PENANAbWjE2jTLoM
I was torn apart from my home and my "friends" left me behind. They saw I left and never said a thing.457Please respect copyright.PENANAyroQ9c2xoq
My superiors mock with their silence. They don't mean a single word they say.457Please respect copyright.PENANA3QNdhc2krN
I'm not missed.457Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ke9P5ry7W
I'm not cherished. 457Please respect copyright.PENANAELF0zxLqqb
I'm their failure. 457Please respect copyright.PENANAgNnEImncPu
The last time I heard anything from them was four months ago, when I faced that nightmare...and somehow I still can't believe the tearful words they spoke.457Please respect copyright.PENANAb4X6gZlBer
The lack of focus I have is getting to me. I feel like getting sick and screaming for all of the times I chose silence. 457Please respect copyright.PENANAL8OE1Gcohh
I play a playlist of songs meant for dancing and despair to help me not think of what happened four months ago.457Please respect copyright.PENANAzwPknHxVrp
Almost five. 457Please respect copyright.PENANA5nA7iQ3xLq
The box fan's propellers are spinning, but the cool air isn't reaching me. 457Please respect copyright.PENANAQkXoheap6X
The choices I will make, the path I'll take...they seem hazy in the moment. But maybe with some sleep, I will gain more perspective. Maybe I'll cool down if I stop over-calculating.457Please respect copyright.PENANAcif4070dj1
May sleep come soon. I hope tonight, the PaperGarden will treat me with vivid peace. 457Please respect copyright.PENANAn2tuG9531k
To be Continued...457Please respect copyright.PENANACJ1gRGtlVF