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I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAYYYYYY~! OMFGGGGGG!436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cZMdFcKhV
so, here is how everything started. bunny...i liked her boyfriend, lion. but i don't anymore because he is like my father/big brother. so, i started liking this girl and now we're dating. so, gorgeous, right? she has a whole ass boyfriend and she likes my girlfriend. but my girlfriend considers gorgeous her best friend. oof- i love blackpink. but that's not the point. so, gorgeous likes my girlfriend. on friday, we went to TJ MAXX which we always do. me and my girlfriend got matching hoodies that we're wearing again right now.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8D2sdDBlc
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so, we wore the hoodies on saturday and matched. i looked a hot mess but she looked fine, omg *screaming*. but gorgeous got mad and my gorlfriend has been trying to protect me. let's call my gorlfriend, emmi~ :D so, me and emmi were with each other for the longest time. but here's how the day went, basically. we went to get the other kids and then the staff drove us to roseville mall. we were all talking but then out of nowhere (also i was sitting by emmi the entire time) the staff driving said that this man just hit this woman with a stroller and the stroller had a baby in it. so we pulled over and checked on her and she was crying. i don't play that shit. i could've killed that man if they let me near him. because that's the type of shit my mom used to go through. and it just hurt me so much and i wanted to cry so badly. omg, i'm trying not to cry right now.
so, they started to walk away and we were watching them. then my fairy godmother asked if they were hungry. the man answered no but the woman answered yes. so, we brought them to chipotle and they ate. we took care of them basically because we were so blown away that he dared to put his hands on her. imagine you just did some crazy shit and you're a man. you did it to a woman. then you see a big ass van pull up to that girl. then a bunch of girls whove been through shit like that and/or seen shit like that hop out of the van. yo ass better run because we will kill you. i was so pissed off i could've killed that man with my fork at chipotle. i didn't like that i couldn't see her. i wanted to protect her even though she was a stranger. anyways.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoOfQaSLmZ
then we went to like macy's and we walked through it to get to the apple store in the roseville mall. my fairy godmother went in there to get new airpods and we went to bath and body works. my girlfriend follwed me everywhere. everywhere i went, she went. if i went to the bathroom, she watched me until i got into the bathroom. well, damn. aha, that shit is hot. then we went to forever 21 and shpped for head bands. then we waited for my fairy godmother's grand daughter to get new glasses. so there was a group of 5 girls and one adult sitting outside the vision works. there were these weird boys who kept walking back and forth and looking at us. i didn't even care, i tell you i was staring at my girlfriend. so we went over to the moving stairs. then my fairy godmother and her grand daughter tried to leave us and run away. like, nah. i can run very fast, even in uggs. 436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8PVVS3n8n
so, we had fun and i swear everyone had to think we were crackheads. we are like a big ass family. then we went to barnes & noble and just read books. but that was saturday. i think we went to chick-fil-a for the second night in a row on saturday. yesterday, on sunday, we went to como lake and i wanted to hang around emmi again. but apparently gorgeous was mad and shit so she just hung out with gorgeous to portect me. but here's how sunday went. we woke up and i was petting the cat even though i think i'm allergic to that fucking cat. i wouldn't be surprised because my mom is allergic to pet dander. but anyways, i tried to call my brother over and over again on friday and saturday. on sunday, we were dressed and we were downstairs watching 'The Princess Weiyoung' which is a mandarin show.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMRrfMCZL6
basically (i won't spoil the show) me and bunny are really into it and i cried so much. i was crying so fucking much. then i finally got to talk to brother and i haven't been able to since tuesday of last week. i was crying and whining telling him how much i missed him and i loved him so much. and i asked if he was mad at me. my little brother told me he was disappointed in me. that broke me. i hate when he's disappointed in me. i cried even more. like, this is so hard for me because he is like my best friend. me, my step-mom and him? we were tight. even though me and my brother always argue and fight and eveytime i see him, i call him ugly like 7 times, i love him so much and he makes me feel at ease. i can't do anything or go anywhere without him. i have social-anxiety. i hate ordering my own food, i hate meeting new people. he helps me and i love him a lot.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnPwXpPrsm
so, i was crying a lot. like, a lot. i cried all the way to como lake and emmi didn't comfort me, bunny did. emmi sat with gorgeous. i ripped up the letter she gave me in front of her. i was so hurt. like i said, i wanted to be with emmi when we walked around the lake. fairy godmother's grand daughter... let's call her lovely. me, lovely and bunny were walking together and i was hugging lovely. we were hugging and holding hands for a while. i wasn't cheating or anything. me and lovely are just friends. but this girl, her name is snickers, she is so annoying. everyone always talks badly about her but gorgeous was hanging out with her all day. it was disgusting. i was slowly getting irritated while we were walking. me and bunny told lovely about me and emmi. okay, so, emmi was once told me she used to like gorgeous and i didn't care because i liked lion before emmi. but that shit felt weird.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dXerPDshm
me knowing that i was basically sharing with someone something that is mine and knowing that the person i'm sharing with likes what is mine? i hated that shit. so at a dock, we all stopped and we were being quiet because this dude was on a live. then i climbed on the railing and then everyone got the stupid idea to climb onto the ice. we took pictures and videos. there is a picture of me and lovely hugging. it's actually really cute. so, i was leaving the dock and you know what emmi said to me? this is was pissed me off and made me mad at her. she said that when we're around gorgeous to act like we're not dating so that gorgeous isn't mean to me. i was so pissed off. i just stopped talking to her for 2 hours. 436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNetDp5RclU
we walked around the rest of the lake and we found this huge ass tree stub and we were being mean to the ducks. but the ducks and the geese started to fight. so i sat down on the stub and then bunny sat next to me and she laid her head on my shoulder, even though she is taller then me. she's like my sister, i love her. so, we took more pictures. there is a picture of us on the stub and it's so cute. omg, i love it. there's also a picture of bunny being a beautiful bitch and she thinks it's ugly. i think it's beautiful though, because she is beautiful. so, i was so pissed off in the van that i was laughing. basically, i was acting like a psychopath. i even said i was going to slit the annoying girl's neck. emmi thought i was talking about her though. then we got ice cream and i stepped away from emmi when she came near me. so she got upset and was quiet for the rest of the night.
fast forward to when were taking showers. i am sitting at the table and gorgeous was hella pissed off, she was yelling and crying in the van. so she came out and looked at me. she said, 'i'm mad at you.' and i said, 'me? why me? for why?' and i was confusion but i just ignored it. so i got into the shower and next i know, i hear screaming and cussing and omg. it was emmi and gorgeous arguing. they were going at it. so me and gorgeous share a room. all i did was go into our room and put my things down. she screamed at me to get out and i swear she was angry at me and emmi. not at anything else, just me and emmi. it was fucking crazy. i just- the jealousy, bro. and the bipolar shit, like, omg~! it be blowing me because mfka's will be arguing and next thing you know they're cackling about something stupid. i just can't do everything.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX3YbLitQK
like, i miss my little brother and idk if i even want to go home. like, i am so stressed out and everything is making me so irritated. like i said before, i can't do this shit for much longer. i will end up popping off on somebody. like, omg.i just can't do that type of shit because i will lose my shit. i don't have music all the time like i need to. yesterday, while i was crying, i tell you i asked to play 'hold me tight' and i cried to it. i just couldn't. yesterday, i gave up on everything. like, seriously, i give up on people. i just don't like people. i might seem like somebody whose very social, but i'm really not. it's so hard for me to overcome my shyness. and another thing is everyone either thinks to big of me or thinks i'm not about shit.
people either think i'm cool and i got a good vibe or they choose to be assholes and hate my personality. people think just because i'm short and i'm really nice and all that shit that i won't dog walk they asses. like, i can handle motherfuckers but people don't believe that. they always ask if i can fight. like, do i look like i can fight? i can fight i just choose not to because what's the point. but in the end, i could beat the shit out of people. the people over think about me. like, i'm not as smart as you think, sir. dammit. but anyways, lemme end this on a good note because no one deserves to be reading my anger right now, lmao.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT2FZvPvgq
i drew this picture and it's actually kind of decent and i cried because who told me to be a good drawer. it's not that good but it's like off this dude with wings. i was thinking of bts's wings and then there is also this series of books i used to read where they had wings and shit. idk anymore. but anyways~! HI! WHATCHA DOIN?!?! well, emmi cut gorgeous off and they non longer talk or anything. drama and hate shall soon grow. *kills myself in cursive* omg, so much hatred.436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUytYC5PNaC
anyways, i miss my best friend so i'ma do too much. here's our bestie application~! (everything in bold is me and everything not bold is her and also, i am a terrible speller and i my bias was taehyung from BTS for a long time and we know she spelt my name wrong in Korean, omg--)436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HRMC0xNb3
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Name: Park Coco 박 고고436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzRyPlvYsd
Role in Kim Taehyung's Wifes live: BTS (we simp for them together) 436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNrzBq2J7D
Why do you want to be Alex's bestie?436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40AxsM1b8B
Alex is tiny like mochi,436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiYhv1y6EX
Goofy like horseok,436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPmg97QO4O
Worldwide pretty (handsome) like our mother Jin,436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgP46vjl9u
Can sometimes have a bad hair day like our 2013 father Namjoonie *sighs in disappointment*436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qoIF2wCNW
Gots an adorable smile like V~436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbC5x7UAW1
Is lazy and doesn't give two shits like yoongle boongle,436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2cCH3hiLk
Has dem vocalz like kookie oppa <3436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucaasH3JCT
Is Jisoo's wifeu436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI974alxxL
Stans baby bang channie from Stray Kidz436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dsFVZtjHk
Are you goofy? I don't know, am i? :p436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkKZbmlSYl
Do you judge LGBTQ+? No, why would I? I am part of the LGBTQ+ community myself. Bro, imagine being Bisexual...*giggles, then realizes I am* *SHOOKTH*436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5lM2MNjLO
I lub you, Army <3436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPcC8AjpUG
사랑해요, 앨엑스 <3436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsPVmirmFS
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*her signature*436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOKy5i3S7s
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Also Alexeu, dad (Namjoon) says "if you don't study *holds a shaver*, her is going to raze your eyebrows off" *BTS fanchant* <3436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiNOr35jpL
yep, yep, yep. i miss my best friend. anyways, bye. have a good day :D
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