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what i wrote yesterdya but forgot to post:
hewoe~! omfg, my stomach hurts. oop- nevermind. i'm weird. we watched this video last night and for some reason it was funny because it was about zodiac signs and marriage therapy and dude was so fucking bipolar, it was funny. wait-- currently trying to help my boy bestie to figure out his english name. bye~ aw, i think he fell asleep. *crying in korean* i was having fun trying to find out his english name. okay, anyways. my girlfriend went to the dentist. *cries* i already miss her.
she said i'm going to come to her quinceañera. i'm kind of excited. i can dance, i just hope i remember steps if i am going to be a dancer. okay, so, don't drag me because i like twice but they're not that pretty. like i said yesterday though, it's not based on their looks because i still like them. oh, he's still awake~! *SCREAMING FANCY* hehe, blackpink is on. yed, yed, yed. okay, so, i need to make my points because people are kind of annoying.
i really don't like people. unless you're in my circle, not to be mean, but you're an acquaintance, babe. just to let people know. i'm friendly and everything but we're not close like that. it's just that simple. it's just the fact that i can talk and be nice and funny and cool but in the end, we are not best friends. i only have two besties. we can be cool, we can be acquaintances, but we are not close. unless you know how to make me smile and be happy, we're not close. unless you've seen me pissed off, we're not close (except for you nico, because you're my bestie, idc!).
now, another thing is, peope think to be friends, we have to agree on everything and we have to laugh about everything. like, no, baby. we're not going to agree on everything. like...say, bts is my ultimate kpop group (which they are). somebody else that i am close with or acquaintanced with might not even like kpop. or their ultimate kpop group could be p1harmony and they could hate bts. i wouldn't give a fuck because we're all different and we don't have to like the same things.
oof- nico went to sleepeu. but issokay because i wants him to sleep so he be healthy. *crying in japanese* omg, my chest just hurted. wtf? omg, do i have a disease!?! i'm sorry, i do that a lot. out of no where i'll be like, 'a symptom of a std is a sore throat.' yes, i know i'm weird. last night, my spine was hurting and i asked myself if i had leukemia. omg, i'm really weird. *crying to ego* i suck at korean. i mean, i know these things:
annyeong. eotteohge jinae? - hi. how are you? i think, omg idk382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S1wrjadHi
saranghae - love you.382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtXLkmevxB
naneun ughae! - i go ugh!382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zVGoOsthr
hangbokhaeyo - be happy. i think, omg.382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYW04q4sc3
oppa - older brother, i think
idek what i know anymore. if that makes sense. *crying* i just listened to hayloft by mother mother. bunnie grey? not bad-- different from my type of music but it wasn't bad. okay, so, i cry sometimes because my girlfirend is so sweet, omg. wait- i gotta answer a text. okay, anyways. she said she wants to hold me at night and that she has dreams about me. she's not a simp for no one else but she simped for me. *cries in uwu*
she even dated this boy i know and me and her been together longer than they were. *crying again* enough of me crying with my bitch ass. ew, i painted my nails again. at least, they're black. i might cry again because i might see my mom in person again tonight. and it won't be the same, last time i saw her in person, my step-mom was alive. it's so hard to handle her death. and there is no fucking way that she died by accident. DOCTORS SHOULD NOT PRESCRIBE MEDS THAT HAVE A GOOD CHANCE OF KILLING THE PATIENT! the fuck? holy shet, dude. i'm pissed again.
and then i was upset because bunny gon' try to play me and act like she ain't dirty minded. i knew waht she meant when she said jin is bottom and hoseok is bottom. i ain't stupid but she acted like she was talking about their voices. mfka, i am not slow. so her and marie called me dirty minded. like, so fucking what. lemme be dirty minded. damn, when i said i liked to be choked, you should have got the message that i am crazy. just saying \_^.^_/ i have to sneeze. take me to sky~! *screams lyrics*
i am embarass myself. did i eve spell that word right? how tf is english my first language? oh, that's right. it's not. my first language is lunarian. my chinese moon goddess, chang'e~! *screaming* i am a greek/roman mythology nerd, so, of course i got into chinese mythology a little bit.
2020.03.17:
wassup guys! my stomach hurts again. oof- i hate my body. anyways, yesterday i was tired and my feet were hurting and i wanted to go back to the twoer. but nobody ever listens to alex. so, everyone else decided what to do. "let's go to target! let's go get food!" they said. me having an attitude because i wanted to lay down, i just agreed so i didn't get in trouble for being pissed off.
so we got in the car and went to chick-fil-a and they do this thing where they asked what the name of your order was going to be. we made ours bts. i felt special right then and there. lmao. anyways, we got food and this dude working there were so cute because he was talking about how he was going to propose to his girlfriend. it was so cute and sweet. somewhat innocent too. so we ate then we went to target and me and bunny obviously got hype because we are crazy people together. that's my big sister right there. but she likes to be called seogsa helicopter for some reason. first it was oppa helicopter. idk what's wrong with her.
so we were hype and we went to get snacks. i walked away from here and then i started running then she got angry and basically choked the shit out of me. she was so aggressive for why, idk. so then i saw this cute boy and i joked around saying to get his snapchat and marie got upset. but she knows i was just acting like we're not together so we don't get in trouble.
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wassup? i'm irritated and my stomach hurtseu. today was supposed to be my step-mom's funeral. i don't want to be angry but i am angry. for some reason, when i'm angry, my go-to song is 'ugh' by bts. guess what's on loop right now? 'ugh' by bts. yep, yep, yep. idek what i'm angry about. i'm tired and my throat hurts. bye, guys. 382Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWEmKQNDCp
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