
※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲,原著童子。
攻:方熾(甄心),心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。388Please respect copyright.PENANAhX655dtzXr
受:高准(張准),PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷,388Please respect copyright.PENANAM4rtgCti0Z
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文,388Please respect copyright.PENANAW4v1MaTbQh
直到最近朋友推了我一下,388Please respect copyright.PENANAKyDG7LC3do
我看了兩章節才反應過來,388Please respect copyright.PENANAe6VMLmVX4S
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD388Please respect copyright.PENANAbNFKJV6adW
要介紹這部必定大暴雷,388Please respect copyright.PENANAPVq6PsBRZd
會介意的朋友請止步!
※暴雷預警※388Please respect copyright.PENANAvEhsItLF7r
※暴雷預警※388Please respect copyright.PENANAuzbSaetIPU
※暴雷預警※388Please respect copyright.PENANAFDJggokZcm
以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始,是以張准為中心,388Please respect copyright.PENANAcXBjaem1zu
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影,388Please respect copyright.PENANAjGnFtie30F
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。388Please respect copyright.PENANAcvsEYtmDI5
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心,388Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZQR6wszT5
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情,388Please respect copyright.PENANAfunCtMICKB
便在劇組的安排下,於開機前同居大半個月,388Please respect copyright.PENANAFQXBNbLmnD
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為,388Please respect copyright.PENANAMVdUzhbiY7
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。388Please respect copyright.PENANA0aXWmn0w7J
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法,388Please respect copyright.PENANAtAu7gpKYcF
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外,388Please respect copyright.PENANAukU2jd3v0G
第一章敘述張准與甄心,388Please respect copyright.PENANAWBt3rYy2bc
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾,388Please respect copyright.PENANAg6fkeTkVFz
輪流交替,不僅能看明白這部劇的內容,388Please respect copyright.PENANACqeHcpWYct
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞,388Please respect copyright.PENANA0VOOUyScs9
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。388Please respect copyright.PENANAFCmJiYyc81
為了讓大家看明白,388Please respect copyright.PENANApfRZhUeObn
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。388Please respect copyright.PENANAGxfUWQdpGz
以戲外來說,388Please respect copyright.PENANAb4AivQk6CO
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」,388Please respect copyright.PENANAuwYAVoVt2B
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意,388Please respect copyright.PENANAj5UJnOOUsM
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎,388Please respect copyright.PENANA9Rug7wQUJt
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。388Please respect copyright.PENANAzlZzkdZHlI
卻在誤會與糾結過後,張准扔下甄心給他的戒指,388Please respect copyright.PENANAcFDowcXZ3S
彼此分離,直到又一次相遇,388Please respect copyright.PENANAFTfv01PFCu
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指,388Please respect copyright.PENANAQl5lJFR1Ya
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感,388Please respect copyright.PENANA4jUCVq7CBc
掏出掛在胸前的戒指,問他是不是還來得及,388Please respect copyright.PENANAES31kRNqaC
留下一個還不錯的結局。388Please respect copyright.PENANALnGHAWYV7Z
以戲內來說,388Please respect copyright.PENANA70GqOB5gp9
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸,388Please respect copyright.PENANAacvKZI324t
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾,388Please respect copyright.PENANAMEkMwh2ZUt
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他,388Please respect copyright.PENANAidSjlJ70Je
解決他的心理問題。388Please respect copyright.PENANAFf3PeidSd9
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味,388Please respect copyright.PENANAvrjHg5ngM5
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫,388Please respect copyright.PENANAiTbgEhPJX4
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題,388Please respect copyright.PENANAMPog42ruQD
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思,388Please respect copyright.PENANAqqmKZ1Q6d6
試圖捉弄高准的。388Please respect copyright.PENANAdYAhEJLoEO
作為心理醫師的他,388Please respect copyright.PENANAVuxSroqlbv
懂得拿捏他的心理活動,388Please respect copyright.PENANA8J8cAvGxZd
換取他的信任,以他的信任去使喚他,388Please respect copyright.PENANA0sElDVHQoS
做著有違醫德的事,388Please respect copyright.PENANAvRLRpvjMca
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意,388Please respect copyright.PENANAdLCeRkmb4m
隱約有了不能言說的意圖,388Please respect copyright.PENANAb4CHH2dm2z
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴,388Please respect copyright.PENANAkFLLj0ynYf
成為了加害者,388Please respect copyright.PENANAQXbrQtLY4z
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫,388Please respect copyright.PENANAqfJLNcJRMM
徹底從高准的視線消失。388Please respect copyright.PENANA58vOurMw3S
他離開後,388Please respect copyright.PENANAG5uQlixtt5
高准不願相信他真的離開,388Please respect copyright.PENANACqd3oa9s9F
每天打著電話,388Please respect copyright.PENANAAAN9DZxpxY
卻日復一日愈發墮落,388Please respect copyright.PENANAgt54xyNmrE
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡,388Please respect copyright.PENANAh82HylPJnU
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者,388Please respect copyright.PENANASvvEGT4xWH
被強迫著領回去,388Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3r8uGffEi
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。388Please respect copyright.PENANAuow0slpyDU
過了很多天,388Please respect copyright.PENANAidowErLHSP
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾,388Please respect copyright.PENANAPvUt22MCw6
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了,388Please respect copyright.PENANAYIzdiP9woN
他慌張、焦慮,漸漸失去理智,388Please respect copyright.PENANAT8ZzlXzSKY
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。388Please respect copyright.PENANAdO5qsg3hvL
好不容易遇上了他,388Please respect copyright.PENANAlLDRyi7vit
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。388Please respect copyright.PENANA5jnR8oGHwf
他痛苦難當,388Please respect copyright.PENANALLJxcdlSJZ
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物,388Please respect copyright.PENANAiuaazZUAcK
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤,388Please respect copyright.PENANAZJLbWzc37P
最終兩人才終於走到了一起,388Please respect copyright.PENANAieZyrgfDr4
修成正果。388Please respect copyright.PENANAKQBHgZ1RpX
388Please respect copyright.PENANAB8PNfCVbRR
大家發現了嗎?388Please respect copyright.PENANAyaBzdHNNwQ
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多,388Please respect copyright.PENANAMHT80Zytft
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。388Please respect copyright.PENANARt0wsnW6gh
其實在看的過程中,388Please respect copyright.PENANAlynh36jzLM
他的拍戲的過程,388Please respect copyright.PENANAip8tq9mMXo
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的,388Please respect copyright.PENANAQNqFEm6pEb
起初我沒多想,388Please respect copyright.PENANAaAX1RNVe9L
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣,388Please respect copyright.PENANAGVTvBl5A5F
看到結尾才知道原來不是!388Please respect copyright.PENANAjjbpwSH0nb
故事結尾,388Please respect copyright.PENANAh1101OCcMF
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓,388Please respect copyright.PENANAcBOSYzilk4
而前面的一連串故事,388Please respect copyright.PENANA6UfHmLYOBf
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編,388Please respect copyright.PENANAdzE4IBeY8L
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事,388Please respect copyright.PENANAmpySrMASjw
這實際只是一本書!388Please respect copyright.PENANARsONC8vSAG
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)388Please respect copyright.PENANA0heNqS9VCs
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。388Please respect copyright.PENANAEVyVefjPyU
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美,388Please respect copyright.PENANAfiCUNOnpUf肉也多(?),故事表達方式第一次見,388Please respect copyright.PENANArIBEHCisfk
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。388Please respect copyright.PENANAEgfe07aLf6
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害,388Please respect copyright.PENANA7TGrPL9hLV
在此推薦給大家,388Please respect copyright.PENANA6fZ0ACHQ8U
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥388Please respect copyright.PENANAs644issT0X
甄心發起狠,一口叼住張准的嘴,只是叼著,沒別的什麼,張准愣愣睜著眼,從一個近到模糊的距離看著他,一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢,夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光,光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海,靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺,興奮地吐出幾口長氣,像是歎息又像是痛苦:「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿:「只睡我就夠了。」388Please respect copyright.PENANAntkP9FQptY
這種時候,Justin才忍不住問:「那個人……」他指的是方熾,可「不要你了嗎」這種話,輕易卻說不出口。388Please respect copyright.PENANAJWppSsSIJ3