時光荏苒,不知不覺來到了 2024 年的尾端,我也貳拾參歲了。80Please respect copyright.PENANA4NOYhfI0kX
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想起三年前,貳拾歲的自己,是個勤於寫作、熱愛表達的孩子。80Please respect copyright.PENANACYJdBCqaq5
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當初創帳的初衷,就是為了記錄生活中的瑣事,將日常感動寫下來。因此,我不刻意隱藏、不特意遮掩,在過往的貼文裡,我把能寫的都寫下來,把能說的話都告訴大家。80Please respect copyright.PENANAMxC1QkehNq
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但長期追蹤我的讀者都知道,我將很多過往的歷史都典藏了,只留下一些純屬虛構的故事,為什麼?80Please respect copyright.PENANAmGJLBircC7
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隨著時間飛逝,很多事情都改變了。許多以往的人事物都已變遷,我也不再是當初那位只會用寫作抒發的小屁孩。80Please respect copyright.PENANAZIJi9MIPvA
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生活因著我真實的社交變得豐富,我的重心也漸漸不在寫作上。我開始出去工作,也開始沒了自己的時間。80Please respect copyright.PENANA6pVevzf7k0
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經歷過一段寫作的停滯期,雖然我生活變得精彩而充實,但我也時刻懷念著以往熱衷於寫作的自己。每天都想著:何時我也能像網路上這些小說家、作家一樣,每天更新、每天做自己喜歡的事情?80Please respect copyright.PENANA6EUkX85scF
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可在我悼念著回不去的過往時,在我又重回電腦螢幕前時,我的手指停頓在鍵盤上,打不出個所以然……80Please respect copyright.PENANAwCvYVgyw3V
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“所以,我現在應該寫什麼?生活中的瑣事,還是心情感慨?”80Please respect copyright.PENANA83mULrHDmu
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當再度重回的時候,我已寫不出來了。80Please respect copyright.PENANAmk4nNIu76g
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因為我已不是當初那個天真坦率的自己,現在的我知道,將所有生活寫出去,會承受著眾目睽睽的風險;將心情寫出來,會有被大家注視的羞恥。80Please respect copyright.PENANAAIwCOVglV7
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從什麼時候開始,我居然有感到羞恥的念頭?又是從何時開始,我把寫作當作是一種風險了?80Please respect copyright.PENANA2zp7s9vG6w
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於是在螢幕前的我,手指停擺在鍵盤上的我,後知後覺,就寫出了這篇文章……80Please respect copyright.PENANAPu3f6NTy3N
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現在連同事跟主管都有追蹤我的寫作帳80Please respect copyright.PENANAwK74XNR5RC
我哪敢在上面亂講話呢( ̄▽ ̄)(沒啦~)80Please respect copyright.PENANATzVvBoMSrL