陳凱婷的心死了。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N6IpKaq3f
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTNKdBJFlZ
準確點來說，她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6Os6AoviP
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53uCROQk2b
老實說，她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後，腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg39kuGBFA
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XAcDmoHCY
那個黃昏，朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡，頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上，臉色蒼白，奄奄一息地喘氣。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoi9wUvpPj
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他好像被擊中胸膛，一呼一吸間盡顯吃力，並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoLqDAJ0sY
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可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由，亦毫無預兆。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMJltkzWNt
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陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF1IToXRol
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhrAvSJvix
接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視，她亦懶得再提起。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2CNR5uYct
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHpU9Y4vte
陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGhDx55ySx
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1O36kR9Eb
要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXcSgSN8w0
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwa3TIVArA
陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人，但朱碩謙始終是她初戀，是她第一個為之傾心，為之心碎的對象。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg72kUqu8r
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclwg00kXCF
更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別，這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOMWKC3NFx
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIolJMvgRZ
她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋，她聽不下去。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRak6ZdTzs
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99tTU4tJQI
陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己，只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpceUBicX2x
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEosHZHpnT
始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人，總比藕斷絲連更好過，因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQBZ57eP6J
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDAuuXF8uf
她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後，悄悄埋藏於學校裡。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nHag5RbTg
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z9SpSkn4x
只是，自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後，陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHbmhgFsAy
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb3Z8qkXGN
兩人不會再遇上對方了，是真正的分道揚鑣。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLmPQeqYBj
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp6X9uLMFN
於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著，兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對，相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeB0ADsEw9
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc71sttl4E
說完全放下了是假的，可無法回到當初也是真的。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tgbJFoS9n
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlUSwF0D2Z
朱碩謙再不是穿著校服，臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃，笑容滿面。相反地，他變得消瘦憔悴，下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL0RSG6SEb
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡputjQ3a1Ef
空氣凝結了那麼數秒。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N7cXK5rat
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pbgqAJ2pI
「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想，最後低下頭輕聲道歉。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmz27V6iI2
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8u38ZEhhK
短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過，卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCfZX8mZOO
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCmnO32o2V
她鼻子本能地酸了酸，攥緊拳頭，心臟揪成一團。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPGNusSPJs
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjarSFMKLD
陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過，她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢，是因為她仍未放下他。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnp8YdcKtu
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RKP5eI7nY
她打得有多大力，代表著她當初有多愛對方。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiMsCQpydy
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ6sBsH12E
「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字，聲線微微顛動：「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住，就可以當無事。」172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0wWaeAYmb
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H7OqaYROe
少年頓了頓，靜了下來。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTN7UUin5E
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5JWpw2Oc4
他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光，心頭一緊。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7ToVttxf9
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNcMzrQ0KP
少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾，雙目如圓鏡清亮，眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdNc9keWSS
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaL6GOKjpl
朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣，彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrmi2cqWtS
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7edRvDgGG
「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女：「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣，我知道你冇做錯決定，但我…我好似癲咗咁。」172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJgwYysqSD
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQif87Z0e1
他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己，竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人，然後接二連三地錯下去。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd0qKzUF4G
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUeXNyzkJn
事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命，可這樣一來，不就是逃避責任的表現嗎？172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1ix150oiX
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25u6ZrbSyX
人終有一死，可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4rKaujyPP
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblTuaGYASF
他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlfUboWyj6
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFBPMFUHDs
「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止，嗓音變得沙啞。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV51pF5mYx
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaMdXX5WZi
陳凱婷難受極了，由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻，心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ejg4gVNC0
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe5ckg0Yi4
既然你愛我，那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢？為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候，你又再一次把我推下去呢？172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNugNM52IHK
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY2BSM2DtA
對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方，只不過那些日子早已一去不返。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxvscDfGxp
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJW3n8a3P2
她眼睛一眨，淚水瞬間奪眶而出，在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphVUXSpSIv
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcDSkmKNnV
陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽：「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可？」172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBm6BtzNyH
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaX5tUE4eQ
她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚，哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWSCvTEg2z
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixwF46K0RW
朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭，可手那刻凝滯半空，握成虛拳，最後收回身旁。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiydcwgRJ7
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5luQwByqUf
他沒有資格安慰對方。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mbn1EZPDE
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BcJy5GerV
「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀，艱難地接受殘酷的現實。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3QJbrNv9f
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAwZ4bh78k
即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張，那條裂痕也不會消失。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JjHCzZm8W
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGwwehkpWc
溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡，又酸又苦。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JXvnPsT7f
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5Ndw6MB4r
她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6RS8XhcX2
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVXHX7zeE4
「出到去，記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛，傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的，她僵硬地牽起一個笑容：「我哋就咁先啦。」172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JuGwWYpt9
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfJxmqGPJZ
她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間，轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59rdXz2hei
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL75efKHW58
腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRORjawwFyr
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yRloS9J0q
這個結局糟糕透了。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXalHwgf3vU
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa8pssbfMC
「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問，伸出手想要握住對方。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59G86uiHFs
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazXywQSCFX
陳凱婷輕輕推開對方，繼續獨自跑開。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec8nJfgHSP
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJXyh6uSrm
「我想要一個人靜吓。」172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlT2GUBFsl
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiSJKTqFJb
夏天確實熱烈如常，可她的心也死得透涼。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33BavqzLXX
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHChpzf3qF
張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣，少年兩側拳頭捏得發白，落寞的身影明朗不再。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwukLFOsNR
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOv6VInIIt
他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32ow5MOKT8
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPddmPZJrt
但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢？172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaLm7tqMCr
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto6nGCrBdE
人類是很矛盾的動物，上一秒明明還信心十足，下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekMDqjtdGA
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0emTo4dhb
張靜宜亦不外如是。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10wvDpOI4r
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ5y5o8iD3
她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智：「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話，你仲會唔會開始段感情？」172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUHMNfwSah
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEqvV7YBBP
陽光傾斜到他們這邊，少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂，散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EJKyVdwCX
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzc6fw5JjX
「我哋唔係先知，唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜，深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE8VOSVIfn
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNeTr0biL7
「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇，咁你都注定唔會有結局。」172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0hNVYoj2l
172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Sd6suFC7N
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