Maybe he needed to stop, the thought appeared after the talk. Her world subconsciously agitated him into the story of “him”. Maybe it was a lie, maybe he should not trust this woman because he could not find anything related between them. He used the world “them” because he could not believe the story happened on him (from the vision of this body). He was a boss in his only company, he used his way to proof the usefulness in the society, he was learnt to be clam down–––he lost it when he asked for the address and the phone of her.
He used five months to neglect the exist of the story, he engrossed into his job because he understood it was the time to show others what can he do. He walked through the office, insisted his idea to the project.
Starting from 2040, lover was no longer to communicate each other but to prevent extermination. When human was too slothful to convey the feelings to their own and the people that had a close relationship, robot became a bridge to human. As people always had a thought that technology could do all we wanted them to do. So, Dan’s charter could not adapt the world change. However, human never knew their characteristics had already engraved on our spirit and Dan was the one who never gave up to share his feeling.
In October 2095, an employee left his company. The hurt in his heart was never the last time to experience, however, he felt who willed stop for him for his whole life. He was not undertaking to show his possessive, he just felt his darkness in his heart, trying to find a person to treat him and he found non.
“What does “normal” mean in the world?” He asked himself. “Is the hope or wish can only be a dream?”
So he ran a business. That maybe was the reason to set up a company. It was a business to collect and analyse data from robot. He wanted to explore the feeling and emotions in the world with some cold words. He could always organise the Information into a number and read.
He could never touch the original feeling from people’s heart, excepted, when he decided to ask for more personal information of her. It was an intense thought, he willed find the feeling he needed in Mary’s story.
Her indifference was not going to hit him, although he could not explain his persistence in his heart.
He sought for her. He didn’t have enough confidence to meet her because he couldn’t reason to find her. Was he finding for a approval for himself? Was he finding for love? How can he expect a girl who lost the memory to tell him the “truth”? She was already forgotten him by the plan of god.
He felt she want to serve with him, he finally could not find a reason to stay. His nerve offended her, he saw her despair eyes and he saw it before–––
“Why go out so long?” “He” looked at the fired rice on the dest, tried to give some hints to her. He was trying to use his way to show the resolution of being with her although she always disregarded it.
“I just had a talk with a client.” The door closed, with an exhaust body, “she” put her body on the sofa.
“Don’t use the word ‘client’ to deceive me, we work together.” “His” voice were full of doubts.
“Should I call him for the answer? Maybe I should give you the file I just read.” “She” looked at his eyes. “Is there any trustworthiness in our relationship?’
“I cannot believe you. You are fading from me. I still cannot understand why you need my to show you how much I love you in different festival.”
“So you think I can comprehend why you need me to stay with you every minutes?” “She” was going to walk into the bathroom.
“I just want a person to tell me I can be loved.”
“Gifts are the way to show! Dan, you never understand me.”
“Then you find you client, he knows how to comfort you.”
“Your words disgust me.” “She” looked at his eyes with deflated and disappointed. “I work so hard because I want to buy a house with you, because I want to tell the world I may use my power to change my life,” She derided herself. “Although it is not successful.”
“He” could see her tear but he did nothing. It is February, one day before the Chinese new year day, she was standing in-front of him, waiting for his answer. The air coagulated, when the time went to 12 am, new year song broke the tranquil.
Within the conversation with Mary, it was the first time to hear the word “god”. It felt like an ancient world because in this moment, science could explain more and more questions, people didn’t have to depend on god to explore the world to find an answer. However, if the power of science was that enormous, it still could not explain the disappearance of our memory in different body, destiny of him and her. It felt like they were interdependence, however, our body could give us an answer as it followed us from before to future. Life was a dream because we depended on the death of our body, but not our soul, we could not count the year of our soul.
He wanted to use his way to proof the desire in his heart but from the meeting, Danielle was not the way for the answer, so he walked to a psychiatrist. He saw his past on 4th February 2019 there.
“Hi, I am Dan, it was the first day of my work.”
Timeline went to 79 years ago on 25th April. “He” went to her, she was going to guide him how to work. It was the first time they met each other.
That year, she was 25 years old, “he” was 23 years old.
A voice attracted his attention, he turned his head, he was in a room inside a hospital. “He” , the 70 years old body was laying on the bed with few people surrounding “him”.
“Mary, it was all of the story in my life. I hope you can help me to keep it well.”. “He” was like a glass, very frail and could cover by any of the emotions on the cover. After “his” smile, “he” gave a diary and his phone to a woman next to “him”, Mary.
“He” closed his eyes with unreconciled.
“The no.32 patient pasted away at 5pm.” A doctor robot went to “him” and used its callous voice to say the most painful words.
Time went forward, he opened his eyes, he felt the reality from the person in the “dream”. He took a deep breath, asked a question.
“Do you believe your patients’ words?” He asked. He wanted to know, in a professional way, how could they explain a philosophy question.
“Science, is one of the way to explain the world, with the uncertainty ways. My job is to guide you to stay in this world. People need a person to trust, the only discrepancy is you can touch me.”
We think we know where to go, but did we really know? He found psychiatrist for an answer, just like we prayed for god. Science construct a world with logic, is it the end of the world? How technology propelled us to the god?
He finally knew his part in the story, but, how about her? Did Mary guesses are right? Did she is the one he looked for?
So he found her again. He was using his ordinary power to recreate the love story 45 years ago. The world with him and her was recreated when he saw a 22 years old girl entered to his world when he was 49. He could not say no to the god because of the chimerical arrangement and karma happened to him and her. He was just wondering the how god leaded him to walk to her this time. Maybe we never walked away from him, fate was always fated.
That was why he wanted Danielle to see the psychiatrist, to bring them together. He was never abandoned by time, from sadness.
10 days later, her door opened for him again. He asked for the new addresses and tried to be serene but failed. The only thing they left was argument, just like the dream he could see, they never fled from the experiences in the past.
“I am now saying good bye.”158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq5cuhGEUK
“For?”
Karma.
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