He avoided relationships. Being alone seemed less painful than getting into a relationship. He put barriers between him and people. Being alone gave him a cumfort zone, which he did not want to leave. His failures made him fear the future and the dire consequences of separation. He fought his emotions and restrained them inside his heart, showing no signs outside. However, he was still human. His feelings went up to the brain and sprang to his mind at unpredictable moments with the unexpectedness of a heart attack. He could not get the sensible thoughts out of his head. 204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DPufem1NL
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One day, he could not control himself, a person entered his life and baffled him. His feelings all erupted out of his heart like a volcano releasing all the lava in one explosion. He felt relieved, no longer holding back his drives. He put all his barriers aside to get closer to that special lady. They became as close as bumblebees and flowers. As flowers nurture the bumblebees and bumblebees pollinate the flowers, their relationship gave them mutual satisfaction. Her smile was enough to cheer him up. And his shoulders were always there when she felt down. They did not need words to communicate, they could understand each and every quiver on each other's faces. They became one and could not live without each other.
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One day, he received a call from the hospital. Everything he did not want to happen, finally came to reality. The only human being he cared for, was no longer here for him. She left him, without saying a single word. He could not accept it. His whole world collapsed in a second. He prayed the god to let her come back to life. He asked the doctors why they did not save her. He blamed himself for not being there for her. He felt pain in the heart and tears carried on streaming down his face like an endless waterfall as her memories were spreading in his mind. 204Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfHBd8kJfz
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He tried alcohol thinking it would make him forget her but she was too deep in his heart. He tried drugs thinking he might feel the sensation of happiness he had when she had been alive. However, nothing could be equal to the aura she had while she was alive. There was no stronger drug than her cute smile which could make anyone forget their sorrows. As time flew, he was walking on a dark path with no light. He had anger issues and people started talking ill about him. His friends left him, thinking he was hopeless. His family did not support him. Some people told he was foolish, others told that he had a bad behaviour. No one could understand him and he was slowly losing himself to the darkness.
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One day, his body was found in his appartment, soaked in blood. A piece of paper was lying next to him with a message:
I am not able to live without her. I finally found a way to join her and end my suffering. To live, one needs a motive. To perish, one fails to cherish.
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THE END
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