Dear diary,
He promised so much and said he would always be there. He said he I was special and different to what he knew.
Everything was great, we was happy. We had our demons but felt they wouldn't stop what we had. He made me smile and laugh. I felt calm and safe for the first time in a long time.
He was different, kind and gentle. He was a giant bear that kept me warm. Everything was light. He said he would never leave, even after he knew the dark side of me.
How wrong I was to let my guard down, he left without another word. He forgot the promises he made and acts like I don't exist at all.
He didn't even say goodbye just left without a trace. I was so wrong thinking he would stay. I guess my demons where to much to take. I thought I had a future bright and full. Now I don't know where I stand at all.
I loved him and still do with all I have, but no wasn't enough for him. He never even called.
Maybe one day I can be happy.
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