a dive into the mind of a lost, confused soul struggling with society and self imposed rules. why does anything matter? am i real?

Growing up, people have told me I'm too mature, kind, and quiet. I am not sure if that is true but I definitely somewhat seem to think differently of the things around me, unlike most people my age do.

I always ask why. ‘Why is it the way it is?’ ‘Why do I feel the way I do?’

And so, this blog is all about what's going inside my head, and/or possibly some of my philosophies (or so I call them). But I’m getting a hunch that this is going to be another piece of advice I give because I have a record of changing everything into advice.

Here's the key to see through my mind–Oh, and be sure to let me know if it's the same in your head!

A collection of lyrics written during my musical era.Please do not use without my permission!

Mind Healing Practices that make you invincible.

song ideas

~ choice in love

~ you don’t have complete control who you love

~ self love for being yourself

~ TW: hurting yourself

~ pain and hardship

~ feeling lost in life

~ allowing new into your life

~ taking a risk on yourself

~ absurdity

~ love

~ feeling isolated

~ self-depreciation

~ taking breaks

𝘊𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴..

𝘼 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙩𝙤𝙤..

this was something I wrote about a year ago. It was one of my first pieces and definitely not one of my best but I thought it would be nice to share it here. Constructive Criticism is definitely welcome!

Shadowing over the poetry that I try to write but failed due to the depressing thoughts of life.

On the outskirts of a small town called Miranvaal, a girl who is dealing with her indifferent and breaking parents develop a strong crush on a boy who seems so out of her league and at the same time becomes even more insecure about her looks and the competitive world.

i hope you'll join me in an exploration of myself and my feelings. writing has always been therapeutic for me, i hope it is for you as well. thanks  :)