We all have different fears for everything we see but I want to talk about my fears what inside me have all the time.
I can’t do a thing correctly. Some time because of the Fears It’s Like it’s around me all the time.
I want to get rid of it but I can’t I try to do it.
No actually not I let fears control me that’s why I can’t do things.
My father told me to don’t be afraid, think you can do it don’t be fear or Pressurized all the time.
It’s nothing. But I’m still trying to figure out how to do that. I know I can do it, so now I think it’s a little bit better now.
I can do things now with more force. When fear Around me, it’s like saying to me I’m going to make this, going to mess this up , I can do this, why is it that I want to know the reason behind it, is it something bad in the world.
I mean fear how can I Say that. Is fear let you down or let you up. Fear, the bad side of the wall or good side of the world .
The reason I’m saying this is.
I want to know is it some kind of help or not Like sometimes fear gives the courage to do something We fear so some of us are going to do it some of us, not.
Even when we get through this I’m not sure when fear Around us Can we do our things properly, I just don’t know what is fear is why we feel that. It’s killing me now slowly I want to get rid of it.
I try every time but when the Times comes it’s happening so here I’m.
What do you think about our minds, Do you ever see it, I mean in a dream or in real life.
Do you ever feel it ?.
Really what do you think about mind. Where’s it at ?. Do you think about that recently ?. Is it in our body or in our head.
Do you know exactly position where is it at ?. I think you don’t know that right. Yes, same here, I don’t know either.
But I think our minds connected with everything .
Everything connects to the everything.
Don’t you feel that way ?. Universe connects with us ( with everything ).
Mind, it’s in us. (Universe).
Just look at your environment, your life you know it’s creates because of you.
Your thoughts create your life, your future, your present situation. Our thoughts , ideas , feelings explodes to the air (outside).
Therefore we give a action and there have reaction for that. For example if we thought about good things it’s happens.
But you have to believe it harder. Other things same that too. It’s like you give a action, you think about good things and for that your thoughts explodes to the air (to the nature ) and give a reaction for that.
You understand , it’s simple theory.
If you do something (action ) there have a reaction for that.
We can called It short “Mind Action”.
That’s my idea about it and There’s a another thing I want to tell you.
It’s all about mind too. But this time it’s very different from first thing. I think space have equal sings to Mind.
Yes that’s right , right to me it’s like it’s just like mind is same as universe(space).
There have connection to each other.
Black hole is like our dark side
If you go there, there’s no coming back
Or
Mind is just empty space?
I think mind attract everything we want
It’s like. What do you think ?
So right now I’m going to talk a about myself here.
Ok then let’s start this every time I wake up I mean every day I living in my life in this world ah right,
it’s feels like fake shit to me. I’m just tying to say every day I’m living in a fake life. It’s really freak me out.
Really what the heck is this ah. Actually what are we doing here in this world as humans.
I’m really really sad and worried about about this life.
Really don’t know what the reason is. But it’s how is it. This entire life is fake shit.
( just don’t angry with me ) I’m telling you how i feel about my life and this world.
I want to share my feelings with you because right now I feel uncomfortable no ever-time ,every situation I feel uncomfortable.
" The girl - last days of darkness " is the story of a girl who is facing so many problems in her life .Her life is not stable. Something bad happened to her in the past and that is affecting her again and again .
This story represents the last days of the girl's life . As the story moves, you will find what actually happens .
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