Hello. No one's going to read this but I'll just share some things here to get it out of my head. Hope you enjoy it.

Mostly dumb things highschoolers say. Something to read when you need a laugh. Mentions of sex, cursing, on the random occasions killing. Please don't let the massive number of updates change your mind about reading this half of them are less than 10 words long. Since there's no M15+ rating I'm chucking it in here.  Inspiration from Quotes out of context I heard by RampantStrawberry

Cover by Esfandiar C. Hale

We all have different fears for everything we see but I want to talk about my fears what inside me have all the time.

I can’t do a thing correctly. Some time because of the Fears It’s Like it’s around me all the time.

I want to get rid of it but I can’t I try to do it.

No actually not I let fears control me that’s why I can’t do things.

My father told me to don’t be afraid, think you can do it don’t be fear or Pressurized all the time.

It’s nothing. But I’m still trying to figure out how to do that. I know I can do it, so now I think it’s a little bit better now.

I can do things now with more force. When fear Around me, it’s like saying to me I’m going to make this, going to mess this up , I can do this, why is it that I want to know the reason behind it, is it something bad in the world.

I mean fear how can I Say that. Is fear let you down or let you up. Fear, the bad side of the wall or good side of the world .

The reason I’m saying this is.

I want to know is it some kind of help or not Like sometimes fear gives the courage to do something We fear so some of us are going to do it some of us, not.

Even when we get through this I’m not sure when fear Around us Can we do our things properly, I just don’t know what is fear is why we feel that. It’s killing me now slowly I want to get rid of it.

I try every time but when the Times comes it’s happening so here I’m.

Everyday Life is good Or not,

I don’t know it’s good if we think it’s good and it’s bad if we think it’s bad.

Sometimes everyday life gets a bit boring. But every day is a chance.

Just remember my words. That’s what’s creates you to the future and other things going to happen in life. Some of maybe think this everyday life is boring but everything has a process /a system.

I know it’s hard and boring, I feel that too. That’s why I telling you this and Don’t upset. When I get up in the morning really I don’t what to do it’s like empty something on me.

I think I don’t have the right schedule or time table it’s like a mess in my mind, that’s why I tell you earlier it’s boring. But at the end of the day, it’s not. I don’t know you understand this.

What I’m saying right now. But this how I feel every time I mean every day in my life. Howsoever Some days are better and some days are bad. but like I said before it depends on your situation and your mind and you.

How you react to that. Sometimes I make mistakes too. Some times, I do not know what to do. I feel like I am nothing.

Hour by hour, day by day, year by year, goes on. We getting old every second. What is the meaning of this life? Just think we going to school and college after that we going to find the job and make money got a girl getting married make children and there are going to school.

Do you even understand this as I said earlier chapter this is a circle.

This is all about the circle shit. Don’t you get that? Just think about it.

Days are better. These are all my thoughts. Everyday life has different sides.

Just imagine if you have one day what you gonna do.

What you can do Ah. I know everyday life is boring And sometimes it worries us.

Imagination is better but the reality is hard.

How I say this to you this, World has lots of secrets but I can’t tell you.

You have to find it. It’s not far from you. And these secrets can do great things but you have to do that.

It’s inside of you.

You get one life one chance capture it.

Don’t let it go for any reason. If your mind is good. Life is better. Mark my words. As I said earlier chapter, everything connected.

You haven’t seen it yet.

Every day is good.

This story is about the end of the world starting over. I honestly don't remember when or why I wrote it but I really enjoyed it. And it is not finished yet but I hope you guys enjoy what I have so far. ENJOY :)