The musings of a sheltered "gifted kid" who turned out to be mediocre.

It's my final year in university, and I'm looking for a full-time graduate job. I've so many things yet to achieve, so many unfinished projects, and it seems like "adulthood" is not going to be forgiving. So why not try to improve my writing and vocabulary skills in a blog like this?

However, in a virtual world, anyone can lie. Therefore, you can't even take the events of this journal as the truth.

No sé quién soy, mucho menos como llegaré a ser.

No puedo ir un paso a la vez, la necesidad de comerme al mundo de un bocado surca por todo mi cuerpo...

written words by me

This is a blog where I'll update people who are curious on my works, OVERPOPULAS, THE ELANTRA PIRATES, NED, and INDESTRUCTIBLE.

This blog serves multiple purposes, primarily focusing on updates regarding a passion project I am currently developing. The project is titled 'The DreamDweller Project' and has been in the planning stages for the past five years.

This collection encompasses a wide array of medias, including novels, games, music, and artwork, with the aspiration of achieving an aesthetically pleasing design. Initially, it began as a single novel, which then expanded into an epic, ultimately transforming into a project far more extensive than I had ever imagined.

I aspire to start this masterpiece by the end of the year; however, in previous years, I encountered numerous obstacles that became far to difficult. While challenges may still arise, I believe that with my new approach, the process will go a little more smoothly.

I feel like most of my writing is pretty serious. Most of my work can be kind of angsty or depressing sometimes. I feel like I need to have one blog, just one blog to document my daily life as a writer and university student, and also to keep me motivated and share some of my writing process with everyone interested.

Random nonsense from everyday life, complete with bits of dialogue, mild description which leaves most of it to the reader's imagination, and GRAMMAR ERRORS!!

Well, enjoy...

If you dare.

Congrats! You have stumbled across the blog where I, geeky_greeky_nerd, get to dump all of my life problems on you all! (sorry in advance)

What's the big deal, The game is rigged to steal, The flame is sealed, The blame is real, Lies on the innocent, Lies on the internet, Know your integrity, They know inherently, Devil on the prowl, New level don't throw in the towel, Game winner no foul.

Clean bill of health, Behind the scene they will for my death, They feel the real, They fear the true energy, Every year it's a new enemy, Thought they were a friend of me so why they want to put an end to me. Mercy on the meek, Mercy when we meet.

Pretending to be authentic, Now they contending the forensic, Lack of repentance can't back you in the sentence, Sickness looming, Minutes is booming, See life brand new, I'm talking to everybody and you, As you rise up in energy, You size up any enemy.

Out the womb, No doubt for room, While you worried about a sunday ticket, They still in a hurry to one day brick it, Meaning they trying to put the final piece to the pyramid, Scheming cause they eyeing the beast for fear of the bid, Clayed up, Sacred love.

Watch how you move, Watch what you prove, The ones closest to you, The words of Moses is true, If you can't accept what Jesus did on the cross, I can't expect you to believe us cause you're lost, Perfect atonement and redemption, Earth it with no exemption.

Won't be posterized, Don't eat the oyster eyes, Deeper than money. Deeper than honey, Leave the world alone, They deceive with the word of a stone, Inscripted do what thou wilt, They encrypted the static guilt, Doomsday clock, Earth broke the rock.

Times of refreshing, Crimes is repression, If you walk in the light then why you tryna unlock the night, Starting to wonder, Departing with thunder, Why you go against salvation, I know the plans in elevation, Are you washed in love, Thoughts of a dove.

Hiding behind the fallacy, Providing the mind of policy, The truth is for all eyes to see, Not every country is down with the beast, Every sun tree is crowned with the peace, Why is the world sweating, What is the world forgetting, Repent, Don't say we can't.

Can't fumble my love, Got to be humble like a dove, Meek and powerful, What do you seek when the hour is full, Faith is required, The wave is rewired, What's the next episode, Salvation is heaven's code, They in beastmode, Be wise the streets is cold.

They playing the glow foul, I'm praying that I don't throw in the towel, The heart of a dolphin, Now they start golfing, This ain't a game or politics, They blitz the saints thinking we probably gon switch, Remaining like the wind, Abstaining from sin.

Don't grow weary, The glow ain't buried, The flow ain't hurried, Listen to the holy spirit, I ain't switching that's why they fear it, The matrix glitching I can hear it, New frequency, Only the true can see, Salvation is the evidence, Revelation ever since.

Be wise as serpents and innocent as doves, We rise in this version of listening to love, Underestimated cause they wonder how I made it, Give from the heart, Live from the start, They know the deal, The glow is real, Stay prayed up, This ain't made up.

Measure the feeling, Treasure the healing, This about your service of worship, They get nervous when the earth shift, This ain't flesh and blood, They blitz saints cause you're fresh in love, Life ain't ice cream, Life ain't a nice dream, Christ's team.

I seen lions turned to cobra, I know what it mean when the iron make you sober, So many souls dying you know the game's over, Who's really gon make it, Who's gon really gon take it, I'm not with the fugazi, Unlock the truth cause the beast is crazy.

Reaching those with open hearts, They leeching off those with hoping stars, Beseeching those coping with the dark, Time to unlock a new level, Time to sunwalk on the devil, Live truly, Don't live unruly, Give love really, The dove is freely.

They expect me to be dead and in a casket, I don't respect what they said they didn't ask it, Plenty dirty so it's agenda twenty thirty, The mystery is beautiful, The history is who you know, What you made of, Stay prayed in love.

Deepest moment, Peep the atonement, They sleep I been known it, They weep cause they sown it, My soul they can't own it, That's for whoever, We're in new weather, Higher vibration, The fire been ancient, Wired for salvation, No rental for my mental.

See the artwork, See how the heart work, I'm in a different league, The world under siege, Know where you stand, The glow is what they scan, Finally here, Divinely clear, The feeling ain't mutual, The healing is beautiful, I'm dealing with the ego's funeral

See they don't care, Just by the way they ain't playing fair, What they expecting is disrespecting, Devil is busy, Every level God is with me, Had to sit down. It's sad to see how they get down, Know who you are, The glow is a true star, Flow in a new heart.

I know the dark looming, I know the lock tombing, I know the heart blooming, Don't get frustrated, My song is trust made it, We ain't playing poker, We ain't praying to no joker, We slaying with orange juice and okra, We saying the truth keep you sober.

Keep my system clean, They only listen when it's in a scene, Now you have wisdom they want to intervene, My vision is purified, The mission is truth or die, Meaning taking part of the first resurrection, They scheming hard to put the curse of insurrection.

I'm tryna change the framework, You don't want to see how that flame work, If you lose your salt what's the pain worth, What are you saying we from the same earth, Now the world paying cause we from the same birth, Tsunami flow praying until the name surf.

We're dealing with trials, We're healing the smiles, Got that S on my chest, Unlock my rest in this song test, The pain of love, The rain of dove, The more I live I see my wrongs, Forgive me for my wrongs, Practice the truth, They actors for the proof.

There's a big turn around, The jig is gon burn the ground. Earth can't last, They surf to the past, Tsunami flow. You not me in the soul. Different energy, Different enemy, I'm saying don't test, I'm praying for rest, Be encouraged, Content with my porridge.

The blame is uncalled for, The same theory will the sun fall, In the game hold your ground y'all, Turbulence and catastrophe, Earth's been every since but will be a past to me, New soil and sky, We toil but won't lie, Go deeper in God, The reaper is odd.

We're in a different time energy, The earth shifting the rhyme melody, New tune, Is it 2 soon, Everyday is a new journey, Everyway they try to burn me, What they say don't concern me, Listen to the holy spirit, They whispering evil I can hear it.

In a different frequency, I shifted how free I can see, We're elevating to a new dimension, The revelation of true intention, Why they want to enslave society, They taunt you when they know God is cosigning me, Trying to test you, Crying to bless you.

Stone builders. Zone fielders, Been through tribulation, Seen through the simulation, Don't live a long life in the wrong life, Live right in the light, They got an obnoxious flow, I got a subconscious glow, Heard through the grapevine, Word of fake mind.

Keep your glow fresh, Deep in your best, What's the deal, You not real, Stop faking the holiness. Stop making the holy vexed, Talk that talk. Walk that walk, Revitalize your energy, Don't idolize your enemy, No truth in these spells, I know what no one tells.

Formulated scheming, Some of you faded with no meaning, Talking to the rejection, Unlocking to the direction, Don't take my word for it, Don't fake the funk for more grit, Not doing beastmode, Heart fluent in the peace code, I knew it the streets is told.

The purge been activated, The merge been calculated, Be wise as serpents and innocent as doves, The cries are urgent when it's the realest sin of love, They don't comprehend, I won't come pretend, Wake up before you lake up, Endure the lava with the guava.

It's not when your plate full to be grateful, Be thankful for breath, See the angel of death, Grim reaper coming, Been deeper summon, Not talking magic, Not talking savage, Be innocent as doves and tough as nails, They menacing but I'm enough not to fail.

See the savage in magic and the end is always tragic, Mayhem and havoc, Pray then you can have it, Spiritual riches, Dealing with spiritual witches, Dealing with spiritual glitches, Tracking my breath, Stacking my wealth, Sin is the issue, Win to rinse you.

The matrix is spiritual glitches, The masons is spiritual witches, Destroy the rubric, See if the shoe fit, Don't act foolish, Don't act bullish, Stay in the love, Pray in the dove, Feel the ignition, Heal the technician, No superstition, No switching.

Reading biblical truths, Eating miracle fruits, This is divine therapy, This is the mind's memory, Reflect on your journey, Respect don't concern me, I know they don't care, I know they won't dare, Are you in grace aka the heart of sin erased.

Silence is my medicine, Violence got them dead in sin, Keep balance cause they said they'd win, Stick to the basics, Trick of the masons, The matrix is ripping apart, The ancients is ripping the dark, More charity for clarity, More pressure, More treasure.

The notion got them scared, Raw emotion makes you rare, There's no room to sin, You can't be doomed to win, Stay present and do right, Pray and don't resent the true light, Forget what they say and receive new sight, Don't be fake with folk, Break the yoke.

No salvage is the cause of more savage, Pray ain't no fearing. No play in the year we in, Reprogram your mind, We know the Lamb to the core is kind, Grace and mercy, Days where they cursed me, Still rose like the butterfly Sealed dose of the lover's cry.

I been purified, I know they truly tried, Listen to the voice of reason, Hear the hissing in the noise of the season, Any sin is dangerous, Ain't kin but a stranger to us, Body of Christ worldwide, Can't party in the nights where the world died.

Talks of rumors of wars, Walk with pumas that roar, There's no humor when the world is poor, Encryption of subliminals, In the kitchen with the dinner rolls, I don't bargain with the devil, I'mma log in on every level, My energy gon end the dream.

Stay in your lane, Pray in your pain, Heal with intent, Deal with the vent, No resend, No pretend, Society is vain glory, The priority is the rain for me, Speaking angelic, They weakened by the medic, Eat your okra, Defeat the joker, We ain't playing poker.

It's a brighter day, I know how to fight and pray, Meekly talking, Weekly walking, Get your cardio, Get your audio, Who really cares, Who really shares, Work hard, Church heart, What's in the stocks, What's in the clocks, It makes sense when you rinse.

Been a loner now I'm the loaner, Can't borrow for tomorrow, Get it right at the moment, Get light cause they can't own it, Lost in the night they sown it, Not a partaker. Not a heartbreaker, The beast is terrified, The peace is verified.

I done seen levels shift, I done seen devils drift, I don't need a gun, All I need is the sun, No idolatry, No harlotry, God is the source, It's odd when you glitch the course, Higher learning. The fire burning, The sacrifice of sin, No actor's right to win.

Uplift cause we're love's gift, The world's on notice, The Word is what they wrote us, This ain't arcade, The saint's heart don't fade, Forsake sin, The more you wake, you win, Spiritual warfare, Biblical in more year.

I don't flex and boast, I'm blessed by the holy ghost, Y'all doing the most, The wicked love to toast, Bringing The Gospel to any coast, I don't play with folks, I pray to break the yokes, If you ain't woke take notes, What Christ spoke is the realest quotes.

Lion blooded. Iron flooded, Getting my nutrients, They betting I don't see the truth in them, Still learning how to navigate, I ain't burning to have hate, You're precious in God's eyes, Your presence in the heart is wise, Be discerning, Free for this sermon.

God is a way maker, The devil throws haymakers, The chosen ones are playmakers, Believer of Christ, Delivered the price, We bear the fruit. We wear the truth, Win souls no matter the race, The wind blows no matter the space, Keep healing, Peep the villain.

Check the schematics. They respect the dramatic, I stay quiet, I pray cause I ain't cry yet, It's deep when you see what's happening, Peep the game cause they capping it, Don't get caught in the crossfire, Don't get taught to get the cost higher.

I can't play with my soul, I pray there's no myth in my glow, The called, chosen, and faithful, We don't ball in the frozen we still grateful, Giving thanks. Living banks, River flowing, Mirror the sowing, The world getting shook up, The Word is the cook up.

God said pull up, Get your wool up, Make your heart full love, Offer praises, Suffer not for faces, Your faith will take you places, They play with the ace, We pray for the grace, Biblical plans, Miracle hands, Know who made you, Your life will grade you.

We wrestle not against flesh and blood, We are a vessel for the saint's test of love, They playing for the part, I'm praying from the heart, Rotten fruit, Ill forgotten truth, Preach salvation to all creatures, Reach revelation to all features.

All I see is bloodshed. Cause the world says love's dead, My portion is the dove's bread, They must've forgot what God said, For our sake Christ bled, Talking to the globe, Walking with the robe, Covered by the glory, Suffered for the story.

Be wise as serpents and innocent as doves, Free lies of the merchants cause they menacing in love, Take the hate out your heart, Don't fake your fate out the dark, Pray for the persecuted, Don't play with the executed, Be faithful not hateful.

I know the details, They glow in three spells, My light is authentic, The night is forensic, Stable in my heart, There's a fable in the dark, Salvation ain't a myth, Elevation in the fifth, Higher vibration. Fire in the hibernation.

I see through the sour wages, I'm free through the power of ages, Read through the hour of pages, What's next to happen to bring in the beast, Receive the text they capping when you walk in peace, Feel like I'm in the choir with the fire.

Systematic format, This is static all that, Be humble in your ways, Don't stumble in your days, Won't fumble in my praise, To God surely, It's hard poorly, But better to have little ,Any weather can't play the middle, What's up when it's made up.

O' God inspire me, Light the fire in me, There's a fighter in me, Fruits of my labor, The truth of thy neighbor, Lying tongue, Now people dying young, Illuminati is trending but Illuminati is ending, It gets cold in the iron, Be bold as a lion.

I know the fire ain't for the faint, I glow higher cause I'm in the tank like a saint, Meaning I go hard, They scheming to sow the dark, I'm flowing so I could see the heart, I'm growing the seed of the star, I'm going to free all my scars.

Get your spirit right, Let them fear your light, Don't bet for the night, Deliverance cause we live in a trance, Forgive so you can be given a chance, Accept reproof except if there's no proof, Born again so I have don't have to be torn again.

If they try to violate you don't let it happen, If you die in the fire late you were capping, Speak clean, The meek is seen, Shine bright, Grind right, Just balance, Trust silence, No vow of the owl, Devil on the prowl, Live in the now even in the foul.

You reap what you sow, You can't keep what you owe, It's deep when you glow, You got to peep when you know, Not scared of the threats, Seems like no one cared about the debts, We're facing the wilderness, Embracing the fielder's test.

There was nights I cried for help, There was nights I tried to help, Took years to heal, The book got them in fear cause it's real, Got to live as a living and holy sacrifice, Got to give as forgiven and only back to Christ, True heart, New start.

Workers of iniquity, Serpents of infinity, Stop addressing your blessings, Stop confessing your presence. Focus on God, Them locusts is odd, The threats are real, But the debts got them sealed. Washed clean, Squashed the bean, See the hate, Free the state.

One body in Christ, That gun won't stop Illuminati, Who cares about race, Are you able to hold space, We're all gifted. Don't swear you're lifted, The devil will divide, Every level the real is denied, It's odd the heart of a banker, God is our prayer anchor.

Examine yourself, They scamming your health, They spamming your wealth, We're all suffering, The air is buffering, Got ammo for Goliath, I don't gamble with no diet, Stay clean. Pray in the scene, Support the orphans, The score is morphing.

Higher ups lying for years, Flyer up crying for tears, Switching to a different galaxy, They glitching cause I'm shifting the gravity, Dark night of the soul and shadow work, Heart is light of the toll and battle the dirt, Continue to grind, New way to shine.

Spiritual genius, They doing rituals for Venus, Not a partaker, Not a heartbreaker, Everybody woke, Foul line better not choke, Subliminal warfare, Criminal court there, Study the game, Muddy in the name, I know who with me, The true gift with me.

Turned the studio to a palace, They burned the wood of dough for the atlas, For your own good make sure you practice, Not for the game, Rich or poor what's your name, The devil know who to come after, Every level the glow got to be mastered.

Under the moon the butterfly comes out the cocoon, They say when you see a ladybug give your lady a hug, The world is a warzone, Rich or poor for the throne, Tables turned. Fables burned, Immaculate conception, Calculate the connection.

We're on a stage, Encrypted on the page, I don't play with the wickedness, I pray for the sick of the less, If you want to walk in power, If you want to talk to the flower, Then stay in your heart, Slay the sin where there is more in the dark, Noah's ark.

The cat's out the bag, The hat's out the rag, Don't take it personal, Holy spirit'd up I'm versing them all, You don't represent me, Only God can resurrect me, Your blood ain't pure from the soil, My love is cured by the royal.

Been a threat to the game, I ain't got debt to the fame, My heart like a drum, The stars is where I'm from, They always scheming, They always streaming, My light always beaming, Nothing is luck, Ain't nobody I'm gon duck, How I'm moving, What they proving.

Check out my life story, They disrespect my life glory, I don't expect them to be there for me, You can't rich or poor me, Won't switch only more me, So much peace they can't war me, Crush the beast they can't ignore me, Only the Lord adore me.

That soup and that herb got me feeling superb, The glow is mint leaves, I know they sent thieves, Born again, The world getting torn again, Can't be double minded, Got to be humble kinded, Stay on guard, Pray to God, Sober in peace, It's over for the beast.

Knuckle up, Buckle up, It ain't flesh and blood, I'm blessed I got it from the mud, Came out the womb glowing, The flame got the tomb snowing, Fruits of my labor, My roots ain't on paper, The truth turn evil to vapor, See past the static, It's all havoc.

Lean not on your understanding, Seen the matrix unlocked in the thunder landing, Day of realization, Pray to heal the lies of a nation, The game is diabolical, The flame is biological, Start blessing and stop flexing, Know they're fake, Forgive my mistake.

Steady growing, I'm already glowing, Been working hard, They been lurking hard, The enemy scheming, My energy beaming, Stay loyal to God, Pray in the soil when it's hard, Repent in sackcloth and ashes, We can't act soft when the matrix crashes.

Force to be reckoned with, Of course it's heaven's gift, They don't know who they messing with, Show them love anyways, Glow with doves any days, Refreshing moments, Dimension components, Impression opponents, Confession proponents.

Out of space flow, Devout grace glow, When you don't back down they don't know how to act now, Go beyond the limit, Know we on you can't dim it, Free throw can't rim it, Life is real can't sim it, Behind the scenes I'm gon film it.

Ozone layer, This ain't a cloned prayer, At this velocity all there is atrocity, It cost to be free. Was lost but now I'm free, Fake smiles and handshakes, Fake styles where the brand breaks. Test the theory, At my best so they fear me.

I don't deal with scientists, Whatever deal I ain't signing this, Don't take low blows, They fake with no glow, Not bragging, They unlocked the dragon, I know what they hiding, The gold of love is providing, The soul of the dove is heavenly guiding.

I know where I'm headed, I give God all the credit, Believer of The Way, I won't leave before I pray, Christ of course, Sacrifice of the source, Persecution is for all servants of God, Mercy infusion the angels applaud, The illuminati is the fraud.

I see clearly every yearly, Vision of love, Mission for the dove, Now they switching up, Cooking truth the kitchen's up, See them looking the matrix glitching up, Now you a frenemy trying to put an end to me, Can't speak for others, Meek sisters and brothers.

You can keep your 2 cents I'mma millionaire, You can peep who has sense in the thinest air, I'm speaking metaphorically, The world speaking historically, We all need therapy, They planting seeds daring me, Fight the quest, The light is blessed.

Tried in that gold, Don't get fried in that road, They lied the stat is code, Talking about illuminati, I ain't walking with no new body, Immortal revenue, Be cordial cause heaven in you, Peep Ephesians, It's deep in these religions.

I ain't got time to play, It's a crime not to pray, I don't care what the devil say. Be aware every level you got to slay. The beast is on the loose. My peace is what I choose. Middle East truce. Sipping tea with that juice, Be free of that fake news.

The cassette is ejected, They upset I ain't been rejected, God continues to provide, It's hard to enter the venue when your enemies collide, V.i.p access, R.i.p. can't act less, Been through the struggle, Why fear when the sun glow, Protected, Connected.

Been the underdog, Seen the thunder break the log, The war of Gog and Magog, The end of Babylon's system, They acting wrong for wisdom, But God is love, It's hard when you have the dove, Keep your heart beautiful, Peep the part of the miracle.

Abraham, Moses and David, Raise your hand if the roses ain't faded, For God I ride, Rich or poor I tried, Got to keep going, Got to keep growing, The fight is still raging, The night is still aging, The lies being exposed, The wise is freeing the souls.

Can't ignore the facts, Rich or poor I don't lack, No one is greater than God, No one is later than a fraud, Early bird gets the worm Every word gets the term, Christ Jesus, The price to receive us, Repent with faith, Intent to be saved.

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