You will find, that when I write I write from a males prospective even if I am a female myself and over ninty-five percent of the time my characters are gay. I can never stay interesting in my stories when it is focused on a female main character because I have never been good writing for them unless it is a side character. Though some of my boys do act a little girlish at times. Anyway, I am very attached to my more recent characters so if I write with them there will be a lot more emotion than if I were to use an old one or create an even newer one.