Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.319Please respect copyright.PENANAXuV0bty274
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?319Please respect copyright.PENANAh0sdFS6vf8
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?319Please respect copyright.PENANAvGq79fLZWR
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?319Please respect copyright.PENANANSDwFgC7N9
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.319Please respect copyright.PENANAawLZldgCvN
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.319Please respect copyright.PENANAS1grNVwP0V
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 319Please respect copyright.PENANA8eeWcmOQFf
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...319Please respect copyright.PENANAMlC8rVmRJs
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.319Please respect copyright.PENANAaiKkh8EmW9
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-319Please respect copyright.PENANAVYQfrhwezC
Even though it was a prank.
Love....319Please respect copyright.PENANAxmNkZBjHXb
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...319Please respect copyright.PENANA44Lnrjc5io
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...319Please respect copyright.PENANA9XBMgDVtKN
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.319Please respect copyright.PENANAkgBYtM3CP7
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.319Please respect copyright.PENANAyCsfMvxwpD
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.319Please respect copyright.PENANAu5s7NG4UGP
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.319Please respect copyright.PENANAuEgcjqzHV8
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.319Please respect copyright.PENANA3yQ6AWpVwq
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?319Please respect copyright.PENANA2rapzjpaQI
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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