Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.341Please respect copyright.PENANAC205rUZjjw
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?341Please respect copyright.PENANALnpK9JuNaV
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?341Please respect copyright.PENANAVgU8bOv74M
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?341Please respect copyright.PENANADm6YVm6JUu
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.341Please respect copyright.PENANACiXAgoAqqG
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.341Please respect copyright.PENANAQmIIdvqobm
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 341Please respect copyright.PENANAMDUak0ejLV
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...341Please respect copyright.PENANAPVAJODwcAo
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.341Please respect copyright.PENANAdltWjRFhSo
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-341Please respect copyright.PENANAA4nX8DlgbS
Even though it was a prank.
Love....341Please respect copyright.PENANAPnYPsYW683
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...341Please respect copyright.PENANA3JknSu6ch8
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...341Please respect copyright.PENANApi86G68k1f
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.341Please respect copyright.PENANA0kxzzBz1Po
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.341Please respect copyright.PENANAMSpl0x0mHH
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.341Please respect copyright.PENANAST2LDhAvXH
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.341Please respect copyright.PENANACstEaJI0cC
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.341Please respect copyright.PENANAI3xzllg5ks
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?341Please respect copyright.PENANAHkbItnaheb
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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