Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.239Please respect copyright.PENANAHjFp3FlLKH
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?239Please respect copyright.PENANACE6KEGGm61
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?239Please respect copyright.PENANAqgsFUJF8ai
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?239Please respect copyright.PENANAZcrwuPPtHl
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.239Please respect copyright.PENANAXWP7Nx8jX7
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.239Please respect copyright.PENANApFD7izvkiy
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 239Please respect copyright.PENANAjPvHIynB16
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...239Please respect copyright.PENANAyqf2hB9XFW
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.239Please respect copyright.PENANAdGCXm06UIA
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-239Please respect copyright.PENANA70pdHlOrSt
Even though it was a prank.
Love....239Please respect copyright.PENANATP4IPakvNO
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...239Please respect copyright.PENANASh7Nm8txyp
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...239Please respect copyright.PENANAlxH0NWer9x
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.239Please respect copyright.PENANAUvcEopYczC
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.239Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8EiHJKu0p
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.239Please respect copyright.PENANAI9ETAYpo4G
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.239Please respect copyright.PENANAN63iOPeoDb
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.239Please respect copyright.PENANAgLJIW6W66x
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?239Please respect copyright.PENANAWlZHyAbRIJ
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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