Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.175Please respect copyright.PENANAOZFLZjGe8q
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?175Please respect copyright.PENANAnkdR2HM3Ys
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?175Please respect copyright.PENANAa0UUgkrcE9
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?175Please respect copyright.PENANAt2XXSeIuDe
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.175Please respect copyright.PENANAEn68datyEJ
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.175Please respect copyright.PENANArJ2DKuFw5P
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 175Please respect copyright.PENANAaFRfRaeHLH
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...175Please respect copyright.PENANAQCHj8ApBR6
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.175Please respect copyright.PENANAJV1s3XXeWh
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-175Please respect copyright.PENANAREoQ9TiTSO
Even though it was a prank.
Love....175Please respect copyright.PENANAip3nLHET0f
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...175Please respect copyright.PENANAgRdtHk7oNX
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...175Please respect copyright.PENANAyXB6YWX7C2
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.175Please respect copyright.PENANAL5q8xMrciG
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.175Please respect copyright.PENANAKPuoZA6cwV
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.175Please respect copyright.PENANABx51BbtVru
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.175Please respect copyright.PENANAy9mJcbeIOs
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.175Please respect copyright.PENANAXssDySDQjv
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?175Please respect copyright.PENANAllC0txd1QU
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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