Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.313Please respect copyright.PENANArXPSwwzS25
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?313Please respect copyright.PENANAatkhk31o3E
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?313Please respect copyright.PENANAwuSh8IBb0e
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?313Please respect copyright.PENANAVR7iB7u19L
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.313Please respect copyright.PENANAj6ITwRhI1H
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.313Please respect copyright.PENANApkcrlv4Gaj
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 313Please respect copyright.PENANAfphB3uTUgC
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...313Please respect copyright.PENANAlAimf69VRX
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.313Please respect copyright.PENANA8S9cO8AATj
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-313Please respect copyright.PENANAizgwUtvzgo
Even though it was a prank.
Love....313Please respect copyright.PENANAJwcfeSJwt3
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...313Please respect copyright.PENANAdiDllH9L7T
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...313Please respect copyright.PENANALMwSPYINQJ
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.313Please respect copyright.PENANAOd1eJUJsFE
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.313Please respect copyright.PENANANkM7Iiak5I
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.313Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qor1goiLx
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.313Please respect copyright.PENANAgUVxggttzV
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.313Please respect copyright.PENANAbtsXnEezVF
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?313Please respect copyright.PENANADvoDg1DIGO
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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