Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.314Please respect copyright.PENANAmychkWPLLR
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?314Please respect copyright.PENANA2KovyAxPeR
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?314Please respect copyright.PENANA351oXL0ZfW
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?314Please respect copyright.PENANAeiNQ5wfZpp
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.314Please respect copyright.PENANAzynGNE6V2R
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.314Please respect copyright.PENANAWpY5295WCD
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 314Please respect copyright.PENANAUbLbcSttEX
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...314Please respect copyright.PENANAABLvMtWbXE
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.314Please respect copyright.PENANAX26YfEPoz0
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-314Please respect copyright.PENANAvxxQHEbw2j
Even though it was a prank.
Love....314Please respect copyright.PENANA5eAmPvb2Bd
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...314Please respect copyright.PENANAdQBo4nqxGK
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...314Please respect copyright.PENANAm7683AqyjB
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.314Please respect copyright.PENANAf2LnF9lI4p
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.314Please respect copyright.PENANAvvsa2ZbZtZ
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.314Please respect copyright.PENANAMbirTsm9HT
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.314Please respect copyright.PENANAjxOSqEmCYZ
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.314Please respect copyright.PENANAYLc4fqYNew
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?314Please respect copyright.PENANAuGOsTRONi2
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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