Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.265Please respect copyright.PENANALQZjFXnsE1
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?265Please respect copyright.PENANAM0XK34qGbP
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?265Please respect copyright.PENANAohV0Bfyjro
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?265Please respect copyright.PENANAFADAN6LeGF
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.265Please respect copyright.PENANAQASERzDJzj
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.265Please respect copyright.PENANAwlZ17wIQur
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 265Please respect copyright.PENANAwhAYEgVL0m
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...265Please respect copyright.PENANA0S5zaSZr0m
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.265Please respect copyright.PENANAKkS87fxHgZ
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-265Please respect copyright.PENANAMTIt2VaJ1S
Even though it was a prank.
Love....265Please respect copyright.PENANARQGGxz3dDA
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...265Please respect copyright.PENANALeofEWtKcH
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...265Please respect copyright.PENANAqDAekpkPrR
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.265Please respect copyright.PENANAKQgQyzr8xX
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.265Please respect copyright.PENANAVUyZS6Mcfb
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.265Please respect copyright.PENANAsHL6jc8iD7
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.265Please respect copyright.PENANAnZrREhGpWy
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.265Please respect copyright.PENANAg780b3NdG9
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?265Please respect copyright.PENANAEhqVhTYcqU
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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