Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOQKxPPPGZ
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4B7NyQOhO
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvaqrwnDGU
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrte2vPRKP
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfUL30TGck
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblNyGMeIgD
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkjOmvCrtk
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ457HgKD6Gy
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqGhcAsFt0
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cT6Zd1RtA
Even though it was a prank.
Love....308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ypgZOmzK1
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2fBAoLuF2
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVADkLve8O
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqAJBkZSrK
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT70UxyiOix
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sIeOXE1aE
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeILrf8Ah5B
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcktHkXiqi
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDXpvTW4N0
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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