Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.320Please respect copyright.PENANAuXkPp7mlce
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?320Please respect copyright.PENANA9J4E5AoqUE
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?320Please respect copyright.PENANADRXEJgFjR1
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?320Please respect copyright.PENANAAU0Pk5eTs8
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.320Please respect copyright.PENANAtHzQWMFXTy
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.320Please respect copyright.PENANAfG30K23OZr
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 320Please respect copyright.PENANAkF7JfRsmvh
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...320Please respect copyright.PENANAokzQyEjetn
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.320Please respect copyright.PENANARzqgtKgGNv
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-320Please respect copyright.PENANAtePcA3M7Gn
Even though it was a prank.
Love....320Please respect copyright.PENANAVMahxFSf14
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...320Please respect copyright.PENANAsPfIBb8QE7
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...320Please respect copyright.PENANAjoJpT3UKkn
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.320Please respect copyright.PENANAwMPmH5mzOX
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.320Please respect copyright.PENANAc75Y94EpJr
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.320Please respect copyright.PENANA1iFW5Ftv4Y
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.320Please respect copyright.PENANAYlCuy6ATQB
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.320Please respect copyright.PENANAMGFn5XJ967
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?320Please respect copyright.PENANAL8q4a9UdqH
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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