Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlqpmPI7qf
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HmBDqFfD1
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjP47ODuuu
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfq8rji5q7
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC20TDNEbqh
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjc3YAd1s1
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvSNYfMjZf
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOfCOWdbMG
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vhgsniWdX
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStGboA3Nyr
Even though it was a prank.
Love....329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDRdCWkOnu
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMvDgDKoWU
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHTrm1vHgY
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHbgxQhOIr
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpnDgMZFER
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqD1eLnF1Hr
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW2WjFooS9
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp86jnk9dF
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFyD2h1434
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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