Oops, I forgot to add the date in some of my past entries... oh, whatever.
But hey, I'd never thought I'd ever get a love letter in my life.267Please respect copyright.PENANAREed60wC9E
But when I opened my locker after class, there it was.
Ah, how long has she liked me for?267Please respect copyright.PENANAmM23Y3UvPK
Has she been sneaking glances at me in class? Or perhaps a junior?267Please respect copyright.PENANATZAAcYbqz7
What should I do? Should I call her number that she wrote down?267Please respect copyright.PENANAAPyEAfc3Hb
Maybe we'll talk about Blue Live Damnation ii together.267Please respect copyright.PENANARqLs19UExV
Our hands would touch while we reach for the same controller.267Please respect copyright.PENANA27wuM8eate
She would lean in...
Yeah, right. 267Please respect copyright.PENANAVlWn4h4NkR
This is an all boys school.
There's only two people who would do this... but I don't recognise the phone number. They think I'd be stupid enough to believe someone would send me a love letter...267Please respect copyright.PENANAE3qUk4W1CP
Well, still. It's nice to think that one of them put the effort into writing something so cheesy.267Please respect copyright.PENANAEh5nXB6BlO
Now I can say that "I've received a love letter"-267Please respect copyright.PENANA8DYBfP7jV1
Even though it was a prank.
Love....267Please respect copyright.PENANAYAkrHZXcFm
If it means that I'll be worth something to someone, then it's not bad. If it means that I'll have someone by my side for the rest of my life, then...267Please respect copyright.PENANAWvTXWphgl7
But that won't happen. Love is never guaranteed to last. Divorce rates are higher than ever. Love, like any other relationship, is always the same. If you have something the other person wants, they'll stay. But if you no longer have anything they want from you, they'll leave.
I don't have anything to offer. Nothing. My organs? Hahahaha. Dedicating your life to one person sounds scary.
Family, lovers... they're all the same.
I love good food. I love dogs. Cats. Birds. Not enough to dedicate my time to keeping one, however. I don't have the money anyway...267Please respect copyright.PENANAyobg1ywh5q
I'm not confident I will be able to be responsible for a pet.267Please respect copyright.PENANAb4x9Q1uPrM
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A long time ago, my family used to own two hamsters.267Please respect copyright.PENANA8Oa3eMleVj
They were cute. I would squeeze them any chance I got.267Please respect copyright.PENANAo7CyU0W6T4
When they didn't do what I wanted them to, I would hit them.267Please respect copyright.PENANApSxasJ9zCw
I hung them by their tail as punishment if they ran away.267Please respect copyright.PENANAJRo4cdsT3Z
Why? I didn't think it was that wrong. If it doesn't do what I want them to do, they deserve to be punished, right?267Please respect copyright.PENANAG23LEtl7WF
One died, and the other escaped.
Of course I regret it. For a long period of time after that, I would have reoccurring dreams of owning hamsters. Where they were both alive and well.
I sometimes still have them to this day.
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