I'm somehow alive.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB1BufP26p
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLihFgSjOn
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHzM0dEm3p
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqdH0RVMrh
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjKBFthqO6
Well, it was that kind of day. 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6UvTtprWH
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIpjw0ENfa
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcdq2G5mLQ
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCg0C9EvPi
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VEmFaz43x
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xzADZuc8Y
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgb1SRzgbN
Much less someone I know.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3Qj78TN8Q
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"...Hey. Hey..."265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0DCgCpt41
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErwBNpurSG
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5J12c9cvv
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"You...!" 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JppgQmq0p
I remember cursing in my head.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwNkZYp88V
Ah, fuck.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRMvp0n1oT
Fuck.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlkEOuqTnl
It had to be you, didn't it.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUW8TG5qey
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoR29XBcSG
Teacher's pet.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXlL08ezuF
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiv8Osbvi4
The class president.
