I'm somehow alive.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIK80DnD2E
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHFihl5Vn2
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zaKxk268y
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOOKyQoKWP
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5812VgzI2z
Well, it was that kind of day. 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61Wp3yBMDt
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELfqHVZVWM
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNDm1u9SXD
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0ohv56Yv7
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvhZSaqQRy
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd0qFqjvBJ
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmL9cITeZf
Much less someone I know.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWly1jUFuEI
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"...Hey. Hey..."238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuf4OwwDrm
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqmOmLrMcr
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97AXtdmTnw
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"You...!" 238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEKSD67UGe
I remember cursing in my head.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxsxzcEjuw
Ah, fuck.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOn3kyvfeF
Fuck.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDonvEIqbq
It had to be you, didn't it.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPVGkYu8QL
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSH3e7zvg9
Teacher's pet.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAVL9VF1uj
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStH7GKQBHQ
The class president.
