I'm somehow alive.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZoBTNThED
It's strange... like I'm living in a dream.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNU5VFoIMm
I feel my body isn't mine. Like I'm somehow in control of my body but from a third perspective. My mind isn't focusing on anything, just a numb feeling of emptiness.
While feeling like that the other day, my primal fear of actually losing everything managed to spur me to go out to buy food from the supermarket.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa0SqqRXvi
My savings were going down, fast. My fridge was empty, and ordering delivery was no longer a choice.
It was a long walk. I bought a bunch of microwave food and things that were easy to cook. The bag felt like a deadweight.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKPT7UMEaA
Have you ever felt so tired that you could just face-plant and fall asleep on the concrete?191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8w45Mgoa1
Well, it was that kind of day. 191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai2sTTLy9u
As if the me watching from a third perspective had left the controller, and my character could no longer stand.
It was getting dark, so I sat down by a lamp post, and shut my eyes.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTudTLUyfi0
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I didn't know how much time had passed, but a shake of my shoulders woke me up.
I don't really want to describe what happened next, but I guess I won't be around to feel embarrassed when anyone reads this.
"Hey, are you alright?"191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5R3ugk74b
A voice that sounded vaguely familiar. I remember glancing at my right hand, groggy. Right, I was shopping.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk8uZGlpkS
The sky had become pitch black, with the dim street lamps and the odd car being the only source of light.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpnNnSmT94
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I remember hearing my name being called. Ah, crap.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve7ChjVZoE
I didn't want anyone to see me like this. At the lowest of the low. Pitying me, who doesn't deserve a drop of pity.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRuwvHwRuj
Much less someone I know.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO6Rpin1Pt
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"...Hey. Hey..."191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhKO7nviV5
"I'm going to call someone, okay?"
"Don't."191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vexch4lIi
I got up. Stumbled up. A little too fast - so I reached towards the post to steady myself again. But not before my arm was grabbed.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHNwKoMdE3
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"You...!" 191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyveLsKx5gQ
I remember cursing in my head.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSZvVkasSQ
Ah, fuck.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLwepOTUN0
Fuck.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw69hwY2WjS
It had to be you, didn't it.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiwoNn4pvf
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Looking back, I don't want to admit it, but if it were anyone else, I might not be here, writing this now.
But needless to say, I was looking at the face of Mr. Perfect.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KRMKr9mAJ
Teacher's pet.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A4sCnfrnT
The guy that effortlessly has people around him.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqHsHXrRLJ
The class president.
